Life goes on.

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Last Saturday, Galway's sun finally decided to shine out bright,

After a few days of storm, strong wind and a 'mild'-20 minutes snow. 

And obviously, its a day not to be wasted inside the house :D

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16/2/2014.

Cukup enam bulan di bumi Galway.

Boleh monolog dengan diri sendiri, 

"Taniah Intan Nur Hadilah, You survived the first six months."

Just need to get done with the studies and exam coming soon.

AND then...... the first summer break. BALIK MALAYSIA! :D

Insha Allah.

Ramai orang nak jumpa.

Banyak benda nak buat.

Panjang dah list things-to-do, food-to-eat.

99 days to go from now ♥

Andai kata,

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"Kita adalah kisah yang pernah wujud dalam hidup masing-masing.

 Dan kisah itu ditakdirkan untuk mendewasakan kita. 

 Kisah yang berhenti, dengan izin Tuhan."

Kisah yang mungkin atau tidak,

tercipta episod baru.

Andai kata, kau dan aku itu pengakhirannya,

Bertabah lah wahai hati.

:)

21.

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Minggu lepas.
Kakak usrah pilih tadabbur surah Al-Thur, ayat 1-28.
End of session macam biasa, moment of expression.
So what do you think or feel, or if you have anything to add.

Tak tahu kenapa, hati tertarik pada ayat 21.

Ayat 21 cerita ; mereka yang beriman and masuk syurga akan dijumpakan balik dengan family masing-masing. 

Mungkin aku homesick time tu, but somehow I can feel the joy of that moment.

That feeling of being separated with those persons that is so dear to you for only-God-knows-how-long, and finally get to meet them. That feeling of meeting the familiar faces that you miss.

Lagi lagi bila dekat Syurga.

Lepas dibangkitkan seorang, di padang mahsyar pun seorang. 

Tapi yang paling terkesan bila,

Malam tu aku mimpi Papa. He was there.

Sending my sister and I for a holiday (or im not sure what),

So bila nak naik flight tu,

Dapat salam, peluk and cium Papa. 

I can still recall that smile.

Tahu tak perasaan,

Bila bangun dari mimpi and rasa " Alaaaaaaa tu mimpi je ke?"

Hurmmm...

Mungkin Allah nak bagi aku terubat rasa rindu kejap. Thank you.

Papa, ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi :)

Paradise Fall.

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 "Cross your heart!! Cross it! Good you promise. No backing out."

UP has always and forever be one of my favourite animation movie.
Pernah kena delete all movie in laptop sebab memory full.
But I never have the heart to delete this one, just because I can watch it over and over again.

It shows how strong a love between two person can be, even when they are no longer alive.
Love in a good way. If you get what I meant.


And somehow, this particular scene always remind me of you.
I always come out with this imagination future wishlist of mine which sometimes can be irrelevant.
And told you about it. Used to.
And I wish I can still do that.

Ellie :  "You know, you dont talk very much...... I like you!"

Dua ribu empat belas

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Hi 2014! :)

Tak dapat nak recap 2013 macam Sarah Hani.
Terasa lama sangat dah tak singgah, luang masa dekat sini.

Life had been so packed, packed with so many things going on.

Exam and then winter break yang awesome. Alhamdulillah.

Wanted to write about my winter breaks,

But knowing me, I would spent some time thinking what to write,draft it and publish. And perhaps end up, not even write it at all. Maybe one day. Yeah one day.

We went to Spain. Barcelona - Granada -Madrid- Cordoba to be exact. And went home from Lisbon, Portugal. 

A girl can dream. Yes you can.

Rasa macam masih mimpi dengan rezeki yang Allah bagi.

To get the chance to travel to different places in the world,

To witness the beautiful places and God's creation,

To widen your horizon by learning the history of places,

Meet different kind of people, learnt to know people.

Embrace the beautiful moments and memories with the girls.

Dan banyak  lagi cuma masih tak terungkap dengan kata-kata yang tak seberapa ni :')

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NEW SEMESTER. CLINICAL YEARS.

Even though I might be the last one among my circle of medical friends who went though their first day of clinical years, but yeah ITS OKAY, ITS ALRIGHT. (denial)

Terasa lain sangat dah bila clinical.

If I know life would be so much different, I would enjoy my lectures to the max. haha.

Having different timing of rotation with the housemates. Semua dah lain.

Its time, to be on your own. For real.

To be bold, to have the courage to voice out.

To be okay with not being okay.

To adapt with no proper lunch break neither prayers break.

This is how life going to be, for this semester, 

Perhaps THIS IS HOW LIFE WILL BE FROM NOW ON.

Belajar dekat negara orang, negara asing sememang nya bukan lah satu benda yang mudah.

Apa aku belajar hari ni, to survive this is to fight the insecurity, inferiority.

Sometimes you claimed things that going to pull you down is your environment.

How people treat you. But fear not, your true 'enemy' is the devil speaking inside you.

How you reflect yourself, how you see yourself is how people going to treat you.

Kalau rasa diri ni kecil sangat, kecil lah dia. Confident sikit.

So,

Fight it Intan Nur Hadilah. Hold on to it. Insya Allah :)

Jangan pernah lupa peristiwa kenapa kau bangkit.

The day you finally sort out why you are still fighting to be a good doctor. 

Sunday, 24th June 2012.

13 things happened in 2013

Not numbered in preference.

1. Performed my first delivery in Campbelltown hospital. 

2. Random dancing to beyonce songs moments with roomie

3. The "soul" talk at souled out,ampang

4. Truth about a housie reveals 

5. Left Georgiana crescent, enters harris park

6. Was denied being in a consultation room of a cancer pt; who was the yr3 staff coordinator

7. The so many ups and downs of 121

8. Went to london and paris

9. 4th sept was spent with candles and choc chip muffins

10. Adik, along and mummy visited campbelltown at different times of the year

11. Diagnosed with asthma in july2013 

12. "You dont need to like kids to pass paediatrics osce"

13. "I miss my person" moments

-sarah hani. 

#throwback

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4th Decemeber 2013.

Happy 17th Birthday Qistina.

My sweet little sister, my first person I will recall when the word 'cousin' popped out.

We grew up basically near to each other.

I watched dearly your life transition.

To an annoying little girl who rebel much to this very heart warming lady.

It seems like every time I see you, I see me, in you :)

Writing this down, because changes is inevitable.

Your real life adventure will starts once you're out of school.

Enter college, meet new different kind of friends and stay away from home.

And, I pray to God that He will make you strong to face this new life.

Perhaps the next time I see you when I'm back, you'll be slightly different.

Its okay, thats normal. Its just that I hope different you is a better you.

Uhibukki fillah my little sister <3 nbsp="" p="">

Because changes are inevitable.

Just like the weather.

One day its autumn, the next day you remember its winter.

And so does people.

Again, and again.

:)

9.46am

7th December 2013