unreasonable relationship :)

First episode of 2012.

2012-02-02T15:59:00.002+08:00

intan12345.

Here i am writing a post after so FREAKING LONG. Seriously rasa macam forever dah.

Bloggie from the bottom of my heart, i miss writing something here :)
Actually banyak sangat benda nak 'express' kan. Sangattttt -.-

I dont want to miss any significant episodes of my life.
i hold it close to me.

how i wish i have an audio diary, you know those stuff where i just need to tell my story verbally without even typing or actually holding a pen. Wujud tak? .___.

16th January was one of the kind day. Hari dapat result EOS 3.

Nervous dia takpayah cerita lah. The thing is if you pass sem 3, you'll enter sem 4 and straight to sem 5.

Alhamdulillah. I passed :)

Aku tahu aku pernah aim nak dapat a better grade that what i used to have for last EOS.

Tapi word " Congratulations." tu pun dah membawa kesyukuran yang tak terkata.

" From a student who barely passed to student who passed."

" Pass is excellence."

Antara status facebook batchmate aku yang aku rasa awesome and deserved a high-five :D

But thats doesnt means that im letting go of what i used to aim. InsyaAllah kita carry forward aim itu utk semester depan depan :)

And not forgetting of those who have to resit this February especially You.

I will never stop praying for you. Don't ever try to dismiss yurself :)

January is the month where Sarah Hani will be in Melawati. Ohh yeay :D

And this will be the time where we lepak with some of our dearest friends.

Session with Sabri was a.... shocking one we can say.

Sabri dah lain. He even wears a V-neck tee now. OMG. haha. Okay itu bukan persoalan utama sebenarnya -.-

What we can say that, its feels great to have a 'normal' point of view,out of our standard circle of community. At least bukan semua student yang sibuk nak kahwin awal jeeeeeeee. HAHA.
It feels like i am finally gasping for oxygen on the surface of the sea after being drown for so long. Get what i meant? :p No? Yes?

Oh well don't get me wrong, its not wrong to have those ideology of early marriage. But im simply saying that, being a medical student, we are always being exposed with such things bla bla bla. (that will be in another blog post :p )

One of the memorable day in Jan would be, ice skating with Sarah, Lokman, Ariff and another two friends Alan and Hariz. Ariff dah pro, ice hockey player lah kannnnnnn. Bunyi macam hot kannn. kannnnn?
Hurmmm... sikit lahhh. nasib baik kau sama umur dengan adik aku. HAHA. Okay intan -.-

So yeah aim of the day; Fail. Nak belajar mcm mana nak stop time tengah skate tu. Ariff ajar 2/3 skills lah jugak. Tapi aku mcm takut nak try. Rasa nya ni macam dah kali ketiga aim ni fail time skating -.-

Time kteorang main bowling, aku dengan sarah conclude,

Bila kahwin nanti, kita kena ada satu favourite sport/hobbies as a couple.

Ni semua sebab pakcik dengan makcik yang main bowling sebelah lane kteorg hari tu. They look sweet enough. So yeahh. Cari lah satu eh kawan-kawan. haha.

Alright. till then.

Ted Mosby.

2011-12-14T12:45:00.001+08:00

Was going to sleep and browsed through the camera roll in my phone and realised the ratio picture of Azri and me is the highest, excluding the picture of my sis camwhoring -.-

I feel so blessed to have my own Ted Mosby.
He's the all-time favourite.

" Cheering you up is my job."- Ted Mosby.

One day you'll find your yellow umbrella and till then, lets just enjoy the freaking show :D

p.s : Da bosan studyyyyyyyyyy. ha ha ha ha. T.T

And when you think life is hard, tell me about it.

2011-12-09T09:40:00.002+08:00

Had a pretty, i can say rough week. Went for a hospital visit for 3days in Hospital Orang Asli Gombak.
To be honest, the hospital visit was fine and i had a very wonderful experience meeting a different kind of people from our daily community :)

The rough part was,
You see i really wanted to write this down some where, so that 5 or 10 years from now, i can read it back and perhaps laugh at it or something.

Living a life as a medical student is hard. Every semester is a BIG struggle. And there will be times where i feel so damn tired, just so tired of it. But,people reminds me that there is nothing easy in being 'something' in life. True, siapa kata jadi engineer or architect senang? Or even any job you can recall in life.

I doubt myself,
Am i fit for this?

Right now,i really dont have those confident in actually passing my exam. Being terrified,and lost. Tapi cakap itu satu doa,so i'll just pass the ugliest part of my thought here :|

Negative people gives out negative aura. You never know how much your actions can affect other's people emotions or what so ever. So control your 'negativity' right.

But looking on the other sides,
people have the right to do and say what they want. You just have to know when and whats NOT to get affected by it.

Feel like giving up? Remember whats make you hold on for so long at the first place.

" Redha itu ikhlas. Pasrah itu menyerah."

•intan nur hadilah•

my own try and error cooking

2011-11-27T17:13:00.001+08:00

Last winter holidays, 2011.

i cooked almost all of my meals (lunch&dinner). i took the chance to try a few stuffs.

these pics below show how beginner i am in this cooking industry.teehee~

- son in law egg (#1 attempt.fail) with sambal tumis-

- maggi goreng, keropok, son in law egg (tak jadi juga)-

- keow teow soup-

- canberra's famous pancake-

- keow teow goreng-

- roti canai and kari ayam-

- seafood platter-

- udang masak lemak,kuah kicap,kubis goreng,sotong and ayam goreng,sambal tumis, sweet potato goreng-

- ernie tried making cupcakes,me&azra tukang hias :D-

- nasi goreng, omelette, ayam bakar, salad, keropok goreng-

Post 3 minit.

2011-11-24T14:03:00.001+08:00

Oh well, i thought of writing something last week. But you see my other bestfriend, ms.procastination always did her job well.
Tangguh dan tangguh lama-lama, macam biasa malas -_-

So currently im on a month of 'HOLIDAY' which require me to study everyday, "Personal study time" IMU said. Yeahh okay.

EOS 3 final- start 3rd January. Ingat please.

Mulai saat ni, ni spot favourite kat library. Siapa berani cop cop, tengoklah. *nada kiasu* :P

GUESS WHO COMING BACK THIS DEC?(!)

Santa! :D

hihi. ok ye -.-
Siapa lagi, SARAH HANI lah. YEAY!

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i am sure i am not too late

2011-11-17T08:14:00.001+08:00

The band perry - if i die young

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar

They're worth so much more after I'm a goner

And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'

Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

the last statement; certainly true. aku selalu perasan when someone dah meninggal baru laaa org lain start nmpk kebaikan org tu...

appreciate someone selagi dia masih hidup =)

Awkwarddddddddd.

2011-11-14T20:27:00.001+08:00

The very terrible awkward moment when you had a back-to-back awkward moment in a day, within few minutes.

Ustazah Salbiah was one of our favourite ustazah back in high school. But she was talking bout Ustazah Sabariah lah sayang. What was i thinking?

And i seriously i thought she's in form 5 all this time. Y u in form 4?!

Dah lah. Nak lari kan diri.
Tu lah time study, STUDY lah -.-

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Dont sweat the small stuff.

2011-11-11T01:05:00.104+08:00

Have you ever in the dilemma of making choices and decision between more than one options?

" Omg, next week exam summative. This weekends ada warehouse sale. Macam mana ni? Dah lah exam hari tu fail. Tapi tapi.....ZARA, Pull&Bear kot!"

" Mama, nana nak balik KL sekarang jugak. Nana benci tempat ni. Nak balik KL. Tak nak dah duduk Matrix ni. *nangis*"

" Nak pergi library ke nak follow dorang keluar tengok movie eh, tapi dah plan nak cover chapter ni utk exam .Movie ke study? Movie? Study? Movie? "

True story of mine.
And suppose we all do? So as for me, i found this new so called,life-philosophy to hold on.

ASK YOURSELF. " Will this matter a year from now?"
Seriously aku rasa sejak 'hold on' to this, i had make few which i called wise decision.? Dan dan lah :p Tapi sometimes kita just lupa, apa yang lagi penting dalam life. Just take a minute to think and consider, Does what you decide on REALLY matters a year from now?
Kalau rasa nak pergi jugak warehouse sale tu, tapi revision entah left out ke mana. Dah lah memang tinggal a week je nak cover two system. Lepas tu boleh plak nak burn weekends? Dah lah awak FAIL exam lepas.So of course pass exam utk pass masuk fourth sem lagi penting. Baju baru dengan beg boleh ke jamin, intan?
Kalau awak rasa nak tinggal Matrix just sebab awak gaduh dengan kawan baik awak, memang sia-sia. Please dont be too emotional and fikir lah Matrix tu masa depan.

TAPI ada lah juga exception kan, jangan lah psyco sangat. Kalau dah cuti tu, pergi je lah tengok movie ke keluar. Takpayah lah study. HAHA.
THIS IS ONLY VALID IN DESPERATE MOMENTS, in case of studying :P
But but, seriously IT may help you. To think wiser and less emotionally :)
Summative exam note: I always think to pass a paper is good enough. But this time, i deeply want to feel how it feels to not just pass. I wish to achieve more than that. And so, i suppose i MUST/NEED to work MORE? Ohh yes :/

Ohh ohh! Tak wish pun Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha kat sesiapa this year. Its was a dull year :)Well hope, YOU had a superb raya walaupun mcm dah tak valid pun kan wish ni :p

And no one is allowed to break you. ♥

-intan nur hadilah

Dysfunction between you and me.

2011-11-09T12:39:00.001+08:00

What a shame

I hope you find somewhere to blame

But untill then, the fact remains.

Im no longer your muse.

-INH

almost/

2011-10-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

ahad,isnin,selasa,rabu,khamis
jumaat ada osce finals
i needed a reason to stay.that's all.

I miss you baby.

2011-10-27T23:26:00.065+08:00

I believe we constantly are missing someone. deeply.Every day, every moment.
Someone so precious and significant in our life that happened to be far far away from us.

Distance is necessary, it makes we appreciate things/someone better.Even it may be bitter at times. Yes, true.

I have this weird habit of missing someone :DWhenever i miss someone, i'll search for their favourite food and eat it, even though its not actually mine. WEIRD.
Sebagai contoh, everytime aku lalu depan Bank BSN dekat Melawati, mesti akan singgah gerai makcik jual kuih, and beli sardine roll ni. WAJIB.

Dulu time partime job after SPM dgn Sarah Hani dekat Vitacare, kteorg selalu akan curi turun time petang and beli benda alah ni. And Sarah mesti AKAN beli kuih ni. So aku pun dah ter-addict.
So whenever i miss her, i will eat this. and semua memories akan terflash-back :'(
Of Takoyaki and Old Town, forever reminds me of Azri.

I MISS YOU PEOPLE :(

*sigh*

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further form the last time you saw them, but you are one day closer to the next time you will."

♥intan nur hadilah

Simply beautiful.

2011-10-23T21:40:00.001+08:00

22nd of October 2011.

Its back-to-nature day with the girl-friends (sisters :p ).

Simply a beautiful Saturday for me. Not only mentioning the fun that we had or the peace of nature surrounding us, but also things that i 'learned' :)

Okay bercakap tentang tempat waterfall ni, Sungai Kanching serius best.
Dekat Rawang, planning of a nature day-out?

This is one of the best place.

Banyak gila wild monkeys, yg agak garang. And SUPRISINGLY, kteorg nampak babi hutan OKAY. Untuk orang KL yang nampak pig dalam zoo je, so i have the right to give a SUPRISINGLY tone -.-

The higher you climb, the more breath-taking the waterfall is.
So we went up to the 7th level, and untuk orang yang entah tahun bila last exercise, trust me, penat SANGAT.
BUT as Miley said, keep on moving, keep on climbing.

AND ITS WORTH IT :D

Bila dah sampai atas, tak rasa dah penat naik tangga yang agak steep semua. Especially bila dapat makan ayam bbq yang nak start fire pun kipas bagai nak rak :D

To a sister of ours,

Im glad that i know you. You never know how much i truly appreciate you.
Thank you. "Uhibbuki fillah" ♥ :')

More blood, more lives.

2011-10-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

hi! :)

So hari ni, kte akan bercakap tentang darah or blood.
Darah berwarna merah.
Darah sangat penting utk badan kte.

zzzzzZzz.

Last Monday was my group visit to National Blood Centre under IMU.
Honestly baru tahu wujud nya tempat ni sebelah Art Gallery kt IB. Beribu kali dah lalu, baru tahu. Ohhhhh.

So it was a short tour round the place, Get to know how they function and stuff. Tahu tak kat situ tkde cafe?! kalau nak makan kne pergi cafe Art Gallery. Ada ke cmtu. haihh.
Ok ke nak tahu fakta lagi berguna? :p

Aku tak pernah derma darah.Sebab utama tak derma is underweight. Weight needed 45kg min. Sedih. Sobs.

HAHA. tak payah bujet kurus sgt lah weh. fine -.-
Honestly, sebab tak berani. Rasa scary je bila tgk a pack of thick red blood flowing out frm your hands. KAN? kannnn!

But, dorang mcm courage lah kte derma. Tanggungjawab bersama. Tak wujud lagi techonology buat artificial blood.
SIAPA LAGI NAK DERMA KALAU BUKAN KITA?

ok caplocks off sebab mcm excess poyo-ness.

Long story short, last weekend dah excited gila nak datang nak donate for the first time. Ni serius! Aura nak berjasa kepada masyarakat dh datang :D

1. Register, blood sample for blood type. Kat sini kne isi borang, jawab je. [Done]

2. Counselling, Blood pressure.
[ Fail ]
Why? blood pressure rendah ;(
Terus dia batal kan, tkleh donate.
Frust okay, TRUE STORY.

So abang tu kata, jangan sedih. Jangan tak dtg plak next time.
Okay abang, nnt kte datang okay? :') haha.

So anda, bila lagi? :D

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terlalu banyak

2011-10-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

lama gila aku x update blog kompilasi ini.and tiba2,mlm ni..aku ada mood nk blog..so,anything new that comes up in mind,aku akn start paragraph baru...and we'll see how this post ends up with ;)

aku sedang sibuk prepare utk OSCE finals...lpas 2 mggu,written paper finals pula..serious dilemma,how to juggle in between both.truth to be told, mummy was d one yg buat jadual belajar aku utk mid yr exm aritu.and alhamdulillah, it turned out well..called mummy tdi,n she advised me on some great study plannings..again.thank you,mummy.

mummy and daddy going off for hajj nxt Friday..iA,i'll be home before they all balik.doa utk mummy daddy;supaya Allah permudahkan and selamatkan segala urusan and perjalanan pergi balik haji nnti =)

tompok died on the 5th of sept 2011... a day after i came back to aussie after spending a week raya back home.my fav pet, as much as i loved argus...and to you who drove too fast and knocked my cat,and killed it...deep down my heart,there's still sparks of anger.hikmah terbesar balik raya this yr,is to meet tompok.cz i was really hesitated to go home..just for a week..all expenses on me..classes pun kena ponteng..so,yup..tompok,all that was for you.thank you buddy.i will miss asking about your wellbeing,looking for you if you abruptly gone missing,talking alone at the window;to wish you goodnight if you are asleep outside..i will miss you buddy,and such a special date you were taken away...a day after my bday..every 4th of sept; when i grow older by a yr,i will always remember you are gone another extra yr...Allah bagi pinjam and brought you in my life for almost 10yrs....and now,i am learning to let you go.. :']

aku balik raya tahun ni.secara surprise.it was really fun & tiring to lie to everyone.and credits to my younger bro who helped me out since d day i bought my ticket home. but at d end,it was not a surprise pun..but its more of making my hopeful mother and sister happy ;) and it has been many yrs since 3 stars are tgether for a raya celebration..nxt yr,sush for me to ponteng class because dh msuk clinical yrs....and d yr after that,iA aiman going off smewher..so,yup...no regret at all balik hari tu;)

oh,cuti winter aritu..in july..me n 4 other guys pergi canberra..snowy mountain..tried snowboarding...it was difficult at 1st...but at d end of d day, i am very hapy that i made the most out of my money spent on d trip ;) and i also had a really back ache,cramp legs and butt due to perlbagai jenis falls i had on the snow mountain.such an amazing experience

baru2 ni punya spring break,me n my frens pergi canberra..4 cars from campbelltown..wakil UWS msian community..sokong harimau malaya..they lost to soccerroos 5-0..biar kalah permainan, tapi mng bersorak.haha.had fun too on that day..

med revue 2011 was much better than last yr's one..i liked the ideas they had..so creative...and another fun night to laugh and be stress free :D

oh...i got to know,ada yg ckp intannurhadilah should own this blog by herself..as i am not posting anything up..come on ppl,this is a blog about two best friends who update about their life...maybe not current updates...but me and intan realise that;as both of us grow up and be doctors,and have future family life n etc...this blog will cntinue as our joint venture.anytime kiteorng nk update,we will just write stuffs... :)

okay itu sahaja

Thank the past for a better future.

2011-10-14T12:13:00.002+08:00

" I’ve been waiting for you to come rescue me,

I need you to hold all of the sadness I cannot live with inside of me"

I'm in here- Sia

We all are short of perfection. We make mistakes. Yes we all do.

" You can run, but you can't hide"

A story that not being well-known. A history that wanted to be forgotten. And a imaginary,sweet escape in the future. Present? Life goes on, and it wait for nobody.

Bukan membuka pekung di dada, bukan musuh di dalam selimut.

Honesty is about telling yourself and others the truth. Integrity is actually living with the truth.

Been missing a person i called father for the past few months.
Gone, suddenly.
And for the first few month, anger,frustration curiosity was all over me.
WHY? WHERE? WHO?

Sedih. Terkilan.

Ceritera yang terlalu kompleks utk diceritakan. Cukup lah dengan hanya menoktahkan sebagai satu peringatan, satu fasa pendek dalam hidup untuk tatapan di kemudian hari.

Let it go, Dont carry the anger along with you.
It hurts you once, and dont let it hurts you twice for the rest of your life.
Dont let it trap you as a prisoner of history.

Regret and mistakes, they are memories made.

Ibn 'Abbas said, " If any Muslim obeys Allah regarding his parents, Allah will open two gates of the Garden for him. If there is only one parent, then one gate will be opened. If one of them is angry, then Allah will not be pleased with him." He was asked, " Even if they wrong him?"

" Even if they wrong him." he replied.

-intannurhadilah

Di mana masa?

2011-09-24T00:59:00.001+08:00

Short update.

Currently i feel so tensed up with so many workload. Well medically and non-medically related. I barely remember when was the last time i had a nice nap :(

Next week Malay Cultural Week in IMU. It's an annual event for the Malays here.
Tahun ni commitment berat sikit.
Drama practice ends at 12am every night. And basically, kerja deco adalah responbility aku.

and this is life currently.
Bag putih ini telah banyak berjasa. Satu level bawah poket serbaguna Doraemon.

Dari mp3, external hard disk, pencil case, double side tape, water bottle, pisau, reben, kunci, poster colour, ID card

even gold spray can pun aku campak semua.
so bila nak masuk rumah, nak cari kunci dalam masa 5 minit -.-

Sometimes kalau lucky, laptop dan adaptor akan menjadi mangsa sekali. Sorry awak.

But despite the hectic life period, im enjoying it. Sebab ni macam last year kot, lepas ni turun takhta MCW kat junior dah.

So taniah 'adik-adik' ku ;)

ohhhh, comel je bila junior panggil kak intan.
"Awak kte pun 20 tahun lah :p"

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Procastination.

2011-09-04T16:09:00.001+08:00

If procastination is a disease in my body i would take any medication to get rid of it.
Anything! Supplement? Vitamins? Or even herbs? :(

Currently i hate myself so much for procastinate this long.
serius tak belajar pun time cuti raya padahal next week EXAM weh :S

Benci lah kau procastination.

Okay bye :(

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Dear Azri Jasni,

2011-08-10T21:44:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st birthday Azri Jasni.
You're like my,

Gordo to Lizzie McGuire,
Eddie to Raven, and
Jason to Hannah Montana.

Thankyou for being my one of my best companion and awesome-trololol-bitch.
From the bottom of my heart.

Promise me that, our inside jokes will always stay the same regardless of age and distance.
Dont go back to Brighton, please? :(

Noks sayang gilewww kat nyahh.
muah muah. xxx

ME GUSTA :D

#trolololol #that awkwardmoment

Yours truly,
♥ intan nur hadilah

A short comeback.

2011-08-09T02:04:00.001+08:00

intan12345

Okay. Its been a freaking long time since my last post.
New semester is currently feel so busy.
Semakin busy so semakin malas nak update blog since its gonna take me some time to write.

And! I know its lame, but i just discovered bout blogpress apps for iphone. Yeay :D
So lepas ni boleh post anything quick.
Anyway, today lecture was bout develepmont of face and palate

We learned bout conginetal abnormalise of the face. E.g; unilateral lips cleft or in laymen- bibir sumbing?
Dr.Win did say;
" All of you have perfect face, you are lucky"

Well there are time where i complaint bout those scars on the face, or on how other people have flawless skin. But i tend to forget that there are babies who are born with abnormal structure of the face. Shouldnt you feel lucky too? :)

Oh btw! Happy Ramadhan to you. Yes you who actually reads till here :p

"Hebat nya Ramadhan." Dont miss your golden chance this year. Lets embrace it as it the month full of His blessing.

Shaytan is conquered for you in Ramadan, so its your nafs (inner self) that Allah leaves you to conquer.

Fasting is not just bout starving your body, yet feeding your soul.

Location:Exit Lebuhraya Shah Alam,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia

the fear has yet to end

2011-07-14T08:09:00.000+08:00

13th july 2011
the date that all UWS students awaits for..results were released yesterdy.aku cuak dah.lepas subuh,siap mimpi lgi pasl results :| haihhh..abis panic smua...i woke up..gi living room (cz my laptop kat luar bilik)...so,aku pun bkk laptop,tggu2.....bkk fb...*jantung mcm nk tercabut dh:|*..pastu ernie keluar bilik,tnya psl results..(damnnn...dia dh tgk dh)...aku bkk tumblr lak..trying to ignore the fact that results sbnrnnya dh ada dkat student portal ... lepas tu,azra lak kuar bilik...ckp dh check..aku main2 lagi kat net..mlas nk tgk,.takut!

after a few meditation,beranikan diri gak gi tekan vuws tu..tgk2............

results aku PENDING.kena tahan..

sama je mcm ernie and azra punya.

x pernah2 results aku kena tahan...mcm a problem kid lak...sbnrnya document kteorng outstanding..hntar dh minggu lpas..but itu dh kira "terlambat"..ngarut sgguh makck kat school of med aku tu...

so,kesimpulannya..aku xtau lagi results aku.tidak tahuuuuuuuu....aaaaa..cepatlaaa release results kami wahai school of med UWS!

d fear never ends till the results are out :(

Politics?

2011-07-09T18:57:00.004+08:00

intan12345

I am not a person who share my interest in politics. Never in my life i think its interesting. BORING.
I am a girl who care more about who is Fazura's new boyfriend? or when is new season of HIMYM coming out.
But im surrounded by people who passionately and deeply concern and update things bout it.
Kalau tanya abang sikit pasal any issues in politics, dia akan bercerita dengan penuh emosi dan dalam jangka masa yang menimbulkan kebosanan yang terlampau. Serius.

So, yeah im in the minority of Malaysians who would never involve or get any nearer to politics.
I seriously know nothing bout whats really going on in it. Clueless.
But from what i absorbed from people around me who share their opinion bout it, i know its not going on good or in simple word corrupted.
Tapi mesti korang cakap, politik mana je tak corrupted. True.

Since aku just tahu some fact from here and there, so aku rasa aku amat lah tidak layak untuk argue.
But IN MY GENERAL OPINION,

Do you think they would take a risky step of having a 'perhimpunan haram' if just sending a memorandum to the Agong would make a change?

Do you really think out of thousand people involve in that, have no brain and would not think of any other softer way of letting their opinion to be heard?

BUT. there will be always be cons with pros. The chaos from it may trouble and harm the public.
That's the ugly truth.

Well, if you want to talk bout politics in the social network ; Facebook or Twitter, be prepare to be bombarded with others people opinion about it. And if you decided to argue with no basic inputs on it, you just make yourself look stupid in the public my dear.

We understand and accept things in different view.

Whining bout being trapped in the house for the weekend? Roadblocks? Funny.

So your weekend is more significant than your country now? :)

The least you can do is, just stop bullshitting around and make lame jokes bout it.

Because there are people out there who are willing to stands and fight for justice.
For a better Malaysia.

If aku tak kisah, kau tak kisah, then kau nak siapa yang kisah?

p.s: Ohh ye, aku kisah pasal Tahajjud Cinta every Friday, 9pm on TV3. Fazura weh :D
Okay yang ni aku tak kisah kalau kau nak kisah ke tak :)

limajulaiduaribusebelas

2011-07-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

a fairly important date in my life

Suatu Ahad.

2011-07-03T16:03:00.001+08:00

intan12345.

Pada satu Ahad yang gloomy,

M : Hurmm, i ada cerita hot.
I : So siapa tak dara plak?
M: Tahu tak, si A dgn B dulu kan.. etc etc etc etc.
I : TIPUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! * lancarkan operasi siasatan alam sosial*

selepas beberapa minit,

I : Dah lahh tak nak percaya, dia macam baik je.
M: Serius lah.
I : Muktamad, tak nak percaya

M: You i nak confess something.

I : Apa?

M: I... *the screen show typing... for a few minutes*

12.23pm : menunggu, dan tunggu.

dan selepas sabar menunggu 10 minit.

M
last seen today at 12.25pm.

dan selepas 3 jam,

last seen today at 12.25pm.

HILANG?
&%^#siot$&**%#^&!

Jangan provoke kesabaran bila nak bagi tahu benda yang nervous/excited/scary dan sebagai nya.
Ohh and kteorang bukan selalu busybody ye. Dah kata pun Ahad yang gloomy. Lagipun, Ahad kan ada Melodi kat TV3 kan kan?

Jadi?

Okay. tkde motif. BYE :)

Teen transformation phase.

2011-06-29T01:43:00.001+08:00

Okay today i feel like blogging again, after so long.

Name: Intan Nur Hadilah bt Purdiono.

Age: 20

OMG TWENTY-DUA PULUH !

Ohh yes, im twenty now. Well for some peoplel, its not a big deal. Nothing much different pun.

Yeah i know. But but...... twenty okay. Lepas ni tkde dah belas-belas.

Sarah kata, first time rasa i am literally older. I know! :(

Puluhan is like a age where people would take bout what, marriage?

Ahh no baby no.
And i know at this very moment, sarah would be like, " Elehhh kau poyo gilaa." haha. Biar lahh! ;D

I am a person who appreciate the date i was born, a lot. For me, if its your birthday, one way or another it cant be a normal day, go out and do something fun. And yours and my definition of 'fun' could me totally different.
Takpe tak kisah, kau nak lepak mana pun, nak lepak mamak ke depan pavillion ke masjid ke, asal kn kau happy okay lah :)

The night of 24th June, met my guy-best-of-friends, Azri, Huari and Min.
Period tak jumpa sama lama dengan period Azri fly, so yeah Min as always with his stories :D
My lil-sister, came back all the way from Perlis for me! :D
So we went out to our favourite places, as i think i had lost my affection to that place. Adakah sebab aku dah 20? Damn. Sobs.

Had a surprise birthday cake specially bake for me. Awwwwwww, i wasnt expecting that.
A Kit Kat-m&m cake? Thankyouuu :')

Ohhhhh! and Sarah pun ada buat video. Thats just sweet in a way freaking funny weh. Sebab sarah,you always have this nervous break down in a video. HAHA. sorry sayang, but i love it. Dont make me literally cry here :P

Alright thats all. Basically you'll get used to the 20 but some self-denial is a must. So dont worry Sarah Hani, yours will be shortly soon :D

p.s: OMG tahu tak kat BB plaza ada Daiso? Why in the world i drove all the way to IOI mall for that. haih.

i am back

2011-06-23T13:37:00.000+08:00

and i might be wild.

haha.okay itu mcm opening nk gempak je.exam aku habis dahhh..bru jap tdi.hmm,to start it off..aku just nk cmment sikit r psl,exam lepas. << dlm history exam2 aku,tu r plg gerun.abis every exam,xde pun nk senyum lebar ke...syiot punya org yg buat soalan .... >> ok dah

so,3 weeks holiday.aku xde plan.clean and clear.kosong! x penah lagi cuti kat aussie ni,aku xde plan holiday at all..*oh,aritu easter break,dh mencampakkn diri aku ke gold coast* so,cuti ni.....okay fine...mmg r ada plan sikit.but minor je...

aku plan nk makan mcm org kaya :D dah allocate dh duit ;) makan seafood! fish! n kalau nk mkn ayam..nk mkn ayam style gempak.haha.berangan je aku ni.

---okay nak google menu---

bye

Practice what you preach.

2011-06-19T16:13:00.000+08:00

Okay this will be a long-wanted post i always wanted to write.
Before this aku rasa macam, okay takpayah lah nak express this thought and silly opinion of mine.
Because as far as i know, i way too far to be label as someone who you can take as a role model.
And when i say a role model, what i mean this time is religiously way.

Berdosa ke cakap mcm tu? Okay ini soalan jujur, bukan sarcasm. i really wanna know.
Only He know if what im doing now or what and when or what my intentions is.
Am i trying to be a better person than what i am today? Only He knows

I know the general fact on how we cant judge people because we dont have the right to. Yes im very aware of that. BUT what if people keep giving us 'something' in public repeatedly that us as a human being cant resist our self from expressing our opinion based on what we see? Indeed of trying hard not to 'bersangka buruk" but at the end of the day, shit would forever be it no matter how good it smells

Exhibit A: A person who always updated his/her FB status with Quranic verses or Hadith or any Islamic related piece of advice. And also post Youtube bout religious talk. Hukum dan sebagainya. Yes bagus. Alhamdulillah. A reminder to all who view it. BUT the problem that bugging me arise, when at the same time, that person is being, ohh mcm mana eh nak cakap. tag person of the opposite sex for some love song on Youtube video with ♥ bagai. And cara dia coment other person of the opposite sex, siap ber-'dear' lagi. So itu apa kes pulak?

I remember once i read an article, in this years of ours,one of the the most effective way to preach is actually from ourselves. atau kata yang paling simple is akhlak korang.
Secara logik nya, siapa yang nak atau terima apa yang korang sampaikan if akhlak korang pun entah ke mana kan? Okay ni serius common sense.

Tak salah nak update or post all those religious things, i appreciate that. Thank you very much. because as far as i know, menyebarkan pengetahuan yang sepatutnya adalah amalan yang sangat mulia.
But come on, please jangan menconteng arang di muka sendiri.

PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH.

Jauh gila aku nak cakap yang diri aku hebat or what, i might doing the same thing to without me even realize it . Its from what i see or observe and somehow im so sorry its really annoyed me in a way. Im talking this upon my view, and this may be written with no solid basis or what so ever. But this is how i see it. And i dont think giving an opinion is wrong, isn't it? Enlighten me if im wrong. Im ready for anything. Im here to seek knowledge for my own self as well. I believe that we are normal human being who always find a way to be a better person ahead. InsyaAllah.

THANK YOU :)

Felt pattern try-out.

2011-06-19T02:24:00.001+08:00

intan12345

So HI. Im back with less heavy writing.

Dah dah lah tu update benda heavy intan, heavy ye bukan emo :P

Saya cuti. Saya bosan. Dan saya mula buat kerja yang membosan kan utk tidak bosan?

Psyco kan? Abang selalu cakap,

" Kak serius tak bosan ke buat kerja ni?"

" Omg sebab kakak bosan lah kakak buat ni. Duhh"

From left to right:

1st- Heart with my initials

2nd- Blue elephant

3rd- Red owl.

4th- Froggy

Actually dah lama dah nak try buat felt pattern ni, inspired by a friend who i can say much pro than me. Hi Syafiqah! :D

Im a medical student, who which we basically dont have time for all this thing when the sem has started, well basically bila sem baru masuk, semua orang hanya akan fikir study dan revision. TRUST ME. i hate to say this, but yeah WE ARE NERDS. and nerds are hot? haha :P

So why not maximise this holiday by trying something new.

" When was the last time you do something for the first time?"

So this is not a tutorial. Im far away from someone who qualified for that. But this is something you can try for fun. Serius senang gila. And this is how i do it :)

This is basically what you need, felt cloth. Okay to be honest, i dont know where else to find it beside Daiso. Its the Japan store which have everything sells in it. Suka gila Daiso :D I got mine from Daiso OU. Basically Daiso ada dekat OU, Curve and IOI mall.

I bought the mini kit, which only have 5 colours in it. And also you need yur sewing basic kit.

Next decide on the pattern. Since im sincerely not talented in drawing anything, so I Google image my pattern ;)

For example: this Froggy. Okay next, cut the design on the felt according to the colour.
Kalau nak jadi kan dia mcm plushie or stuffed toy. Make it two.
But if you want to just sew it on other cloth or bag or whatever it is, then one side would be enough. Faham kan? T.T

Then cut the other necessary part on its respective colour.

Alright, for the extra part other than the body, sew it with its original colour to make the sewing less obvious.
OR secara simple nya, kalau mata tu warna putih jahit lah dengan benang putih and cheeck dia merah.
Tapi actually its all depends on daya seni dan kreativiti masing-masing. Hah, secara skema nya.

For the black eyes and lips, since aku tkde felt warna hitam, so aku just jahit je guna benang sebab memang simple je. And to close the two piece together, for those who learn ERT time sekolah menengah, guna lah jahitan insang pari. ok confirm tak tahu kan. haha. Okay yes i know :P

So to learn more, just click on this Youtube, cute video. And Syafiqah pun ada buat tutorial. Bagus kan? :P

Okay, kalau dah jahit about 3/4 of the plushie, then its time to stuff it with the cotton wool.

Basically, aku hanya guna cotton wool yang korang duk guna utk sapu facial toner tu ye ;)

Then jahit lah smpai habis. Okay itu macam tak payah bagi tahu pun macam duhhhh kan? Ye okay.

And, the end product basically senang kan? This is just the basic design.
Seriously, try and learn a lot more from Youtube and Google kalau rasa macam banyak gila masa nak spend tak tahu nak buat apa.

And today i baked my own choc chips cookies for THE FIRST TIME. Yeahh lame.
If rajin, i'll just blog it out. Azri, please simpan rahsia noob baking experience aku okay?

OKAY♥

Insignificantly Significant Dad.

2011-06-16T00:03:00.001+08:00

intan12345

16th June; a special day dedicated to the fathers. A Happy Father Day.

And talking bout father, hurmmm.. To be honest, for me all this may not be as significant as how i would talk bout my mother. I may not have the best dad in the world like most of them would call their dad are.

Maybe he didn't really know whats my grades were for my exam.
Maybe he didn't wish my birthday every year.
Maybe he didn't asked or call asking me how was my day.
Maybe we dont talk that much.
Maybe sometimes i cant accept his habit of spending too much money on gadget.
Or maybe sometimes he was not there to decide for me for any life decision making i have to made.

One day, a friend told me something that make me think deep,

Dulu aku selalu sabar je lah dengan apa yg jadi dalam hidup aku. Sabar sabar sabar. Tapi kita manusia biasa, satu masa kita akan reach jugak level maximum sabar tu. We are normal human being. But my mum told me, cuba instead of bersabar je, kita bersyukur. Bersyukur and look those things that make you feel down in another way round.

You might not see this in the way i see it, but its really changes the way i see things.

Papa may not be there for me every single time or knows everything things that are happening in my life. But I remember how he use to,

Teach me how to ride my bicycle without the training wheels when I was small.

Sent me back and fetch me from Shah Alam every weekend.

Even sent me to Vista early in Monday morning and deal with all those traffic jam just because i dont prefer going back too early on Sunday night.

How he used to joke around, indeed he's a funny guy behind that silent personality.

How he used to buy whatever we want just because mama wont let us. He would say yes to everything.

Perhaps maybe i dont have the best dad in the world, or the best dad anyone could ever have.

But i would thank HIM for the chance in life of living with a guy that i call as my father.

Perhaps i dont deserve one. Asking yourself, "Are you a good daughter at the first place?"

Living yourself in regret and frustration is such a waste. Hate the sin not the sinner.

Papa, for whatever it is, i would always love you. And please dont stop loving me.

Happy Fathers Day ♥

Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku -Penakut

2011-06-11T12:24:00.001+08:00

Blogwalking and saw this on a friend's blog, Mariam Diyana :)
Listen to it, and instantly get stuck by it.

So basically whats make you stuck and keep listening to a song? And i was wondering.
Is it the melody of the song itself? the hot singer or band? or actually the lyrics seems significant to you?
As for me, when im stuck to a song, i will keep playing it for God-knows-how-many-times per day :D

Its been a week and more, i've been stuck with

Never gonna leave this bed- Maroon 5.

Significantly addicted to and........ Adam Levine hot. The End.

AZRI is coming back to Malaysia in 9 days counting :D

Come to think, it feels great to be the last one standing here in Malaysia where you get to meet the bestfriends when they are back.

[ well, in the most optimistic way x) ]

9 deadly words used by the ladies.

2011-06-08T14:57:00.004+08:00

intan12345

Dear boys,

Frankly,we know we are complicated. Its a fact, a well-known facts. Blame the hormones.

Perhaps you want to know us better? Well here's a hint for you ;)

9 deadly words used by the ladies.

[its not necessary be a general thing but i found it 85% significantly with me x)]

1) Fine

the word where women use to end up an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2) Five minutes

If she's getting dressed, this means a half an hour ( plus minus). Five minutes is only five minutes, if you just given five minutes to watch the game before helping around the house ( or you're late for the date)

3) Nothing

this is the calm before the storm. This means something and you should be on your toes. Argument that begins with nothing always end with fine.

4) Go Ahead.

This is a dare not permission. Dont do it!

5) Loud Sigh

This is actually a word but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. Aloud sigh means she thinks you're an idiot and wonders why she's wasting her time standing there and arguing with you about nothing. (refer back to #3 for nothing)

6) That's okay.

This is one of the most dangerous statement a woman can make to a man. Thats okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistakes ( Get ready for the silence treatment.)

7) Thanks.

A woman is thanking you, do not question or faint. Just say you're welcome.

(This is true unless she says, ' Thanks a lot' - thats is PURE sarcasm and she's not thanking you at all. DO NOT say you're welcome. That will bring on a 'whatever' #8)

8) Whatever.

Is a women way of saying F-YOU! #my most favorite point so far :D

9) Dont worry bout it, I got it.

Meaning, this is something a womam has told a man several times, but now doing it herself. This will latter result in a man asking ' Whats wrong?' For the women response, refer to #3.

Point to note;

Well of course this do not apply to most of time. Well you just have to know the right time when these words bring a hidden meaning behind it. Complicated again? Ohh yess :D

For the XX genes,

So conclusion,

Perempuan, tak yang lah nak mengada-ngada or emo sangat setiap masa walaupun complicated macam mana pun. point to self jugak. HAHA. Okay bye. Back to wasting time.

Hello second year :)

2011-06-07T20:13:00.006+08:00

Radzi Rahman ;

i forgot i have a belog! where goes those horny feeling to update blog ni~

Kenapa tiba-tiba Radzi ni ? Hi Radzi! ;) Well, this was on my news feed today. and my point is;

Exactly! I used to be so passionate in this, but now? Blurghhhhhhhhh. Malas.

So whats now? Currently now HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYY. and before that, let me share you the outcome of my fear to THIS (!). Well, this was not yesterday. Its been a while, i just feel like i want to remark it here :)

Alhamdulillah, i passed my first year of medical school ♥

Sangat sangat bersyukur :)

Tuhan je lah tahu betapa takut nya time nak tear the result slip. Serious nervous gilaaaaaaa.
Well this is just a baby step to way longer-ahead road, but its not wrong to feel a bit relief kan?

Memang tak dapat dinafikan, i feel so so grateful for this. My main initial aim for last sem was JUST TO PASS this exam regardless any grade cause for me at that moment it was the PASS that matter.

But there will be times where your own thoughts scare you, right?

And this is when i hate the most where i start to question, hurmm grade ni je ke aku dapat?

When you question, why is that your grade doesnt reflect your effort or ehh aku rasa aku study lagi byk dari dia tapi asal grade dia lagi bagus?

To be frank, i did thought of this. Bahaya weh bila kau dah start fikir merewang ikut perasaan. Tetapi ingatlah wahai manusia,

".. they may seem random or unfair to you, but they have been perfectly calculated by Allah (swt)" :)

I strongly believe one of the key for great life is Always be grateful to Him even for the little things. InsyaAllah tak kan sia-sia kan rezeki first year. Its never too late to strive for better grade in second year. Lets do this babyyyyyyyyyy :)

*OKAY rasa pelik lah pulak tone writting dah mcm budak baik. HAHA. layan lah x)

For a girl who dream to live in a life no one knows.

2011-05-30T23:16:00.005+08:00

Dari hari ke hari, niat untuk menulis disemat dalam hati. Banyak je benda nak update.

Tapi dari hari ke hari lah juga, malas itu ada. Tapi malam ni, kene juga tulis post.

Because i have this imaginary thing that i hold on too, one day in the future i want my daughter to know, so this is mummy when she's 19 when she read this blog. HAHA :D

I tend to forgot things easily and i want her to know my memories. OK intan.

so starting with FRIDAY,20th MAY.

Been involving in the planning of a homestay by Malay Cultural Society in IMU.

It was up and down fr the past month. and finally its the day. Nervous kot, takut it didnt turned out well. THANK YOU PD, SABIQ JALAL. You're the coolest. Like a boss :D

Personally, for my own experience, I LOVE IT and im gonna miss it badly.
Biasalah, saya tiada kampung. Tak pernah nak merasa benda benda cmni. Sobs ;(
There were few things that i never ever do and never even imagine do it, and I DID IT here :D

+ Mencanting batik, aku punya lah yang paling tak berseni. tulis IMU je.

+ Rubber tapping, seriusly seronok dapat try. Selalu tgk dalam tv je kan.

+ Berjalan jalan di sawah, and cam whoring yang tak menjadi :D
+ Pegang belut, and applying the 'lendir' on the face sebab abg tu kata bagus utk muka -.-.
+ And tangkap ikan keli dalam lumpur. Lumpur yang thick grey okayy.

(sarah kau kene try ni! :P)

And the most touching moment is actually staying in a kampung house, ada parents 'angkat'.
Serius, moment pertama masuk rumah tu rasa mcm OMG aku dalam drama melayu ke.

Rumah yang aku dapat 70% kayu, and everything seems so classic. And bonda aku sangat lah baik and sweet. Awww. it feel like having a grandma taking care over you which i never get to feel that. hurmm :)

Walaupun ada one unexpected accident, jeti sungai time river cruise ROBOH and most of the girls including me, fell into the river. Iphone masuk air okayyy. Cuak gila. takleh on. Jemur dalam bus, Alhamdulillah boleh on :D

Kampung Parit Penghulu, Melaka.

20th-22ng May 2011

Thank You for all the precious moments, the 'first-time' moment that even money cant buy.

For bonda and ayahanda, only God knows how much I appreciate your hospitality even its just 3 short days.

thank you :)

oh beban,Allah Maha Besar

2011-05-21T08:01:00.002+08:00

wow.dah lama aku x post something.

so,today..aku nak post r.no one to talk to..i need to be in my comfort zone.

hmm...aku bgun pagi,rasa seronok.nak belajar *exam sgt dekat dh :(*,nk mula kehidupan baru..bt tgh2 dlm blik..aku terdgr satu suara..ckp "...." pastu aku terexcited jap..xtau lak apa yg aku dgr tu..akn buat aku sedih,marah,ralat..which is really bad for me time before exam ni.....i need my mind to focus...i need meditation..i want to share with people..but it wont help,because smua yg aku dh buat tu,irreversible...kata2 org,hnya akn buat aku menyesali perbuatan aku lgi..aku kena telan je r..aku try cri points yg boleh sedapkan hati aku..... nk cri points,buat mind aku x focus..aku rsa nk baling je lappy aku ni..aaaa :( sedihnya...hmm,points mudah to get over current misery :

"dear sarah hani,kalau ko x focus n score utk exam ni..u'll be home d whole nxt sem,sbb dh fail all pprs,n come back nxt yr,to REPEAT....so,you better watch out"

oh beban,Allah Maha Besar.oh Allah,kau tenangkan hati dan minda aku ini.

Don't Forget.

2011-05-10T20:57:00.004+08:00

Dear SH,

Yes we had fight, distance and perhaps some misunderstanding.
Whatever on the top needs to go down for a while in life. simply to learn the needs of appreciation.

You are a gift to me, the one i treasure.

Things might change, well thats basically life is. But please note,

I'll always miss you.

" My love for you is like the wind, You cant see it, but can always feel it."

" Promise me you'll be here? Always. even when im hundred."

" How old shall i be then?"

" Ninety-nine"

" I promise."

Lots of love,

INH.

2:286

2011-05-03T08:28:00.003+08:00

Before i start my busy day with studying, just wanna share something heart-warming i found this morning :)

Some may knows this very well.

" On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear. for it is (the benefit) what it has earned and upon it (the evil of) what it has wrought : Our Lord! Do not punish us if we forget or make a mistake; Our Lord! Do not lay on us a burden as Thou didst lay on those before us, Our Lord do not impose upon us that which we have not the strength to bear, and pardon us and grant us protection and have mercy on us, Thou art our Patron, so help us against the unbelieving people."

Surah Al-Baqarah ( The Cow) 2-286.

2weeks more.

2011-05-01T18:42:00.003+08:00

STUDY WEEKS till 16th May has officially begin.

and yet im still addicted to wasting time.

study Intan. STUDYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Truly from,

Dr.Moo on your study table.

When learning is fun,

2011-04-26T10:59:00.004+08:00

intan12345.

Okay hari ni aku nak update blog. Nak update blog. Nak update blog.

BERZAMAN GILA. To co-blogger, hai awak dah lupa ke kat blog ni? -.-

And rasa nya mcm tak perlu lagi lah nak explain kenapa tk ter-update.

Im sorry bloggie. NO you're not one of those seasonal 'social site'.

Its just that..... well any how i hope you would understand. bla bla bla.

Okay dah. currently im in my pre-exam mode. And this life gonna be for the next 3 weeks max.

3 weeks derr. And in between 3 weeks tu lah aku akn ada this study alert mode. Where ever, when ever I go. Pernah rasa tak, nak tgk tv pun fikir notes. Nak tgk movie pun mesti countdown, ehh lama lagi ke cerita ni nak habis. Nak buat apa-apa pun, mesti lah relate dgn any STUDY-related stuff. Ohh well, for future sake.

Talking bout paranoid bout study. Have you heard, the more you study the more you realised you dont know things or otherwise? Mestilah bila belajar something new in lecture, kita mesti macam nak relate dgn real life kan?

" Ohhhhh. macam tu rupanya. patut lah hari tu aku...." or " ehh no wonder lahhh!"

faham tak? FAHAM TAK? ke aku sorang je yg mcm tu. ha ha -.-

So recently its like me being so self-cautious to my environment and things that i learn.

Lagi lagi kalau bab kucing. Fine memang lah undeniable yang aku memang sangat noob nak jadi cat owner ni. Nak lagi kitten. And semester ni belajar bout microorganism. Ala benda bacteria fungi parasite semua tu lahh. So kalau rasa macam terpegang Jinxy sikit, after that mesti macam, okay lepas pegang cuci tangan. Guna handwash, nak buat complicated lagi, kau nak cuci tangan kena cuci betul betul ikut 7 steps macam belajar kat clinical session. Ahhh sudah -.-

Hah yang ni lah. So people, you can start washing hand like i do now x)

Kalau aku rasa macam Jinxy dah merayap tak tentu pasal satu rumah, then ada lah seorang penghuni rumah ni akan pegang mop dan mop lantai. And either my mum or my sis would asked in their deep sarcastic tone, ehh kakak buat tebiat ke mop lantai? HAH! Well, okay fine. Mengaku aku tkdelah termasuk dalam calon calon anak dara pilihan mak mertua, LAGI. haha.

But yeah can you just bare with my paranoid reflex of me moping the floor, coz people im saving your life form Toxoplasma Gondiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, FYI -.-

Ohh Toxoplasma Gondii ni parasite yg common in cat as its host. zzzZZZzzzz.

This sem pun belajar pharmacology. those drugs names really kill my brain cells.

So one day we learn bout histamine and its anti drugs.

So-called fun fact; anti-histamines drug can cause sleepiness. I was bout to take my cough syrup when i read a fine description on the box written, " Bena Expectorant- Anti-histamines"

And the excitements with my roomates went off like,

Wehhh korang, bena expectorant ada anti-histamines duhh. Gilaa lahh. Patut lah rasa macam mengantuk je kan kann. Tapi kan ni first generation ke two eh?

Nak pulak dapat roomates yang brilliant and mantap gilaa, reaction dorang pun bersambung dengan tukar tukar soalan pharmaco pasal drug lain plak. OHHH NOOO. tidak, aku nak cakap pasal benda ni je -.-

Well, life as a med student. Sometimes its fun to relate new knowledge gained to everyday life.
Some of the things makes more sense now. Learning is fun, but studying for exam is just torturing :(

Praying hard for myself and the other ME210 batch mates, may HE ease our 'battle' for EOS2 :)

At times, i think being selfish is necessary as others may not sacrifice for you as you do for them.

Jinxy, the new baby.

2011-03-20T22:06:00.004+08:00

intan12345

Hutang cerita dua.

Well dah alang alang nak tulis, sekali lah tulis apa yang terbuku setelah sekian lama.

Lepas ni entah maybe bulan depan baru aku update .__.

Comel tak kitten baru kteorg? :D

Actually our family is not a cat-person pun. Takdelah macam nak bela bela kucing ni, kalau hamster ke benda yang tak berjalan-jalan tu okay lahh.

Tapi since abang dah bawa balik all the way dari Skudai, semangat gila letak dalam kotak naik bus semua. OMG abang, so sweet. Abang jumpa belakang hostel dia ktUTM, mother-less :(

So end up we are going to keep her. First time experience bela kucing, so sangat noob and jakun.

We end up choosing Jinxy as her name. or actually it was me who so semangat over it. Dorang tak setuju pun, but who cares. Macam dalm movie Meet the Parents? Jinxy, kucing yang reti flush toilet tu :D

Sekarang kalau mama keluar akan tinggal pesan,

" Kakak, kalau nak keluar jangan lupa angkat baju masuk dalam and bagi minum kucing susu dulu." :)

She is so hyper, and hungry all the time .___.

And now, i have a new thing to look forward every weekend. YEAYYY :D

Let it go.

2011-03-20T20:43:00.004+08:00

intan12345

OMG.

Dah lama gila tak blogging. Sarah pun sama .__.

The thing is im not going to say how hectic my life is, studying and stuff. No no no.

But then the main reason why i've been away from updating is that I've terminate my broadband.

Thus im broadband-less. Mama bagi choices, nak phone or broadband. So yeah, there goes my broadband. BYE BYE. So tak kan nak ber-blogging kat pc IMU lab kan. Segan, orang lain on Learning portal tetiba ada plak tab Tumblr, tab Blog.

Nway, hutang cerita. One fine night tergerak hati nak buat closet clearance. Rasa mcm dah semak sangat closet tu. Abang selalu gila bising dgn kteorg closet baju sampai dua tapi evrytime nak keluar mesti ada dialog, " OMG tkde baju lahh nak pakai.."

and this valid for my sister and me. Im sure ITS NORMAL for you too. kan? ;)

Banyak je baju yang kteorg tahu tak kan pakai dah. either because memang dah muat or basically sebab fashion tu dah tak update. And rasa sgt lame kalau pakai. tapi tak terbuang.

So that night, aku membongkar most of it and separate kan the NEVER EVER GONNA WEAR AGAIN. The funny part was, every piece made me reflect the stories behind it :)

and some of them were;

Baju kurung ni masa sekolah rendah. Time ni mcm trend lah kain yang sarung ni.

So,mama tempah jahit dengan jiran. But then dia silap jahit. Terus mama anti. tak hantar dah dgn dia ever again.

This used to be my fav baju kurung. Pernah tak ingat ada satu masa keluar fashion baju kurung kain crumple yang tak payah iron? i used to wear this over and over again :D

Aku rasa this piece is the most significant of all. My best highschool friends must remember this somehow. Sarah, azri. recall? haha. This piece was my favourite too.

Time form 5, kasturi moment. outing and all. Had to let it go, coz i know i will never wear it again :)

Okay. this piece was because I WILL NEVER EVER BE SEEN OUTSIDE WITH THIS ANYMORE! haha. Azri anti baju ni. and aku pun.

Went for a superb skating day out with Yazmir with this piece. So akan ingat :')

Give this piece away because its just to bottom cut. Remember how bottom cut jeans used to be so famous? ;) But i love this one, because of the pattern. dulu style lah. sekarang mcm, ermmm. weird. haha.

You should try this too. For sure, banyak GILA old pieces of urs that can be give away and save up the spaces. That night mama berjaya kumpul kan 2 box of old clothes :D

We donate these for the Gaza. We care week in IMU. Hopefully it will means something for the unfortunate :)

kau ingat kau siapa?

2011-02-15T18:00:00.002+08:00

lagu ini mcm agak terbaikk :) penangan meaning sebalik lyrics yg hebat..fuhh.kasi dgr eh ;)

Do remind me. Thankyou.

2011-02-13T21:04:00.007+08:00

Alhamdulillah, its the second semester already.

A step closer to the long-aiming goal.

To be honest, im terrified to step into this semester.

Its a well known crucial semester where we are being acknowledged to give THE BEST that we can for pass this semester.

" Semester two is the killer semester. Its the semester where it bring people down. 8 to 10 of you here might not pass the end semester exam and will have to repeat foundation one"

And guess what, I never ever wish to be one of those 8 to 10 people. NEVER.

Yes, i know. No one wants that, but you see im kinda a layback person where sometimes i dont really care bout how serious things are.For example i dont really care if i really follow the format of a assignment, i dont really put much effort to know when is the due date for the next assignment until most of my friends fuss around bout it.

But for this case, its really something that i look forward not to face it. Only HE knows how terrified i am if i ever have to repeat foundation one. I will not only dissapoint myself if i do, but i know there will be one person that will be so disappointed in me more than anyone else even more than i do. MY MUM. and not in thousand years, i will ever let that be. She had sacrifice a lot. And i think its my time to pay for that.

So this is a public statement. I will actually change my attitude. Know what my priorities are.

Study real dead hard. Ignore those unnecessary stuff. Less social networking. Less wasting time. I will change my mind set to, "Shut up, you are annoying" to " Thanks for the info, I need to know that eventually " when sometimes my friends discuss bout something that i have not yet study and memorize.

Sometimes you have to tell people what you're aiming for and your planning just to make sure they keep reminding you if are actually starting to walk the opposite way.

And for that i want to thank HIM for giving me such great friends who actually care about me so much. For a friend who keep reminding me and will drop any comments whenever he thinks i online to much.

" Intan ingat UK UK UK! Study rajin rajin :)" - Hadinur

" Intan study study study" -Sabri, whenever i accidentally appear online on Skype

" Jangan download banyak sangat game, sem ni crucial" - Amirul

Even tho, you feel annoyed at first but i know its for my own good :)

And suprisingly, these two people who leave me a goodbye message, not to actually take care of myself. but their last message before boarding was,

" Kau belajar baik baik, aku pun. sayang kau. take care "- sarah hani

" You belajar rajin rajin, jangan malas malas okay?"- ahmad muzzammil

Well those text might not sounds that significant to you. But for me, its really did touched me.

Thank you. i love you people significantly :)

I need to put my spiritual up tight too as well my mentally strength. InsyaAllah :)

Semester two, here we go.

Ehh comel ke?

2011-02-05T16:00:00.004+08:00

intan12345

Tolong lah Play. "Kewwl gleww lah Aq cakap" xD

Ini Anwar Hadi. Recently the new hot Msian Youtube channel.

Tak lah se-hot, Nigahiga. Teehee. Tapi in future perhaps.

Dia tkde lah baru sgt dekat YouTube, tahun lepas lah juga.

Tapi baru baru ni Video #6 EWWW yang kat ats ni, memang hot view lah.

Kalau dengar cakap aku and tekan Play, aku tak yah explain Why pun and bazir tenaga type.

Bahasa rempit or comel yang sangat familir antara kita. Ye, mesti di saat ni, ramai lah orang tetiba deny, bilew masa plak aq type mcm tu. Come on. Aku ada je kwn yang kekadang apa yang dia type kat FB seriusly aku sendiri tak faham.

Please lah, mcm Anwar Hadi ckp, aku pun guna shortform. Tapi tkde lah mcm ni:

Kewl-cool Ktew/tite- kita Tomeyl-comel Winduu-Rindu Ekjem- exam Manyak-Banyak Titow- tidur dan lain lain lagi lah. Tapi memang ekjem tu aku paling geli der.

Alalalarh tomei nya dia. rasa nak cubit cubit je. Jangan tomeyl cangat boleh? -__-

"Tak perlu spelling nak over the top sangat lah. So lepak chill relax lah"

Ohh aku tengok gak video dia yang lain. And and, tahu tak dia nak fly off gi Syney jugak this Feb?

Awat semua nak pi Syndney tinggal aku ni? Ahhhh @#$%^8. Okay fine.

Bujet macam kalau Anwar Hadi ada kat Malaysia, boleh ajak gi lepak KLCC lah?

KLCC? Ewwww. HA HA xP

Anwar Hadi, from now on im 'watching' youu ;)

**Facebook aku currently buat hal plak.

Entah apa dosa aku tk Mark pun tak tahu. Biar je lah dulu.

Kisah Januari.

2011-02-02T17:58:00.005+08:00

intan12345.

JANUARY 2011

had been a great starter for my 2011.

Why? because im on my sem break. and duhh Sarah Hani is home.

And so many other things happen. Life-turning decision and things. Okay, its sounds heavy but yeah, for real :)

Macam boleh kira bila je tak lepak or jumpa dgn sarah dalam masa 31 hari dlm Januari. lepas.

Every evening keluar. Pergi lah mana mana, asal kan keluar. Orang keluar jogging, kteorg lepak mamak. Bagus. Dengan alasan, sport shoes tertinggal kat Vista. Even tho, rasa mcm asyik makan makan dan makan. sambil online, but just pray for metabolism to kill those fats.

Nak pulak, sarah hani dah dapat lesen kan. Memang takde nya lah nak duduk rumah senyap.

Tangan gatal nak pegang stereng. So, one wish dlm life list dah di-tick. DONE.

As i said before, did I? perhaps maybe some where. Im currently indulge with my Tumblr much. Spent most of my break on Tumblr and COP report. Report yg menyusahkan hidup itu.

What i LOVE about tumblr is too many to be listed. It my place where i feel, " I dont care what you think". Following other peoples' cool Tumblr who are some completely stranger to me some how changes my perspective of seeing things. Sometimes,you would see how many things all of us have in common that we barely realized it. It helps you to be more optimistic in life.

For me, its not bout how many people follow you, or how many people reblog you. Its just purely bout what you want to share,feel or anything. Followers or post re-blogging are just the bonus part of Tumblr.

January, i met some BIG decision in life. Something that i think i should be doing for so long. Inspired by Tumblr, Strengthen by a song, Jar of Hearts- Christinna Perri. It might sound ridiculous to you. But yeah. Im moving forward. Avoiding leaving scars on anyone.

Dilemma love life itu pasti ada. HAHA. Shock by a 'crazy' statement from a friend. Okay.

Had a 2 days trip to Genting with IMU friends. Its was great, had lots of fun.

Sabiq tanpa kau, mesti tak se-teruja mana dengan Genting tu X)

Ikut Sarah jumpa kawan kawan Taylors di OU. Kteorg try main softball dekat rooftop OU.

Berdasarkan pencapaian semua orang, Sarah lah yang paling cool sekali hit the ball. So advice aku, kalau Sarah tengah badmood/PMS jangan datang dekat sangat :p

I love hanging round with HER friends. They seems way 'normal' than mine. HAHA.

Its February already. February is nightmare. Its is the month where Sarah will be back to Syndey. and Most of my left-over Melawatians will be flying off too. Inuzaila, Aliah. and not forgetting, Ahmad Muzzammil. Have fun in OZ people :)

Okay enough for now. xXx

" Dont keep too much distance from your love ones, or else they'll learn how to live WITHOUT you"

P.s : Sarah, kalau aku hantar kau gi KLIA. I'll promise not to cry again. Being left twice, wont be that hard as the first. Take care sayangg xP

tips memandu

2011-02-01T20:52:00.005+08:00

it is really annoying when you know some other people are talking about you in a language you dont understand.

*#&^@^$@%!&@.period

bodoh punya ******

dah few days aku on the road.kurang sabar sikit dgn sikap pemandu Malaysia (aku xtau r cmne sikap pemandu aussie).

guna laa signal wei! n kalau dh guna signal,guna time betul laa...jangan dh lepas simpang pun signal tu masih on..apakah kebodohan itu sgt terserlah?

yg nk kuar dr simpang tu..tggu laa keta aku yg jalan lurus ni nk lalu..biarpun aku nmpk slow..kalau aku tekan minyak,time ko nk curi kuar tu..kalau aku langgar ko..separuh nyawa gak ko nnti =='

kat bulatan pun satu lagi...gunaa laa signal.xde laa aku nk tggu ko,yg rupa2nya msuk simpang sebelum aku.

aku kesal dengan sikap sesetengah *pengunaan kata yg selamat* pemandu Malaysia.

and kepada sesiapa yg mungkin aku dh susahkan di jalan raya.maafkan aku r :)

akhir kata,kalau nak memandu,biar lah berhemah.

Abandon.

2011-01-22T16:28:00.003+08:00

Bloggie has been abandoned by me for almost more than a week.

Im sorry, i've found another virtual net pet on Tumblr.

Been 'nurturing' her most of the time more than you now.

I'll get back to you later on okay?

Ohh yeah,

Bloggie, meet your new sister, the little things.

xXx.

intan12345.

thoughts become things.

2011-01-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

what else is there to think about? when you keep on thinking about the issue and there's no ending to it *at least for d near future*.u hav been thinking about it for many months..talked about it yesterday.n today,u are back to d thinking phase.

so,what's next?

u dont know the answer,no one else knows too.its not too early to think about it.you are aging as days pass by.its a serious matter that you hav to spend some time thinking about it,because u dun't want to end up like certain people.

the current game plan?

for now,lets stop thinking about it.lets just be like others.but always remember,u were good being a miss independent.so,cntinue playing ur role well.get to know more people,just in case..one day.u might need them.feel secure for now.let the years pass by.and you shall pray more to Allah.

----forever might end tomorrow---

Goodbye Facebook?

2011-01-09T15:39:00.008+08:00

intan12345

First time online Fb kejap td, tengok mcm kecoh je news feed.

Apparently, a news spread about Facebook is closing down this 15 march 2011.

Quite a number of people on the friend list share a link of it.

Funny huh? First impression, i was like, OMG serius? Mcm lawak gila je.

No i dont go crazy, crying over, sobbing out lout, WHAT IM GONNA DO NEXT WITH MY LIFE?! But seriously, Dont you think people like this would actually exist?

So i Google bout it. And they said it was rumours. [here]

" Spreading on the news that Facebook is going down on 15th March, is like talking bout the world gonna end in 2012"

Jangan lah cepat melatah. Im not a complete Facebook maniac or freak, but come clean i did log in everyday unless i have no access to the net or im way too busy with more important things.

Im sure some how Facebook had influence your life.

Yes i do get the point where some people dont really like FB. They joy over this news. But ironically, i can see they also do online everyday.

I dont dare to comment more on serious issue on how those issue created by Fb user.

Isu fitnah, maruah dan sebagai nya. Yeah, bad things happened.

Tapi benda yang remeh temeh,

Ada yang mengaku, Fb kekadang bagi 'tekanan perasaan'. Alarh, benda alah yang kita describe as peer pressure. Sebab Fb, boleh buat orang lain gaduh, cemburu tengok life orang lain.

Improving life tips: Just stop stalking on those people. Cant help yourself? Then its your problem, not Mark Zuckerberg.

Facebook is way too boring?

Lepas tu, awat yang awak duk log in? Siapa paksa?

Kenapa Myspace, Friendster dulu okay je?

Because people grow up, time keeps ticking, technology evolve.

If we all move back to those site, Im sure same damage would be done as well.

Apa motif yang cuba disampaikan? Honestly, aku pun tak tahu :p

I guess i just wanna point out those ironic stuff i watch most of the time.

Some things are meant to be fix by yourself.

Kalau betul pun Fb nak shut down, move on with life. Im sure I'll get used to that sooner.

Next time, beli je.

2011-01-08T11:32:00.003+08:00

intan12345

Pernah tak, anda keluar berjalan-jalan. Window shopping ke apa. Terjumpa something yang bak kata orang, cinta pandang pertama. Something tau, bukan someone. Something yang mmg nak sangat and rasa PERLU. Lepas tu, tgk price tag, bermonolog dalaman "hurmm. okay not bad. tapi tapi....... rs mcm boleh cr for better price je". Okay tkpe, jalan jalan tempat lain dulu.

After few days.

Masuk ke store yang sama dengan semangat yang sgt determine untuk beli yang stuff yang telah di-aim few days back. Duit semua dah prepare. Walk straight to the corner, but unfortunately, setelah mencari-cari dan cari. none NONE none. Okay tkpe, usha usha dulu. Mungkin dah move to SALE part.

After few minutes.

OK fine, tkde makna nya nak optimistic lagi. Memang dah tkde. This is the moment, where i feel , OMG SERIUSLY MENYESAL GILA. kenapa aku tak beli je that day. Crushed. sobs sobs. This is my problem. Dah banyak kali KOT :(

At the end, pulang dengan hati yang keep sayin,

" Tkpe tkpe, ada hikmah. Ada punya. Save duit. Ok, ada hikmah. Definite. Period"

Setiba di rumah,

" Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nak jugak! Kenapa lah aku tak beli hari tu! :'( "

and this can continue for few days.

For this case: its just a F21 long necklace, large pendant anyway. But still! Keperluan,some how.

Before you criticize, wait.

2011-01-03T02:09:00.004+08:00

intan12345

Today is one inspiring day.

Watched an episode of Losing it with Jillian on 702. Epi: the May family

Im touched. Its bout a woman who felt that her life has ended the day her husband divorced her and left the family. Her grieve not only 'kills' her but her children were badly emotional and physical affected.

"Some of us think sometimes holding on to something keeps us strong but sometimes letting go that does."

Dont live your life haunted by others shadow. Dont be a victim of your life.

*****

I love Tumblr.

I can spend the whole day browsing trough it.

Full of such beautiful pictures of people, great quotes of life.

Aku tk tahu lah, maybe aku sorang je rasa mcm tu kan.

But pernah tak rasa mcm, OMG betul lah quotes ni.

Rasa mcm,

nak reblog je semua bnda.

nak share je kt fb ke twitter.

i wish im that picture, being in those great places.

I dont know, tp this feeling is pure. You know when you feel it. HAHA.

After tonight, after browsing trough this awesome Tumblr of a stranger,

i feel like starting my new year with new resolution, of being a brighter person.

And usually im not really a person with those resolution thingy.

To be honest, im a complicated person who sometimes think too much of unnecessary things.

Sometimes i feel something is wrong with me, but i dont know what.

Sorry hati and minda, dah banyak kali menyusahkan :)

2011. i will stop asking for ur shine, but instead i will shine you.

No matter what awaits me. i will, InsyaAllah

:')

Before you talk, listen

Before you react, think

before you criticize, wait

Before you quit, try.

*all photos posted are credited via http://moonlight-path.tumblr.com

i'll miss you. :)

2011-01-02T18:46:00.004+08:00

byk gila tabs aku dh bukak.before aku start posting something here.seriously,xtau nk post apa.haha.ada je sbnrnya isu2 menarik..tapi xnk r post sini.cz aku xnk org tau.haha :D

aku nak tau..nerve apa yg buat kita rasa gatal..bukan gatal cinta tu..tapi ni gatal yg kna garu tu..aku dh belajar medic setahun...xde pund eyrng ajar stimulus n nerve gatal tu...apa yg kta rasa sbnrnya time gatal tu..aku hairan r..

intan dah meminta aku post something.apa korng nak tau? *ke korng xnk tau apa2?* haha.nak ckp psl bola malaysia..mcm dh lapuk kot.tapi xpe r.sentuh sikit ;) hmm,bagus r bola malaysia dh naik balik..aritu,aku ada rasa kesal gak,x pegi stadium bukit jalil tgk kemenangan mas...tp at last,dpt tgk kat NZ..peh kau! time score safee sali tu..ratusan org terus berdiri uh..nyanyi2,sorak2..hebat! :D mcm tu gak r..time cycler negara,rizal tisin,mng..time tu kat apartment52..satu rumah sorak habis2an gilaa..dpn tv rumah r...smpai kwn2 minah salleh kteorng,ketuk pintu rumah..tnya apa dh jdi..jerit kuat2.haha :D *okay.sudah hal sukan*

semalam,1st time aku gi kenduri kawin sejak aku balik mas..hmm,xde beza pun..ok.ada la sikit bezanya..haha.cara aku view d scenes..lain dh ;) mknn still sama..tapi aku masih mencara aym masak merah kaw,air sirap,nasi minyak.. :D

oh.tahun baru.2011.aku xde azam tahun baru.main bantai je..yg aku mahu..by the end of this yr,aku iA,naik tahun 3 perubatan :) <--- itu azam r kan? haha.budu gak r aku ni..oh,aku juga nak buat byk lagi bnda dlm hidup..kalau nk jadi kaya,hmm,boleh r..tapi kena saving r.haha.aku nk try byk aktiviti bru..xnk try mknn bru *im not a risk taker in dat aspect ;)* nak buat aktiviti gila lagi..tapi kna ada byk duit laa..duit mara boleh support aku,tapi aku kna kurang mkn r.. x)

oh! ckp psl mknn...aku tmbh berat dh wei...aku dh takut nk naik scale now..baju2 aku pakai,smuanya yg over d size.dgn sengaja :D supaya aku x rasa guilty..sbb aku nak makannn :D tapi aku xde r gemuk sgt..haha.

----------------------------------------

itu hal 2010..skng dh 2011..

dah 2hari dlm 2011...nak buka isu "how was ur new yr's eve?" ke?

xyah laa eh...tapi kalau2 sapa2 nk share celebration deyrng,feel free,to drop by d comment box r eh..celebration aku simple je..

tahun berbeza,org yg sama,rasa yg lain

baikk..semoga tahun ini.

kau semua.dan aku.

buat banyak lagi aktiviti hidup.

D&R

2010-12-19T22:15:00.003+08:00

one who can talk,discuss and most of all; rationalize.

embrace every happy moments.

how hard you try to amend things,there's a limit to it.

nothing is confirmed yet.

so,discuss and rationalize.

alhamdulillah

another 8semesters to go

iA :)

So, whats now, dessert or disaster?

2010-12-19T11:47:00.004+08:00

Heh, not again. This is aint supposed happen to us.

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as i did

You got me thinkin bout our life our house and kids,

Every morning I hear you and smile

Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down.

Sometimes love comes around, and it knock you down.

Just get bakc up, when it knocks you down.

Hey, now we're crashing, dont know how it happened.

But it didnt feels any good.

We, were never meant to be baby. We just happen.

So, please, dont mess up the trick.

this is tragic, coz we had it.

Say, we put the good with the bad, happy and the sad.

So will you bring a better future than we had in the past

I dont wanna fall back on my face again

And if it hits better make it worth the fall.

We had our ego both too high.

It feels like we are in a race, but at the end, we both lose.

intan12345

Still, we are attracted to the XY chromosomes.

2010-12-12T18:40:00.008+08:00

Last Sunday, we had our first 'date' since sarah hani is back in Malaysia.

Berjalan-jalan di ibu kota, sampai sakit kaki. Mencari benda yang tak pasti.

Being too choosy over something so simple. Simply me. But actually sarah, kau lagi complex tau kalau nak shop ;)

Please forgive her for her jakun-ness :p

BB plaza- Pavillion- KLCC.

Tak beli pun apa yang nak aim actually. BUT! We did something lesbo-ish. haha!

REFER TO POST TITLE. Yes, we are seriously straight people.

So, to the boyfriendS. Dont worry. Jap, ada ke sarah? Alright itu teka-teki assignment utk this week. haha :D

We did our 12345 carved ring! And fun fact, mine size 10. and Sarah's size 12. So, conclusion nya?

Did Sarah Hani gained weight? or aku memang dah kurus dr kau sarah? :p

Terasa pelik bila ada ring di jari.

Aunty yang carved kan nama. Thanks aunty.

But still, we'll reserved it for real diamond ring for our beloved future hubby, where ever and who ever you are out there sayang. We will wait for you.

HAHA. what the? Case closed.

the 4th finger of the left

P.S- I have no intention to be someone else. Nama saya Intan Nur Hadilah sahaja :)

what happened for spring finals..

2010-12-05T07:56:00.003+08:00

blog walking.instead of stalking
:D
a brand new morning,i should say :)
bblog-walked..to my bro's blog.and extended from there..reading the SPM-students having their say for the exam they are sitting now..its funny to read,knowing that they are experiencing;how i felt once ;)
i was the budak,who challenged it all the way.and got disappointed when the results came out ;)
----------- SAM passed by, now in med school ---------------------

so,i had my Spring finals for almost a month.last november was nerve wrecking.i always wanted to update on my exam pprs.how i felt..how i performed..but time never permits me to do so :)
some short summaries of my exams:
1. my exam pprs are in diff styles (SAQ,MCQ,MEQ) but testing for the same knowledge.so,basicly,i have to be ready FOR EVERYTHING by the 1st ppr..n by the last ppr,i would be in -dont know whatelse to read- mode..i experienced d same when it was d autumn finals.
2. so,d one n only SAQ ppr was okay for me.ookay doesnt mean -can pass with flying colours.ok?- it was just bearable.
3. MEQ was deadly..my 1st time sitting for MEQ.dey presented Qs in terms of cases.didnt expect it to be dat deadly.microscopic changes of appendicitis? danggg..n d whole 10/20marks for safety-quality Q..i was so unsure.i bantai d whole way,n went back home n studied dat 20+ slides of lecture..i screwed up the 1st Q *types of error* damnnnn..but i heard,i was not alone.fine,sarah hani,you are not alone.but is dat good enough for you to move on? *hope so* :|
4. 2 MCQ pprs..d MCQ ppr,days after d MEQ ppr..dat was tough.mayb bcz i lost some of my confidence to MEQ n SAQ..n with the 'kelam-kabut' journey to med school..that might affect a lil bit..d last MCQ,was bearable..MCQs are still the questions type A,B,C,D (sometimes ,E) choices ones.....hmm,*i dunt want to recall doubts i have* :|
5. anat spot test.last ppr i had,it was for 22mins only..11 stations,2 mins each.spot on the labels on the cadavers..the heart station was difficult :| the other stations,i tried ;) hopefully,that's good enough.....

results coming out soon

ignoring it for the moment

----------- exams over.notes and books all packed up in the rack. shopping mode on ---

*nxt post.malas tulis2 dah.depress igt balik exams :(*

i want to pass so badly.pls Allah?

From Oz to KL.

2010-12-04T21:45:00.008+08:00

Intan12345.

Yes, baby. She's back. She's in Melawati. And im not dreaming.

Well,perhaps some of you would notice how sometimes i like to announce thing. duhh.

But yeah, this is something i cant stop myself to make another mild announcement.

* I shall avoid those 'drum rolls'*

SARAH HANI is back for 2 month. Twooooooooo month! ;)

At last after quite sometimes, i feel the presence of TRUE friends near me. Physically,of course.

Obviously we keep updating stuff trough the net, skype and etc. But for her being within reachable distance, it feel so much different :)

Back on Wednesday morning. Met her after long 9 month.

It was awkward actually. Nervous. huhh. Its like," Hi Sarah? "

Do we shake hands? Cant rememeber. BUT. what the heck. shaking hands? haha

And mummy was like, " ehh tak peluk-peluk ke nangis pun ?"

HA HA. Okay, dalam hati tuhan je yg tahu. Malu :')

Sarah Hani, baik hati. Dia belikan saya souvenir dr OZ. Terima kasih Kak Hani. I love you? ;)

ELMO pyjamas pants. Comel kan? *angguk*

No, i dont collect Elmo stuff. Its just happend this was on sale kot. Isn't it sarah?

HAHA. i love you AGAIN.

I <3> Sydney tee.

Aku still terkilan kau beli size S instead of XS.

-.-

Ripcurl flip flop.

Confirm ada yg mcm, : " Eleh, ni pun boleh beli kat Pavi"

No no, lain. So are we done here? Great ;)

When she's here, there nothing more i can wish for currently. I feel complete.

P.s : Percubaan utk post in full English telah gagal. GAGAL. Rasa mcm skema gila. haha

pp.s: Sengaja je guna Pavi. Bukan bujet tp since vid " dia pilih KLCC dowh" ada, rasa KLCC mcm rempzzz gila. rempzz=rempit? Eww. ok whatever Intan -,-

binatang biru

2010-11-18T06:50:00.001+08:00

intan,ingat lagi x.binatang ini?

dulu,kau=binatang biru.kini,kau mcm kawan kurus dia=nobita

Sometimes life is all about sacrifices

2010-11-18T00:23:00.008+08:00

" Sometimes life is all about sacrifices." - my Pbl facilitator

Aku still boleh ingat nada,gaya dia cakap dialog ni. It did touched me deep inside.

Tak pernah terfikir yang ada orang akan rasa sama mcm yg aku rasa.

At least not the exact way i feel. For me, its TRUE. Well in my case, aku tk lah confident every sacrifices yang aku buat worth the effort, but at least i knew i did it for the one i worth die for.

No regret.

Okay deep gila -.-

OHH lupa, bercakap psl pengorbanan. Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha.

Ikut calendar dinding cina yang dpt free tuh, Hari raya Aidiladha, 2 hari even though IMU bagi sehari je cuti. Fine, tkpelah. Studies kan lagi penting currently. *Optimistic or self-denial?

Currently for the past two week and more to come, i guess I've been travelling from Melawati to Bukit Jalil every single freaking day. Okay dah masuk dah bab, pengorbanan seorang kakak yang penyayang utk adik perempuan nya. Awwww? ;p

Nana kan dah sit for SPM next Tuesday. Since she's my one and only sister and the youngest in the family, i always thinks sometimes she cant handle the pressure by herself. Fragile. Again,wrong sister-ing skills.

Lagi pun, tolong mama dgn avoid dia suruh nana buat kerja rumah. Dengan kehadiran kanak-kanak riang di rumah, tahu tak kekadang susah gila nak focus? This is the major problem when babies are too adorable. Haihh.

Ash- Echa-Karina-Aireen

Aira-the most hyper.

Sometimes they are the solid reason why i always rush back home so early every Friday after class :)

Dah lah kene bagun pukul 5.30am, naik LRT awal pagi. Sewa rumah Vista still bayar. Penat lagi.

So babe, you better at least tak fail any paper, and please get A for chemistry weh. Kasih sayang tak boleh buat guna nak topup my weekly Touch&Go. FYI -.-

P:S- Dah terbiasa panggil Karina; Pocoyo. Sebab muka dia serius nak dekat sama mcm cartoon tu. " Pocoyoo meh sini. jom mandi." Pelik, kalau mak dia tahu mesti tak suka. Dah lah cucu Ustaz. suka suka je tukar pocoyo.

in case korang nak tgk: 9.00am tv3.

digoxin itu sejenis drug

2010-11-17T05:32:00.004+08:00

so..kalau orang masuk..mcm xde pilihan tmpt dduk..so,dduk ats katil r

but perjalanan nk pergi ke katil...byk rintangan.haha.

itu plastic casing utk pensel/pen/pemadam pegi exam! :D

kerusi di meja itu xboleh di gunakan ;) sbb ada notes....

bilik kau ini "fragile" laaaa... (housemates,2010)

haha.sapa yg x pnah tgk lagi,meh la sini.

bilik aku dah xde ruang akibat exam.

bukan sbb rajin,mmg aku ni jenis men-terabur-kn notes.haha

tgh hari ini ada paper.

aku kena buat baik2.

pressure

intan,feel free.to change layout simple/dull ini tau.haha.aku tukar,saja2 :D

ditto

2010-11-16T11:22:00.003+08:00

esok.MCQ.not my last paper.

dekat fb,penuh status..org dh habis exam *yg mana yg start lagi lmbt,pun dh habis :(*

ada juga yg ckp dh smpai Malaysia.

aku?.stuck depan laptop.baca perkara2 pelajaran sem1.kehidupan diteruskan selepas 3pprs...

aku makin risau.

Dear Allah,aku mahu pass 1st year.amin :)

hari ini,Raya Aidiladha untuk Sydney.aku beraya di rumah

solat raya,khutbah raya di ruang tamu

makan ketupat,lemang,kuah kcg,rendang INSTANT di dapur

takbir mlm tadi,buat dlm blik aku yg kecil/sempit/semak ini

hidup di perantauan begini la :)

oh x lupa,aku pakai baju kurung juga pagi tadi,untuk 3jam sahaja ;)

sekian :)

bukan tipikal,itu unik

2010-11-13T09:10:00.003+08:00

aku membesar dgn lelaki2 yang bukan tipikal

aku rindu mereka

Bila rasa malam masih muda,

2010-11-13T02:29:00.007+08:00

OKAY tak sangka sound Public Group kat FB, sungguh menyeronok kan and puas hati.

Tkde lah. Group psl Rosmah Mansur sila minta maaf pada umat islam psl isu IFF kt FB.

Asal nya, memang aku LIKE sebab aku rasa memang patut pun.

tapi hari ke hari gi update benda ntah apa. Psl Iklan TV kena banned lah, psl isu Nabil break dgn Irma lah. WTH? kau ingat ni Melodi. Lepas tu letak blog link sesiapa, utk blog traffic hunter.

Hello, its on my news feed?

Ohh itu sungguh out of motif. Please lah.

*******************************************************************

Anyway thats not my main motif of blogging. Cant sleep.

Tak suka bila dah off light, tutup pintu, pkai selimut. Tapi kelip-kelip mata rasa fresh gila.

Tapi hari ni memang rasa hyper pun. Mungkin kah excessive nap?

Bila moment tak boleh tidur ni, start lah pandang dinding, fikir benda yang bukan-bukan.

Rindu lah. Rindu gila gila. Sobs. Agak-agak,korang tengah buat apa? hurm itu mcm terlalu dialog drama melayu. Okay tarik balik.

No matter how many thousand friends you have on FB, it cant never ever defeat the feeling of being around your best friend :)

Nurul Nadia ( Manipal, India)

I miss your super, crazy full of emotions stories. I just want you to be here.

Nak hug? :(

Azri Jasni (Brighton, UK)

Babe, jom lepak Oldtown? Weh, rindu for real gossiping.

I feel disconnected. Nway pic ni pelik sebab aku crop Yazmir.

haha

Sarah Hani ( Sydney, Aussie)

Sarah, pernah ke aku tinggal kan kau kalau bab ' Rindu' ni.

Bosan dah kan? ;p

and tak kira apa-apa pun yang aku tahu kau ketuk pintu rumah aku lagi 17 hari from today.

Satu lagi side effect tak boleh tidur and stay up : LAPAR -.-

Okay. Goodnight bloggie :)

exams dulu:)

2010-11-06T08:04:00.002+08:00

now dh november.serious seronok.

nasib beli ticket flight yg bertarikh bulan ni.eventho hari last in this month x)

Moving on.

2010-11-01T20:37:00.004+08:00

Intan12345.

Selalu blogging bila ceritera dah berzaman nya berlalu,

rasa nya macam dah ulang cerita yang sama dekat beberapa orang kat rumah,IMU.

kisah dia simple je,

IM OFFICIALLY A LEGAL DRIVER !

;)

tp tu lah, semua orang underestimate. sobs. kecewa. orang expect fail for the first time.

fail utk test JPJ memang lah sgt normal. aku pun bujet fail je. tapi maybe its my LUCKY day.

objective utama simple. tp kisah di sebalik tu yang menarik nak tahu.

part nak start enjin awal-awal pun, enjine dah mati. memang lah terbaik. Cuak. muka calon fail.

semua salah kereta Viva. Clutch kereta baru yang sgt smooth. Kalau naik kereta kancil tu, clucth tahan sampai satu Kancil vibrate. Ni memang tak rasa apa-apa lah kan.

Enjin mati dalam 3-4 kali juga lah. Lupa tukar gear. Drive slow sangat pun kene sound. Saya cuma nak jadi pemandu yang berkhemah, salah ke? Fine.

And, repeat bukit dua kali. Part yang sgt sgt tak pro. Omg, sayang gila abang JPJ tu. Maybe its everyone lucky day. Optimistic

****************************************************

Sarah hani will be back in Msia in 30 days time. Excited gila weh.

Its like a dream come true. But now, she's struggling studying for her final exam. People wish for the best, Saya nak sarah hani balik Malaysia! Hug and kisses at the airport?

Okay orang tua cakap tk baik excited sgt, nnt bnda tk jadi. Stay calm intan :)

*******************************************************

" Im 20,virgin, heartbroken, single. and i forgot to mention im an engineer "

Babe, i know its hard in either way. But come on? Plug in baby. imy.

Dr Stephen Della Fiorentina

2010-10-21T09:44:00.006+08:00

ini group aku.

shahrul,mohan,jess,natasha,doctor,aku.

this post is for you.doctor :)

i came here knowing nothing,and i am going home.hop

efully.knowing something;useful clinical stuffs.

today,21.10.2010.my last 1st yr ICM tute.

aku ada notebook.itu mcm buku conteng2 clinical aku r

08.03.2010..aku jejak kaki ke Campbelltown hospital tu.blur.

english pun bukannya power sgt.okay mmg x power

pun.aku belajar history taking

mcm kalau patient dtg,apa yg kena tnya kalau

dia complaint a particular sakit

aku belajar.buat examinations.pandai la juga~ *excluding the nervousness -> mistakes*

ouh bout nervous..tadi aku buat my last cardio exam on satu makcik ni..aku punya nak cepat..d very essential step which is (WASH HANDS before sentuh patient)..aku x buat.haihh.budu betul~

okay.ini post..aku nak dedicate.penghargaan aku untuk doctor tute aku,serious dia hebat..

dia supervisor oncologist kat hospital tu..rasanya mcm dia dah nak sgt tggi jwtn kat situ..ada je masa;dia xdpt buat tute..sbb pergi jadi examiner,pergi kasi ceramah pasal cancer kat negara2 lain..byk r.aku suka tie-baju coordination dia gak.pastu dia ni..boleh sgt nak layan slang English org Malaysia ckp.haih..pastu aku n shahrul slalu je mcm ckp dlm tut group dlm BM.haha.hobi kteorng r tu x)

alang2 ni.nak ckp thanx gak to Shahrul.my ICM buddy for a year.hpefully u learnt serba sedikit dari aku untuk tahun ni.cz i certainly learnt byk bnda dri ko.."looking into life in a different perspective" :)

ouh selit kan juga.hari ini hari khamis..xprnah2 aku tute hari khamis..hmm.apa lain nya? at least..aku pegi hospital tadi,nampak kau di common room.sebab aku tau kau tute hari khamis :D

aku pelajar perubatan tahun pertama

sem

oga aku berjumpa doctor itu semula di hospital

tapi b

ukan sebab aku ulang tahun pertama

tapi sebab aku sedang maju dalam tahun2 akan datang

kau yang membaca ini.doakan okay?

terima kasih :)

minggu depan.28.10.2010

aku ada FORMATIVE OSCE

ini invitation doctor untuk kiteorng ke rumah dia.mmg every yr.dia buat 'alumni'

ini notebook aku.beli dekat reject shop awal tahun dulu

Hutang cerita.

2010-10-17T14:12:00.008+08:00

Okay sarah. This is what i owe OUR blog :p

Actually nothing much to be update, for those who are in my friend list in FB.

Based on the album pictures uploaded pun dah tahu. So this is a repetition of it.

Little from here and there.

MALAY CULTURAL WEEK, MCW.

Honestly, even thought event ni tkde lah meriah sampai ada fireworks ke apa due to the minority percentage of Malays in IMU. Aku tk pernah cakap ke, satu ketika dulu kteorg rasa macam dah fly, study dekat China. Bila nampak senior Malays ke, rasa macam, "Ohh wow. Hi! Hi!"

tapi I DID ENJOYED it. Dapat kenal mereka dari batch lain seangkatan. Tak macam dekat Intec dulu, senior dgn junior pun macam total strangers gila. Siapa kau? Tak pernah nampak pun -.-

Monday- Opening MCW

Opening. Perfomance. Macam biasa lah. Paan nyanyi lagu 80s. Ada ketika aku rasa nak tergelak. simptom normal lah bila classmates perform kan. Petang tu, ada few tradisional games. Games yang kte main time sekolah rendah dulu dulu. Batu seremban, Ceper botol, guli. Tapi ada je yang mcm, : "Wtheck is ceper". Bagi muka blur. Sesugguhnya mereka tergolong dalam golongan kaum gameboy, Nintendo dan seantara dengan nya masa kecil dulu.

Tuesday - the Fashion Show

Wednesday- Food Exhibition, Menganyam ketupat

Okay yang ni memang penat gila. Sebab i was on of the ajk who in charge under Kak Nabihah.

Dari last week before, duk promote dengan budak-budak dalam lecture hall. "Korang,beli lah beli lah." Tetiba jadi mesra dengan orang yang tak pernah cakap. Benda ni mcm, guna kupon utk redeem food under exhibition lah. Rendang ketupat, kuih muih etc. Tapi on that day, orang mcm tak kisah sangat pun, Ketupat, roti jala ni asal mana. Asal kan dapat redeem makanan. habis cerita -.-

Thursday - Pentomin

Pentomin ni macam, short drama tapi tkde dialog. So orang just ala-ala mimic je.

Drama : Adat-adat melayu. Bersanding, Merisik. Pantang larang melayu.

Ala yang bias towards anak dara tu, Orang tua cakap, anak dara takleh nyanyi masa masak, nanti dapat suami orang tua. Anak dara tkleh ni lah, itu lah. dan macam macam lagi. Pernah ke dengar pantang larang yang involve anak teruna?

Friday- Teater Ketika Cinta Bertasbih.

Ohh aku jadi extra. Extra yang dieksploitasi sebaik mungkin selagi boleh selit mana-mana. Sekejap jadi orang jual jual. Sekejap datang wedding Tiara, lepas tu tetiba jadi penonton sidang buku. Out of sudden esok nya, datang wedding Ana pula. Tapi yang rare nya, ada scene aku pakai jubah and purdah. Bila lagi dapat tengok? haha. Mekap mata dah macam kucing hutan, dorang kata ala-ala smokey eyes arab. Iya-iya kan je lah.

Actually, ada lagi nak sambung. Cuma its getting bit longer here. So babe, aku stop sini eh?

Next post is yours :D

RANDOM : i get really irritated and annoyed, bila budak-budak main cop cop tempat kat lecture hall ni. kau ingat ni primary school ke? come on lah. there is no such thing as,

" this is our usual seats. so can you like move to other seat?" OR " Excuse me, but we reserve THE WHOLE ROW"

Kalau ada yang rasa macam nak duduk sekali sama-sama dalam LT, then you can ask your whole clicks to come early TOGETHER-GEDER ok? -.-

M.I.A

2010-10-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

HI BLOGGIE :D

ITS BEEN AGES!

since my last post

busy ke? takde lah sangat. Its juts that i've been having few stuff going on couple of weeks back.

BUT, im dyinggggggg to post something.

can you feel the excitement?!

-.-

Bloggie, kte ada date weekend ni.

I akan spend time tatap you je.

xoxo.

intan nur hadilah

im adapting well with my life currently

love the way it is

2 month to go!

how was your 10oct2010?

2010-10-10T20:29:00.003+08:00

i forgot to remind myself to look out for the moment when the clock strikes 10.10am

today is 10.10.10 and it was really a big day

there are ppl who got married,gave birth,passed away..n etc

emotions gone wild.for most of us here.

its always 'THE' perception whereby its a good date,lets make it a good day..

but naah..expectations of having 'the good day' usually ends up as frustrations

ppl's emotion are unstable *most of them,who i encountered tday*

its how you live your day that matters..

it is a special date tday.

but in 20mins time,11.10.10 comes by..

n all that is left of 10.10.10 is memories of your own emotions today :)

happy birthday,

500 days of summer

it was a coincidence :)

OSCE

2010-10-06T20:31:00.002+08:00

i just realised the benefits ada juniors nxt yr..n kalau boleh,nak all junior guys :D ;) *xde unsur gatal-ness okayy*

hmm.OSCE needs practice.it feels so wrong to practice on those 8 guys *sama batch dgn aku* n it feels so so so wrong to practice on the girls *my housemates*.nasib la,utk 1st yr ni, OSCE is formative..kalau 2nd yr,its summative dah..better ada junior guys,for me to practice on uh ==' MARA dgr rintihan kami *the girls* here..hntar juniors nxt yr.mostly guys :D

spring finals

2010-10-06T18:17:00.003+08:00

WHAT IS YOUr PLAN OF ATTACK?

08 nov - 17 nov

finals mode: ON

ya Allah,please grant me my wish

passing the 1st yr is all i want

*should i deactivate facebook?

can i live without it?

i wonder

nasi lemak

2010-10-03T18:39:00.002+08:00

makanan kegemaran saya : nasi lemak

letak lauk sambal sotong,udang,ikan bilis

berserta ayam semi rendang

jgn lupa timun.xde telur rebus pun xpe

minuman kegemaran saya : pink guava juice

set! :D

thank you

muzik

2010-10-01T19:17:00.002+08:00

listening to miranda crosgrove - kissing youu :)

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sejak boleh dgr hitz fm streaming..rasa lg best..xyah r aku dependant sgt kat koleksi lgu outdated aku tu..n dgr english-malaysia DJ tu makes me feel at home ;) oh btw,balik malaysia..aku nak naik kereta.mcm dh lama x naik kereta x) n kalau outstation,aku nk benti R&R.makan tembikai,letak asam :D nnt setibanya aku di KL..awl pagi tu..aku nk g kat makcik nasi lmk..minta "nasi lebih,lauk kerang n paru" ngahhh! :D

*current desire**

grey's anat s7 dh kuar..s6 aku x abis lg ==' chuck s4 dh kuar..bru 1st episod.heh.aku serahkan kat syuaib utk dl n nnt aku kutip ;)

tepat 2 bulan lagi..aku iA tiba di KL ;) ada bnda yg aku look frward,ada yg aku xnk dtg..aku sedih bru2 ni..bt lantak laa..aku dh mlas nk fikir,so..aku follow flow je.kalau ada,ada r..xde,jalann..heh ;)

exam aku nak dtg dh.aku hrp aku lulus.doakan bersama aku eh?:)

selamat tinggal

aku menunggu laundry/haha

2010-09-21T08:47:00.004+08:00

aku baru pulang dari canberra.aka putrajaya utk australia ni.
serupa.sama. macam putrajaya.
xde tren.ada bus.x byk kereta.
parliament building dia lawa
war memorial dia scary sikit
ANU besar,luas,x berpagar.bukan mcm UWS
ada floriade.bunga2 merata2.terigt kat mummy sentiasa.
lawa.syukur :)
terima kasih dee sbb bagi tumpang rumah for 2nights
makan mamak setibanya di sydney
perjalanan bus canberra-sydney = 3suku jam
aku high.di canberra.nasib rakan2 serumah boleh tahan melayan aku x)

nurul nadia binti azman.
aku x sempat nk call ko.d night before ko fly.
like how u did for me last 17th feb
sorry babe :( aku terlepas pandang masa
my sis will be there soon.
akan aku suruh dia tgk2kn ko.take care!
see you soon.
*maybe nk back packing to manipal.with intan.jom? ;)*

who you are

2010-09-18T01:13:00.002+08:00

i love this song the first time i heard it in in Step Up 3D.

its was a superb awesome movie, despite the tipical plot.

its a movie that cant make me sit quietly.

ohh, tempting gila those cool dance move

:')

I stare at my reflection in the mirror,
why am I doing this to myself.
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no.
To lose it all, in the blur of the start.
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing.
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising.
Just be true to who you are.
(Who you are, Who you are) 6x
No, no, no, no.
Just be true to who you are.

this song suits me well in certain time.

nadia and azri nak fly dah. kenapa korang pun nak tinggal kan aku?

tahu tak sedih gila. aku dah tkde kawan macam korang dah kat sini.

:'(

aku-kau.kata nama yg flexible

2010-09-16T19:07:00.003+08:00

telefon berbunyi

jarang dari anda

mungkin rindu?

mungkin keselesaan?

aku suka.kau telefon

kau bebel2 sorng2,aku suka

dgr :)

kawan baik.

aku mahu tahu

siapa pilihan hati

Abu atau Ali?

mungkin Amat?

bahagia

itu aku rasa

petang,angin

macam main paint ball

sangat dekat

itu aku rasa

aku rindu blogging emosi :)

halia pahit

2010-09-15T16:45:00.004+08:00

people appreciates better in the absence of others.

in life,sometimes you need a break; just to miss people.

i want to be there.to have that feelings

i am trying to say something here.but nobody listens.

Budak Rabun

2010-09-14T13:23:00.004+08:00

HI.

Pada satu hari, aku dan adik tersayang yang bujet hot tu,Nana keluar lah berjalan-jalan.

Dengan niat teman Nana. Dah berhari dia merengek dengan Mama tercinta, dia nak tukar specs.

" Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Nak tukar specs. Power nana dah naik. Nak SPM ni *menangis*"

Fine, dia dah guna weapon nak study punya pasal.

So, dari wangsa walk mall, berhijrah ke Jusco, berhijrah lagi ke Carefour hanya untuk dapatkan pakej specs yang best. Akhirnya,

" Nana rasa specs yang awal sekali kt Wangsa Walk tu lah the best"

-.-

Okayyy. Jom kita patah balik. Bayar parking balik. Seronok kan jalan-jalan nana?

And then i remembered, lens dah mcm exceed a month je.

Nak beli lens baru lah. Ehh tapi macam dah lama je tak gedik pakai yang coloured. Gray ke brown? Hampir 20 minit jugak lah tanya soalan tu kat orang lain. Sorry you alls :D

So saja lah buat minta kakak tu nak check power. Rasa macam dah berzaman je tak check. MALANG NYA. dia bagi tahu power aku dah naik 500 each.

OHHHHHHHHEMMMMMGEEEEEE. Please tell me its a hari raya joke.

Serius sh*t lah. Total dah 1k tau. Kritikal duh. So dgn panic nya, assume ni mesti sebab selalu pakai lens. damn. Cancel order lens. Buat specs baru -.-

Mama pun dah marah. Tapi mama............... ok, fine.

Budak-budak rabun. Masa muda-muda, mama suruh makan carrot tak nak.

Jgn risau. Bukan sebab byk sgt baca buku okay.

OHHH ye ke :

First time try keluar pakai tudung style tu. Sebab malas gila mlm tu.

Terjumpa Sarah Amalina. 3minit dia tgk dr jauh,pelik mcm tak kenal.

"Tak.bukan tak kenal. Sejak bila kak intan pakai tudung cmni?"

HAHA.fine. itu last lahhhhhhh.

2010-1st raya eid'ul fitri

2010-09-09T22:01:00.003+08:00

SALAM EID MUBARAK

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

from: sarah hani,UniWesternSydney

it is a brand new experience.i am adapting.fast. :)

Dari beribu-ribu batu jauh nya.

2010-09-05T15:27:00.007+08:00

HAHAHA. OMG GILA LAME AND MEMALUKAN! -.-

okay weh. ni kira mcm aku bayar hutang video birthday kau lah last year. serius weh.

baru aku faham perasan kau :'( Takpelahh. its a once in a life thing. APPRECIATE this.

malu i tau. haha. okay. BYE :')

yesterday was,

sarah hani's 19th birthday!

wow besar nya gambar comel kau!

first year celebrate big day kau kat perantauan. jauh dari aku, family.

i feel a little helpless weh, coz every year there must be something yang crappy i did fr you.

buat buat card bagi every one tulis. its been a 3 years tradition. but this year, sadly ianya agak susah utk direalisasikan. maaf babe :'(

thank youuu Lokman, Azra, Ernie, Helma, Athirah. if aku miss sesiapa, thankyouuuuuu.

if im the daughter to MAS airline owner, you know i'll try my best to fly and knock on your door to sing you a happy birthday song. To actually hug you tight, cam whoring on your birthday night and out to have anything you are craving to eat for. everything you wanna do. last year was superb. ingat tak vid motor? :)

Sorry ada benda yang buat kau tak happy this year. It was unexpected thing to happened when original plan falls apart.
Happy belated 19th birthday sarah hani. Till we meet again. Take care.

Your far-away best friend who miss you every day,

Intan.Nur.Hadilah

hari minggu

2010-08-27T20:20:00.005+08:00

it is a friday night

here,weekend has always been good.lagi2 on this night.seriously..

mcm now,kat umah bwah..kedengaran stereo sebesar2 tdak.kuat mendendangkn lagu2 inggeris.org dlm cstume2 masing2..mabuk rasanya..

ini r definisi weekend night mereka :)

at this very moment,i'm typing..dgr deyrng tgh berlumba minum plg laju..i dunt know what's the exact term..but game dia mudah..mcm smua keliling meja..tgn letak kat belakang..dagu atas meja..pastu kena try mnum..n sapa kalah,kena denda r..

haaa..ini mcam contoh nya r..but ni guna lift..air soda je x))

tapii..kami,gadis2 melayu..buat apa time friday night? haha.okayy..usually pbl closing ends at 3pm..a lecture in d evening till 4pm.n done! weekend is here! so,we start off with groceries shopping at mcSq..dh 2Fridays..berbuka dgn sekeping roti putih je..akibat groceries shopping,yg mkn masa lama..agk menyedihkn sikit part tu.haha.den balik..pair yg kena msk,mula jalankn tugas..so,kteorng dnner lmbt..den lpas dnner..ada pencuci mulut;fruits r..apa lagi kann ==' n usually on friday nights..kteorng will spend like almost 3hrs..talking? haha.ckp kosong je antara housemates..time tu r..bru nk catch up balik..dgn smua after 5weekdys duk dlm blik,minimal cmmunication..haha.*fikir2 balik...baik tgk cter hindustan;3jam gak..dr ckp kosong je* haha.n lpas tu..smua akn msukk blik..i dunt know bout them..but i feel happy.human contact again with laughter and thoughts :D

-setiap mula weekend,mesti ada niat nk revise mulai friday nights..but apparently,it just dont really work that way - ==' pls.help me.sarah hani,semangat laa belajar tu.

A-level result & IMU.

2010-08-25T00:27:00.007+08:00

Ohh wow. dua post dalam masa dua hari.

Ini lah bukti kukuh yang tak banyak benda nak buat dekat sini.

Sorry bloggie, bila time time bosan mcm ni baru lah ada masa nak tatap youu. lepas tu tulis benda merepek panjang gila. You nak dgr cerita pasal kisah selepas dapat result A-level tak?

Nak? Tak nak? Serius lah -.-

Result keluar 19th Aug. So kat previous post yang duk semangat cerita feel sebelum dpt result padahal salah tulis tarikh. Muka dah confident je type 20th Aug weh. Ok siapa je kisah.

Seminggu sebelum tu, result A-level Cambridge out. Si dia dapat 15 duh. Full pointer. Kira kalau SPM, masuk kategori straight A's lah, dapat piala pelajar cemerlang yang plastik tu?

Pagi-pagi dapat tahu. Tertanya berbaloi gak eh dia study hard, isolate diri sampai orang pun dah tak kisah kewujudan dia kt kolej tu. Cuak gila dah. Tetiba down. Pressure lah pulak kan.

Hari dapat result:

2pm- Laptop semua dah pasang. Mama dah duk tanya, Dah check ke? Dah check ke?

First time lah aku rasa on net, tak terus bukak tab FB. Okay itu dia result.

is it too small? ye lah. result kita tak cemerlang macam awak. kita siapa je kan. malu lah nak post besar sangat. kalau ye pun pun nak tatap, right click lah sendiri.

Al-kisah nya bermula, aku tgk gradeometer tu dulu. Tgk seimbas lalu, AAC. 13. Hati dah start gembira bersyukur,pass cut-off point. TAPI DAH SALAH TGK. Namapk tak huruf sebelah grademeter tu. itu lah dia. ABC lah. complete order. KEJAM GILA meter tuh.

Rupa-rupa nya, my Chem was on the borderline B to A. So, 12 je lah. Apakah? :'(

Yang paling tak tahan, boleh pulak sign in FB lepas tu. Gi home feed. Perghh, ramai nya yang post status "Alhamdulillah :)". Lepas tuh boleh plak aku ada hati nak baca coment-coment kat bwh tu. Ada dpt 14, 15 siap ada A star* lagi babe. Hati dah semakin cuak. Nangis. yeay! Siapa suruh kau gatal sgt gi baca -.- Time tuh rasa mcm nak lari je jauh jauh. Nak gi tempat yang orang tak kenal. Rasa nak deactivate je FB. Tutup semua social network. Jangan cerita lah yang duk text tanya result mcm mana. itu lah msg paling annoying. sorry. Takde mood lah nak reply.

At first, memang rasa nak tidur je. Malas nak fikir. Sedih,takut. Tapi apa benefit dia kan?

So selepas consult dgn few people, Email rayuan di sent ke IMU. Email yang content nya, penuh dgn simpati,rayuan,penyesalan dan janji janji manis. Alarh, standard yang mcm,

"I will give my full commitment and hard work if i'll be given a placement in Med course in IMU"

Thank you Sarah Hani and Azri Jasni who had been helping me a lot in this thing. Sarah yang paling semangat, suruh sediakan rangka email siap dalam bullet point. ILY babe :D

Esok nya, IMU reply. a meeting will be held at 2.30 pm for your reconsideration process.

OHH MY! And the result is:

I've been accepted to IMU.

Alhamdulillah

Kembali mengejar cita-cita dan impian.

Its a lesson to be learnt.

THANKYOU.

Short Phase yet Memorable :)

2010-08-23T20:19:00.014+08:00

It was the best one month and 12 days i ever had.

Bila orang lain tanya, intan cuti buat apa? kerja? Tanpa segan silu aku jwb, A'ah kerja kat Bangi Kopitiam. Walaupun, kekadang kawan aku yang tanya tu angguk buat buat mcm tahu Bangi Kopitiam tu apa benda tu, kat mana? Or muka macam, "ohhh.." atau dalam hati, Mcm lame je.

Tapi aku okay je. Senyum je balik. Dorang tak tahu apa yang aku dah face dalam fasa itu.

BEST GILA WEH! Tapi sekarang dah berhenti lah kan, cita-cita kena diutamakan.

Oleh sebab aku dah berhenti, so aku nak tulis pasal dorang yang agak significant utk dikenang :)

Dodo. Lola. Souldear :)

Wan aku takut maybe kau akan baca post ni since kau dah jadi bloggerboy sekarang, jadi aku tak boleh lah tulis lebih-lebih kan. Nanti kau perasan lebih. Chill okay. Maintain.

Aku nak french toast kau buat weh! :(

Being surrounded by those person in Kopitiam, always makes me feel grateful for what i have, what i had in the past and what i might face in the future. Maybe its my first time to be surrounded in a click of people who dont really have to worry bout exam result, assignment.

I am me when Im around them. Dan tak perlu nak kisah benda benda materialistik ni.

Roxy ke, MNG ke. Polo ke. Who cares? Ukur baju di badan sendiri :)

I had lots of fun,superb unforgettable moments. Kalau nak cerita satu satu, macam tak boleh.

Menangis malam last closing. Intan emo gila. haha :')

Alip, lepas ni kau kene cuci gelas semua sendiri. Aku dah tkde nak cover kan utk kau. and kau hutang aku belanja. BANYAK KALI :D Tak kan aku lupa dance step techno kau yg standard sama je tuh. haha

Kak emma, tak kisah lah apa orang cakap. Tapi kakak baik gila dengan Intan, kutuk belakang lain cite. itu normal, haha. But yeah, will miss you. You are funny the way you are. Bahang eh. Jaga ilmu tu elok elok eh. lepas ni siapa nak tolong kak emma right transfer pictures? :(

Andee, kau yang paling kompleks antara semua. Hanya kita tahu apa yang kita tahu. haha. Kau dan peribahasa, itu paling significant. Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. Tapi kalau dah tak larat nak pikul macam mana? :D Kejar misi hidup kau. Kenang babe. Cool :)

A'ah come on. fotogenik skit.

Ayip, terlalu banyak ah nak cakap. Partner yang paling best selain superV. Segala gosip dan paparazi tu, taniah kita pelakon semula jadi yang hebat, kan adik? bagai upin dan ipin. haha. Bila kau off day, aku rasa bosan. Tak boleh merewang lepak kat kitchen. 1 2 3......senyum? :D

SuperV, you are the most superb partner. Walaupun first day aku masuk, kau kerek gila. You are the most understanding person. kita satu kepala. Semua salah kita, bila satu kedai dah nak start cakap OMG, HELLO! Babe, touching gila duh baca wish kau. I never expect you to felt that way. Thanks duh. Nanti aku datang kedai kau eh dengan mini cooper aku :D kau bagi dodo hilang lagi, siap eh.

TO: Everyone yang tulis wish utk aku, thank youuu so much, Tapi kepada sesiapa yg tulis wish, " happpy birthdayyy intan". Harap maklum anda dah tertipu dengan wan. Birthday intan dah berzaman tau kak emma. siap msg phone inbox fb lg. awww, sweet. Kenapa dalam bottle susu, itu biar lah rahsia. Walau pun rahsia tuh dah bocor satu kedai. Terima kasih sgt sgt cem eh -.-

To my superb three, aku amat hargai effort korang reka lagu untuk aku. damn serius nak nangis malam tu. cuma air mata aku dah habis sebab result A-level siang tu. Thanks for cheering me up. THAT IS THE BEST GIFT SONG EVER. lirik tak boleh blah. kenapa lah aku tak rekod live kan? so cepat cepat beli gitar balik dan rekod. Cepat lah wehhhhhhhhhhhh -.-

Sekian. Jumpa lagi :)

intan nur hadilah

kata ringkas

2010-08-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

a quick post: 1. shoutout to my mummy,Radziah Abdul Rahman :)

Happy birthday! :D may Allah bless you,always :) lovess

2. to intan nur hadilah.Allah itu maha adil :) Dia menguji hamba yg Dia tahu mampu mengawal keadaan sehabis baik :) congrats again,babe.guna opportunity yg ada baik2 yea ;D

This Thursday

2010-08-17T15:42:00.003+08:00

okay hari ni nak post something yang tkde rangka dan hala tuju.

hanya taip taip dan taip apa yang aku rasa.

current mode : terrified.

hang pasai apa? bak kata Wan. duhh result A-level babe.

and bak kata status Paan 9M5, result hari khamis menentukan masa depan hari isnin.

bunyi macam simple, tapi trust me. its a REALLY EXTREMELY BIG thing.

result on 20th Aug, registration IMU 23rd aug. 3 days gap je.

what if i didn't make it trough on thursday? itu bermakna, the next Monday will be just a normal monday. hurm Monday full of sober and frustration. Redha itu wajib, saya faham. Cuma its a normal phase to go through, kan? :)

BUT always pray for the best. Its just another "What if?".

Prepare for the best,Expect the worse.

betul tu sarah, better late than never.

selamat hari jadi azri jasni.

aku dah bagi kau text panjang yg bg aku touching lah kan aku type.

simpan dlm draft weh. haha. i love you and will always do.

through thick and thin, kawan tetap kawan.

Apa-apa pun, THURSDAY IT IS (!)

doakan yang terbaik,insyaAllah.

azri,aku tak lupa kau

2010-08-13T14:33:00.002+08:00

i know this is late.but org ckp "better late than never" argh ngarut r tu :P

last 10aug2010.it was mohamad azri's birthday.since high school days, this yr..1st time,x celebrate bday dia :) azri was close to me back then,time form3..dia la yang ajar aku byk benda dlm life.*okay.aku xde r bodoh sgt dulu :P* tapi mcm azri ada r mcm bukakan mata aku for some points to take note :) aku igt lagi,azri jadi teman aku kat pusat tuisyen kasturi dulu.duduk sebelah aku time tuisyen.conteng2 nota,gelak2 dekat cikgu addm3 tu.masa azri dah pandai bwa kereta.azri selalu bawa pergi jalan2.seriously..dia mcm sgt flexible bab bwa kteorng (aku+intan+min+huari) jln2 dlm keta..byk dh aku kembara dalam ibukota dgn dia.time aku nak fly aritu,d last outing, aku,azri,intan..kteorng g lepak mcD..lepas antar intn balik,azri hntar aku.dia mcm ckp r *kata2 yg biasaorg ckp kat org yg nk fly*.aku sedih juga.sbb azri ckp dia xleh hntar kat KLIA..tapi time kat KLIA,d next night..tgk2 azri n ayah dtg :D dia ada kasi aku satu card ini.dia buat sendiri *korng patut tgk..superb wei! dgn ada butang2,rama2.haha*.ada dgn aku here.tp aku x gantung dlm bilik,sbb aku letak kat ruang tamu/dapur punya notice board :D aku nak orang tahu,aku ada kwn lelaki yg sehebat kau,mohamad azri =))

aku emosi lak tulis post ini.haha :D :P maybe ada unsur rindu juga kot ;) nwayyy....

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY *aku tahu kau suka warna merah*, mohamad azri bin jasni

hambar

2010-08-06T21:56:00.003+08:00

a paper cut and defects.konsep ini mudah :)
a normal skin.gelabah sgt.fine ppr cut.RBC rush out capillaries.clotting factor takes place.'injured' finger mcm cacat sikit,sambil nak tggu healing process :)
concept yg mcm gmbarkan life kn? *a very random thought of mine*
n i just got a paper cut siang td.akibat nk cepat sgt =='

last tuesday.i got two parcels from mumy&dady :D both in accumulation,weigh about 14.5kg..byk kn.haha :D thnx to them,yg bekalkan me with so many food materials..dr cooking paste, instant noodles, sardin, nasi impit *utk raya i suppose* n few more :)biskut pelbagai jenis.jgn kata r x)) thanx mumy,dady

ouh dgn kesempatan ni,nk wish NURUL NADIA binti AZMAN, happy 20th birthday babe :) hope u had fun. n hav a blast yr ahead :)

mlm ni dull? ada few things not falling in place as it should be.maybe life promises me this feeling tnyte..okay goodnyte.i hope tomrow makes me feel btter :)

Blogwalking is fun, sometimes

2010-08-05T13:02:00.006+08:00

Dah lama dah tak update blog kan. Tapi lepas sarah dah keluarkan Warning alert, sila update blog. So here it goes. Actually mmg dah lama gila nak update. Cuma due to some techno prob, jadi malas.

Bukan aku nak menarik je weh. Cuma sebagai seorang penulis, aku ada cara penulisan aku sendiri.

Alasan diterima? Bagus. Kalau tak pun, buat buat terima je lah eh. ALRIGHT.

Niat utama sebenarnya nak update bout few Blog yang aku rasa best and cool. Tetiba plak Blogwalking jadi satu hobi di masa lapang. Cuma aku tak blogwalking dekat- dekat kawasan blog jiran. Aku gi jauh sikit. Blogs totally strangers. And guess what? Siap ada account Gengblogger lagi weh. OMG. semangat gila even tho aku tak habis explore lagi benda tu apa.

Dari duk jalan jalan tak tentu pasal merewang gi website ntah mana,tak pun fb-ing 24/7 kekadang best baca blog orang yang memang to be known as a REAL BLOGGER :)

Impress bila ada orang biasa, boleh jadi to be well-known and inspiring to other normal human being just by what they write in their blogs. Mungking followers dorang ni lagi ramai dr fanclub budak-budak AF yang terAfundi Out masa week terawal. Ok enough said.

Sebagai contoh, kak Fatin Liyana ni. Tak bukan cakap psl aku. Memang lah adik aku nama Fatin Liyana gak. Tapi ni orang lain lah. Tak makna nya nak ckp psl diri sendiri -.-

FATIN LIYANA

She's 21 and a medic student in Bandung. And most of all, She's hot and style okay. She's one of the person yang, siapa kata budak medic semua nerd je. Mostly kak Fatin cerita pasal whats happening in her life in Bandung. OMG, seriusly now Bandung masuk dlm minor to-do list aku.

And yeah, part yang paling excited bila jumpa video tutorial style shawl yang dah berkurun aku try to figure out. Cool gila lah kan. She's even in a photo shoot for Dara magazine for last July issues. Tapi yg penting, she looks very humble :')

Zack Zukhairi

Zack Zukhairi. Antara blog lain yang enjoy baca sebab serius lawak gila. Currently he's studying in Japan. Oleh sebab baru je start follow blog dia, so tk sure if kekadang drawing yang dia lukis dlm entry tu his own or not. Tapi all that stuff yang buat entry dia best and funny. Usha lah usha lah :)

Buat masa ni, dua orang je lah. Yang macam Hanis Zalikha tu if korang tak tahu boleh cop diri Loser gak ah. Tak ni serius. Siapa je sekarang tak kenal Hanis Zalikha. OMG, flush ur head in the toilet bak kata sir syed anuar time kelas physic dulu -.-

Ohh ye, Hanis Zalikha post this funny youtube. Takdelah lawak sebab vid tu funny sgt. Aku rasa lawak tgk coment orang kat Youtube. Tapi Makcik, in an optimitic way, mesti bosan kan kt rumah. Saya faham tau. Tkpe, keep this up :)

Khairuddin di mana kah anda? Kami semua tertanya-tanya. Reply lah satu video mummy pleasee :D

sign off- intan12345

terkini dari aku

2010-07-29T17:25:00.002+08:00

NOTIFICATIONS:

d kerek girl yg dlm my new PBL group..dia sbnrnya lawa uh..if tgk betul2.haha.azra pun sokong aku x))

aku baru reka senarai masak-masak sendiri.haha.aku bosan

PBL pasal thalassemia x settle lagi.eosk nak closing.arghh..

aku duka & kecewa itu mood aku awal minggu ini.

aku culture shock juga awal minggu ini.alhamdulillah.at least,aku ada rasa awkward lagi tgk perlakuan2 sebegitu.at least,aku ada lagi rasa takut&bersalah.aku x di-australian-fied lagi :)

rindu juga bertambah.pada mohamad azri, intan nur hadilah & nurul nadia.aku ada tgk2 gmbr deyrng bru2 ni.seronok betul mereka :D

aku mahu tahu.apa rupa tompok n grey kini :) dua ekor kucing aku itu :)

too much to take in

2010-07-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

how do you define surprises in life.why do people like surprises.what surprises are acceptable.when do you plan surprises.when/where do you receive surprises.how people accept surprises.how do people react.

i dislike surprises.somehow i don't understand why there are such people who love receiving them.

life goes on from here.thank you for your time.i appreciated it.but i've been such a loser before,during,after your stay.EVERY single time.i was the one to urge the whole talk.but at the end,i was shaking..nervous..hpefully,you understand.we end it here.thank you :)

you have always been my emotion-punching bag.THANK YOU.sincerely from my heart.

intan nur hadilah,imissyousomuch babe :] take care :)

Super Something

2010-07-25T13:36:00.006+08:00

Due the distance bound, the time time gap.

We might not be able to updating everything like we used to.

As time goes by, the missed call, FB inbox, Skype call got less frequent.

But Its Okay. You'll always be my Sarah Hani.

Thats a fact that will never change.

Cause you are not just a phase in me.

You see

I was nothing more

than a girl who wished

for something different

watchin her dreams

from a distance

You see

when you came in

it’s a different game

You believe in me so much

You turn me from nothing to a girl

who’s super-something

(chorus)

You’ll see

I’m better

I’m faster

Stronger

I’m happier

when you by my side

ku lalui semua dengan senyuman di wajahku

You’ll see

I’m better

I’m faster

Stronger

I’m happier

when you by my side

(ku tempuhi semua kerana engkau di sisi ku)

The truth is

I was never more than this

Something kept me from reaching out

for something

but my heart is wanting

what it’s looking for

then you came

you turn me upside down

I’m no longer afraid

of chasing

possibilities

I’ll be the last one standing

Yuna- Super Something.

Babe, I Love You Always. Missing you :)

lending out a hand

2010-07-22T19:55:00.004+08:00

sooo.....i am going to post a link.to help out my lil bro.have a read on his writing material.and would much appreciate it if you can hit the "VOTE FOR THIS STORY" button at the right corner of the page. enter your email and done =)

http://sunway.edu.my/mysuccess/story1

thanks a bunch :)

usus

2010-07-22T16:32:00.002+08:00

yup.i dont have much to say.but medical stuffs!:D

i am now in the GIT segments..so,last week.i learnt about peptic ulcers.gastritis.this week,i am with Crohn's disease and some abnormal absorption of the GIT.

yay me! :)

bye =='

Nyahhhhh, kalah i.

2010-07-16T13:05:00.005+08:00

Call me narrow minded, but without any hesitation i think they are stupid.

Stupid itu pun dah mild sangat lah eh. On the net, every word is on your own risk.

I have my own limit in being so called open-minded, but this kind of species is beyond that.

Get it?

" Empat golongan berada pada kemurkaan Allah pada pagi dan petang, iaitu lelaki yg meyerupai perempuan, perempuan yang meyerupai lelaki, mereka yang melakukan persetubuhan dgn binatang dan mereka yang melakukan persetubuhan sesama lelaki (homoseksual)"

I know funny kan. Intan, sejak bila kau kisah sangat benda-benda alah ni? Ke mesti ada yang mcm, alarh biarlah dorang. kubur lain lain. Kau tu macam bagus sangat. Okay fine. Tahu lah kan.

This is just my OWN expression on certain things.

Pondan, i hate you.

P.s : Still malas nak update previous post :S

conteng

2010-07-15T18:56:00.003+08:00

classes have started.and tomorrow closing pbl of week 1..

it is the 1st week,of semester 2.so,i should have normal feelings towards the routine..but i think.due to drastic changes in life...week 1 has not been treating me that well.from free&easy-holidays..to pbl-prior lecture studies life..i am just too lazy to start on my pbl earlier part of d week.so,i doubled my work on wed nyte..n now,i am infront of d lappy,spenidngs ome time.typing a post :)

im kinda sure..it's not me alone,who feels this way.like as if..kteorg 'xpnah' encounter pbl..hmm.padahal dh 6months with pbl.we know how things go about,n how to tackle it.and make our work done quickly..but i think, due to the change-reshuffle pbl groups..everyone starts to compare to their old ones..ye r..dh 6months,safe-confort zone in each groups..tiba2 kena tukar,getting to know others..how they work in a group..seriously,it is not an easy process.i woke up last mon morn,with fears.towards pbl ==' so,attended the 1st pbl opening for this sem.it was okay..ada 1 agak kerek girl..1 x byk ckp guy..1 nice girl..1 suara lantang girl..and for me..everytime my mind conveys this msj - "sarah hani..ko x ckp lagi ni.cepat bertindak!"..my mouth will move,ready to say something..cz sometimes,i just forget that i am being assessed in a group..haihh.so,tomorrow is the 1st closing..many having 'difficulties' to suit in their new gps..thanx to my old tutor who made us get prepared for every closing..i dunt really fear tomorow's closing..cz 4 me,i've gone thru d worst procedures already..so,tmrow can be bad.but not worst :)

hmm.d sleeping aura jgn ckp r..mon-tues-partial wed were days i snoozed off easily.i just cant resist sleeping.not saying that i am now staying up late,but yea.adapting again..to life that needs my eyes to stay awake,get infoS through my lens->retina->brain.

hospital visit..hm,alhamdulillah.i did my history taking.in d absence of d doc..i forgot lots of things..skills of history taking..n by the end of this sem..i should be comfortable to take history and perform abdominal examination on patients..i've yet to do my 1st examination..sooonnn..mayb nxt week :)

so,yup..that's all.i just feel like blogging tnyte.distance kills.

Pause

2010-07-15T14:51:00.003+08:00

OMG. apa dah jadi?

its been ages since im so into updating stuff.

tak busy tapi malas.

so much to write and tell bout.

its 3pm, and my shift starts at 4pm till closing.

Current and short update:

Im working at BangiKopitiam, Melawati Urban. New friends, new Life Drama.

Drama 'cinta melayu' yang paling malas nak layan. Can i skip work today? -.-

Proper post, soon. Bye.

fish finger = makanan ruji

2010-07-11T13:43:00.005+08:00

kruikkruikkruik *bunyi cengkerik x)*

dah lama in 3 weeks time, aku x perlu buka itunes to kill d silence in this house.

baru balik from the mall.had lunch wi

th all except yuhin & redo.sent off ecah,nadiah,syafiq,akmal,azlan,piee..UWS semester2 starts tomorow *gulps* another hectic one,i

suppose.xtau nak rasa apa now..wha

t i know,im not ready yet.to get back to d old routine..pegi,balik class.walk up d hill..balik rumah after clas..kalau bukan turn masak,duk

dlm bilik..hmmm...

di luar,on res..org2 tempatan aussie dh mula balik..memenuhi ruang aprtmnt yg selama 3weeks,diam..mcm kteorg punya je tmpt ni ;) utk org aussie; deyrng balik uni mesti rasa mcm aku balik casa after a long holiday x)

a shout out to ecah & nadiah : thanx korng! s

bb dtg.meriah sikit hidup kiteorg be5 time c

uti.gelak2 je dlm umah ni...n pls do come back in spring!:)

so,in 3 weeks..lots of things happened actually.someone got into an Operation Theatre.someone had an emergency call,and had to go back to malaysia.some planned hard for a great trip,to please all.n finally,all of us got our result.

the MELBOURNE trip :) it was awesome-ness.eventho it was extra tiring.but alhamdulillah,it went well..visited many places,including RMIT&melb uni (super awesome places)..had good makan2 places.mamak style,indonesian food,malaysian food.seriously,mkn2 kat melbrne sedap.gilak!x) paid aud 34 for our 4nights stay in

malaysian hall.good stuff right ;) had fun playing in the snow at Mt Buller.was in the edge at the eureka skydeck...its like full glass cubicle,88floors above the ground..with melbourne city as d scenary :) and what i can say is,melbourne is a city with great architectures..rasa mcm duduk UK kat sana x)) haha

results : hm.alhamdulillah...i still have another 9semesters to go,insyaAllah.

to sarah hani:2nd semester,buat betul2,belajar rajin2,pastu boleh balik malaysia :)

to intan nur hadilah : kerja baik2 dow,jgn salah kira duit, tolong makan kuih india utk aku! :D

Lampu Kuning- Sedia utk Pecut.

2010-07-03T21:53:00.006+08:00

" Lesen itu satu keperluan. "

Kata-kata penceramah yg tidak diingati nama sebab asyik fikir bila nak pukul 4pm.

AT LAST i register for my driving license. So korang yg dulu buli aku sebab aku tiada lesen lagi, just watch out eh. Tiada lagi alasan tak cukup umur. Its now legal baby :D

Masa mama kata,

okay esok register class. Esok pagi orang tu ambil pukul 8.30am.

Gila excited KOT. Kalau boleh nak bg tahu semua angkatan kawan yang sememang nya tak stop perli bila nak daftar lesen. siap capslock lagi " SARAH ESOK AKU START KELAS LESEN!" dekat inbox FB. nasib baik tak boleh bold. If not, kesian sarah hani dan mereka yang terlibat.

But it turned out to be, first talk was damn bored to death. Bosan gila. Nak repeat trice?

Dah lah tkde kawan kan. Okay, mesti nak kena ada attitude kenal kawan baru. Muka kena innocent, Intro pun kena humble.

" Hi nama? Ohh, Intan" *smile*

Its been a long time since i went to some place of complete strangers. exceptional for MDR.

Ohh jumpa kawan baru! Ruby and Baizura. And yeah, they are Real,bukan imaginary friends.

Harap maklum eh Mil. Im not that pathethic to create an imaginary friends there -.-

Macam biasalah kan belajar tanda-tanda amaran. Kalau kita nampak signboard ni apa kita buat?

1. Perlahakan kenderaan.

2. Dilarang memotong.

3. Guna gear rendah etc.

Yang tak tahan, perlu ke repeat benda yang sama for every sign yang agak sama? perlu ke? nak balikkkk lah. Bosan. Sejuk. Lapar.

Okay cukup description sengsara.

Tahu tak kelas tu banyak Boyan? Mereka yang seantara mat rempit. Lawak Boyan ni memang lah tk lalu nak dengar.

And the most repeatable tagline was, " Kalau tak, jadi muka depan surat khabar headline utama". Kalau satu kelas repeat hampir 10 kali. A week ada 6 kelas. Jadi tolak tambah purata penceramah cakap tagline itu ada lah 60 kali. Tak darab lagi dengan bulan dan tahun.

Ingat kan lepas exam nak rest brain jap. Did anyone know that excessive,non-stop thinking for a long term can lead to brain explosion?

Source : Wiki-IntanNurHadilah : under I Hate Exam.

P:s- Sarah Hani, confident je kau kan orang lain pun jakun. Nak sedapkan hati lah tu yg kau memang jakun, kan? :p

kau jakun,aku jakun juga x)

2010-06-30T09:22:00.006+08:00

a trail by the photographer

inspired by chuck? ngeh? haha

ahmad syafiq-ernie haslinda-nasriq-lokman hakim-sarah hani

buddies x)

frost di UWS :)

urbanscape '10

2010-06-24T10:59:00.005+08:00

KLUE Urbanscape 2010

I WANT TO GO, REAL BAD (!)

last year dah miss free free je.

but yeah, thanks to mr.exam *again&again*. i might be missing this too this year.

but since big bro is coming home this weekend, abang tolong cover line fr mama okay?

you know i'll always do the same thing.

p.s : Aku tahu lah kau tak kan lupa,sarah . if lupa, then so long bestfriend. delete blog ni.HAHA

CALENDER marked!

2010-06-24T09:14:00.000+08:00

its tomorrow.i know.i never forget.

1 semester down.9 more to go

2010-06-24T08:44:00.002+08:00

yea..the title says it all x) i was inspired by an accounting student who put her fb status as "1 semester down 5more to go" n it went.....*kaboom* ouchh on me...a hopeful solid 5yrs medic student..lama juga tu..huu..

so,great.i survived 4months as a pengembara *rasa mcm jaga biri2 la pula-eh chup..tu bukan pengembala ke.ouh who cares* nway..bout dis BM thing here..apparently ernie declare every day is "bulan BM" here.haha.ikut suka je..cz yea..v hardly *never* hear australians speak BM..bt yea..occasionaly kat mall..ada r kdg2 ter-bum into ppl who speaks BM.kalau x senior imu,kwn2 yg lain x) tu je r.haha..

had my finals sem a week ago..slalunya..final sem rasa mcm 'alaa...ujian jun'..nnt december..ko balun la..bt nt now..dats nt d case..seriously..d fear of failing..n being called back by mara..dat is almost 90% why v *my housemates included* stayed in our own rooms few weeks before exam..serious..v cmmunicate only wen its dinner time..mcm habis je mkn.smua msuk bilik..i,smetymes wonder..apa laa deyrng buat dlm bilik..okayy fine.belajar.lagi? duhh....if dey were wondering wat was i doing in my room all along? okayy..study..bt yea.facebook-ing x lekang dr jari r..kdg2..i just go to d window..n stare to d outside life..smetimes i play with my own shadow n d heater..ouh talking bout clealiness..after a week of completing my exams..my room still look in a mess..nota2 bru compile balik smlm.baju2 yg dh almost 3weeks old.bru basuh smlm..

so,a sem here.what have i learnt to become a doc? haha...good Q..i got some answers for u.bt d best answer would be "im stil learning.n i will have to continue learning" cheh...jwpn schematic gila..bt seriously..in 4 months..i know bits n pieces everywhere.met cadavers once dat day..met real patients in hspital many times..lectures many hours..i did learn smething..n i think some would be very essential 4 me.*again skema.bwahaha :D * study is still a routine..PBL was an eye opening style of studying..awl2 dlu punya r blur cmne nk prepare for pbl..nw.better kott.. okayy.fine :P time dh nk dkat exam..i just copied,pasted seniors notes je..cz dey hav notes yg jwb learning objectives siap2..sapa xnk kn...haha..ICM (hospital visits) were pretty interesting..i should be able to take patients history by now..if patient tu sakit dyspnoea, palpitation, bowel movement/vomit, pain. PPD (human development,ethical issues)..haaa..yg ni bosan sikit r..serious..every wed morn..i realised dat i'll b infornt of a tutor who talks a lot..mcm xleh benti..n he expects us to participate in clas..zzzZZ bosan gilaa..yg xle blah nya.australians here.suka meng-ajuk dia..lawak uh..sian pak cik tu.

life for a sem here.it was pretty normal.haha.ups n downs.bt time nk dkat exam tu.serious...bosan gila..mcm balik clas,terus terperuk dlm bilik ==' n kalau x time exam tu..weee..best gak r.kdg2 lepak kat tmn x) mnum hot choc di luar time mlm..smpai kaki beku sbb pkai selipar je.haha =P oh well.good times.that sometimes accompanied with tears (cz of many reasons) =)

aytee tutup buku 1st sem out of 10 sems *insyaAllah* :)