Up and Down.

intan nur hadilah


Had a phase of 'breakdown' fr these past days.
Right after the final exam timetable came out.
And guess what,

THEY SHIFTED IT A WEEK EARLIER. WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

out of sudden.

Tak tahu kenapa aku geram sangat.
Maybe because I'm still not prepared to be in that final exam mode.
And of course I'm sad and frustrated that I had to cancel my flight to London to meet Sarah, Azri and Wari.
Just becuase the date is now coincide with the flight ticket.
Its one of the thing that I've been looking forward for the past months.
Our 'reunion' in London. Haihh.
Berkecai hati.

I REALLY need that break.
To meet some familiar faces and people to hang out with.
After adapting to this new life and environments. I just need that, you know.
Plus with the homesick feeling while you're sick.
Teringat how Mama would take care of me when I'm sick :(

So end up I felt like its just too much to digest within a day.
And I was emotionally unpredictable person. Sekejap okay, sekejap tiba-tiba rasa nak nangis.
Kesian AMMR kena face it. Sorryy. haha


Hang in there Intan.
Aren't you that bright, optimistic person? :)

RINDU NYA ♥

" Being strong is to love someone in silence,

to radiate happiness when we are unhappy,

to forgive someone who does not deserve forgiveness,

to stay calm in moment of despair,

to show jot when we do not feel it,

to smile when we want to cry,

to make someone happy when we our own heart is broken,

to be silent when we feel like screaming our anguish,

to comfort when we need to be comforted,

and to have faith when we longer no believe."

-Riccky Zulkifli

Reflect, message in the pretty bottle.

intan nur hadilah

I like it when I found something new I love to do.

It makes me feels like I get to know myself better. You know? 

Gituuuuu.

And so Im starting to love my forever alone weekend walk.

"Pergi dengan siapa kt situ?"

" Ohh sorang je."

" Ermm is everything okay? Kenapa sorang?"

" Haha. okay je lah. Saja suka."

A time alone to yourself is something that I think everyone should have.

To discover uhh-meh-zing walking-distance places around Galway.

EHH AKU SUKA GILAA LAH. Serius. haha.

Freedom.

To embrace the beauty,

To observe people around you,

To discover new things.

To reflect.

Deep with thoughts and emotions.

Gratitude and love.

I fell in love more and more with Galway.

Alhamdulillah.

Sunday 20th October. | Spanish Arch |

all picture form Iphone 4 JEEEE :p

Its was so amazingly beautiful, every single of it.
And seriously lagi sikit nak menangis time discover the rainbow :')

Analogi nya--

Andai kata kau pergi Art Gallery. Kau pusing, kau hayati semua art kat situ.
Apa yang kau fikir setiap kali kau kagum dengan satu art. Mesti kau akan fikir something like,
" Siapa yang lukis ni? Kagum gila. Smart kot. Apa yang dia nak cuba sampaikan sebenarnya?"

Atau seantara dengan nya lah. Kan?

" Indeed, in the creation of the heaven and the earth and the alternation of the night and the day are sign those of understanding." -Quran

" We must study the message behind all His beauty. Because if we do not, we are like the one who finds a message inside a beautifully decorated bottle, yet become so enamoured by the bottle, that you never open the message."

Semua yang kita lihat ni hanya lah reflection.
"Reflection to His Greatness, His majesty, His beauty.
A pointer to His might and His power."

Logik kan?
:)

Biar deep sikit, bukan semata nak post Instagram je. hahaha.

ANYWAY
First exam next Tuesday.
Tapi entah kenapa aku rajin sangat lah nak post.
Pre-exam syndrome, memang macam ni. Menyampah i.
Wish me all the best. Doa doa kan ♥

Sabr.

intan nur hadilah


Sesungguh nya manusia itu banyak ragam nya.
Kadang- kadang ada yang kita suka, ada yang kita tak suka. 
Ada yang kita rasa pelik, ada yang kita tak faham lansung pun ada.
Worry not, memahami semua manusia bukan lah kerja kita pun pada asal nya.
Anggap je lah 'All emotions are unique.'


Akan ada satu fasa dalam hidup, di mana kadang-kadang kita tak boleh pilih dengan siapa kita nak bersama.
Setiap hari, setiap masa, untuk setiap yang terjadi dalam kehidupan seharian.
You see that's the challenge in life, and that's also the beauty of it.
Oh well, its depends on how you want to see and define it.


Kau belajar banyak benda baru.
Kind hearted people teach you kindness.
Loud and cheerful people teach you happy vibes.
Hard working people teach you motivation.
Annoying people teach you patience.

dan seantara dengan nya. 


People change, almost most of the times. Better or worse, depends?
Sometimes it is part of the adaptation. Sometimes because they wanted to. Sometimes because of the ignorance. Or sometimes.....I dont know.

And I know there's some part of me had changed recently. 
Aku tak biasa 'melawan'. Kalau aku marah aku senyap. Aku biar.
You know those moments where sometimes your anger turn into tears?
Mereka yang rapat tau, kalau aku marah aku memang tak boleh pandang that person in the eyes sampai hati aku reda. 
Lepas tu kalau perlu cakap, cakap.

Aku boleh berbalas kata
kalau itu yang buat hati aku puas.

Tapi aku pilih utk diam,
sebab aku tahu kepuasan itu hanya sementara.

Jadi buat apa nak sia-sia?

Some things are better left unsaid.
Don’t they?

Yang pegang hati kau bukan manusia tapi Tuhan.

" If people display bad character towards us, it should not make us drop our good character as a result." - Mufti Ismael Menk

Come on Intan Nur Hadilah, you know better. *monolog*
xxx

Hello there Galway.

intan nur hadilah

Its been 1 months plus since I'm away from dear home and Mama.
" Galway? So far so good."
The same answer to the common question asked, " Hows Galway?"
And I really meant it.

Its quiet a total diff place form home.
The environment, the weather, the food and the people.
Oh well obviously Malaysia will always win in term of food :D

Most of the people here are very friendly with good manners.
Perhaps because it a small city compared to other place like Dublin.
Banyak lagi benda nak cerita tapi aku tak tahu macam mana nak cerita.
Or mcm malas sebab dah lama sangat postpone post ni :(


If nak update bout interesting place to go when you visit Galway, perhaps its another post.
KALAU RAJIN LAH :(

Alhamdulillah.
It took nearly a month to feel really homesick.
Can you believe it? Me a girl who never been away far far from home.
Pencapaian. haha :D

Tipu lah kalau tak homesick. Especially on a gloomy weather day.
Serius kalau dah homesick, hari hari aku akan homesick.
But come on.. KEEP CALM AND BE STRONG :p

So here's a picture of here and there in Galway.

Hari Raya celebration

the Quadrangle

Cliff of Moher

Galway Shop Street

saturday evening at Salthill

And its Autmn! :)

from my window

Perhaps, next time with words. For now let the pictures describe the thousand 'blocked words'.

Countdown till next summer break starts now!

xxx

Pretty please ?

If dapat balik msia hujung thun ni ---

aku akan menjadi --- 

sangat gembira. Sangat. 

PleAse Allah, bagi aku balik cuti? Tolong aku get through last rotation ni. :) 

Rindu.

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intan nur hadilah

Akan ada satu perasaan bila-bila aku baca kawan-kawan atau random strangers
bercakap pasal ayah masing-masing.
Either I read it on blogpost, facebook, Instagram or verbally.
I am not sure of what feeling was i talking about,
But for sure its not sad, jealous or anything negative.

Mngkin aku tumpang gembira. "Alhamdulillah seronok nyaa.."
Atau mungkin jugak aku selalu fikir,
" What is it feels to still have a dad now?"

Fitrah manusia, bila dah tiada baru terhengeh-terhengeh untuk menghargai.
I havent done much with my dad untill the age of 22.
But there will always be fantasy of mine,

That I'll take picture of us during my graduation day,
with his proud face on.
That he hug me and silently cry on my wedding day.
That he will be playing around with my (future) children, his grandchildren.

And many more...

" Sometimes you search so hard for the words. You find a way to interpret the language of this heart and the unspoken feelings. But in the end you are left with nothing but silence. And deep down you hope it's understood."

Pandang ke depan.
Jangan salah sangka. Aku tak pernah salah kan takdir or dwell on it.
Alhamdulillah for everything. Tapi tak salah kan berangan kadang-kadang? :)

Mama.
I love you, hanya Tuhan tahu bagaimana. ♥


I wanted to post something about Galway. Seriously its been days kot.
Maybe during the weekend.

an evening rainbow on our walk home in Galway.

You cant have a rainbow without a little rain.

Galway,Ireland.Intan Nur Hadilah datang.

16.08.2013 is the date to be saved, date to be remembered by at least me and intan =)

it is going to be a big day for Intan -  flying abroad to further her studies is considered a big event. umur 22 tahun, ini la yang "big event" in life :D Intan will be a NUIG-ian.lol.

to inform all u readers, flying to Ireland, to do medicine - was my dream masa form 5. intan didnt have any preference to which country to further her studies. but now, dengan izin Allah - the best planner - she is living my dream. Ireland kowtt.haha. eventhough i secretly wish she gets to Australia (UWs to be specific) after her IMU studies.. but that's alright... ireland is where you deserve to be,babe.

the not so nice part is; end of this year (2013), intan wont be in melawati waiting for me to come home :( serious x best.... my person yang teman karok, mamak, cendol, bowling, jalan KL, makan.makan.makan. i know it is not fair to feel that way... she has been waiting for me to come home every year for 3 years... now,it is my time, to wait for her...but our holidays are in totally opposite seasons. her winter is my summer and vice versa. so, intan.sila kumpul duit- mai syd jjune/july2014 tauu. and i'll see what i can do to be at your place when aku lak summer :D panjang umur, murah rezeki aku mai naa.. hihi.

kalau aku gi, aku nak tgkp gmbr kat sini! (rujuk gambar di bawah)

*google image-school of medicine NUIG*

all the best,intan nur hadilah. Leap with faith, graduate as a doctor. and jangan lupa balik malaysia with an Irish accent.! :P take care in Ireland, jangan lupa update aku time to time, and i will be watching you from afar - virtually. kalau kau perlukan apa2,you know where to find me.hopefully, our lives are destined to coincide again-sometime in the future as doctors.insyaAllah =)


Much love, your friend. Sarah Hani.