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intan12345.

Okay hari ni aku nak update blog. Nak update blog. Nak update blog.

BERZAMAN GILA. To co-blogger, hai awak dah lupa ke kat blog ni? -.-

And rasa nya mcm tak perlu lagi lah nak explain kenapa tk ter-update.

Im sorry bloggie. NO you're not one of those seasonal 'social site'.

Its just that..... well any how i hope you would understand. bla bla bla.

Okay dah. currently im in my pre-exam mode. And this life gonna be for the next 3 weeks max.

3 weeks derr. And in between 3 weeks tu lah aku akn ada this study alert mode. Where ever, when ever I go. Pernah rasa tak, nak tgk tv pun fikir notes. Nak tgk movie pun mesti countdown, ehh lama lagi ke cerita ni nak habis. Nak buat apa-apa pun, mesti lah relate dgn any STUDY-related stuff. Ohh well, for future sake.

Talking bout paranoid bout study. Have you heard, the more you study the more you realised you dont know things or otherwise? Mestilah bila belajar something new in lecture, kita mesti macam nak relate dgn real life kan?

" Ohhhhh. macam tu rupanya. patut lah hari tu aku...." or " ehh no wonder lahhh!"

faham tak? FAHAM TAK? ke aku sorang je yg mcm tu. ha ha -.-

So recently its like me being so self-cautious to my environment and things that i learn.

Lagi lagi kalau bab kucing. Fine memang lah undeniable yang aku memang sangat noob nak jadi cat owner ni. Nak lagi kitten. And semester ni belajar bout microorganism. Ala benda bacteria fungi parasite semua tu lahh. So kalau rasa macam terpegang Jinxy sikit, after that mesti macam, okay lepas pegang cuci tangan. Guna handwash, nak buat complicated lagi, kau nak cuci tangan kena cuci betul betul ikut 7 steps macam belajar kat clinical session. Ahhh sudah -.-

Hah yang ni lah. So people, you can start washing hand like i do now x)

Kalau aku rasa macam Jinxy dah merayap tak tentu pasal satu rumah, then ada lah seorang penghuni rumah ni akan pegang mop dan mop lantai. And either my mum or my sis would asked in their deep sarcastic tone, ehh kakak buat tebiat ke mop lantai? HAH! Well, okay fine. Mengaku aku tkdelah termasuk dalam calon calon anak dara pilihan mak mertua, LAGI. haha.

But yeah can you just bare with my paranoid reflex of me moping the floor, coz people im saving your life form Toxoplasma Gondiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, FYI -.-

Ohh Toxoplasma Gondii ni parasite yg common in cat as its host. zzzZZZzzzz.

This sem pun belajar pharmacology. those drugs names really kill my brain cells.

So one day we learn bout histamine and its anti drugs.

So-called fun fact; anti-histamines drug can cause sleepiness. I was bout to take my cough syrup when i read a fine description on the box written, " Bena Expectorant- Anti-histamines"

And the excitements with my roomates went off like,

Wehhh korang, bena expectorant ada anti-histamines duhh. Gilaa lahh. Patut lah rasa macam mengantuk je kan kann. Tapi kan ni first generation ke two eh?

Nak pulak dapat roomates yang brilliant and mantap gilaa, reaction dorang pun bersambung dengan tukar tukar soalan pharmaco pasal drug lain plak. OHHH NOOO. tidak, aku nak cakap pasal benda ni je -.-

Well, life as a med student. Sometimes its fun to relate new knowledge gained to everyday life.
Some of the things makes more sense now. Learning is fun, but studying for exam is just torturing :(

Praying hard for myself and the other ME210 batch mates, may HE ease our 'battle' for EOS2 :)

At times, i think being selfish is necessary as others may not sacrifice for you as you do for them.

Jinxy, the new baby.

intan12345

Hutang cerita dua.

Well dah alang alang nak tulis, sekali lah tulis apa yang terbuku setelah sekian lama.

Lepas ni entah maybe bulan depan baru aku update .__.

Comel tak kitten baru kteorg? :D

Actually our family is not a cat-person pun. Takdelah macam nak bela bela kucing ni, kalau hamster ke benda yang tak berjalan-jalan tu okay lahh.

Tapi since abang dah bawa balik all the way dari Skudai, semangat gila letak dalam kotak naik bus semua. OMG abang, so sweet. Abang jumpa belakang hostel dia ktUTM, mother-less :(

So end up we are going to keep her. First time experience bela kucing, so sangat noob and jakun.

We end up choosing Jinxy as her name. or actually it was me who so semangat over it. Dorang tak setuju pun, but who cares. Macam dalm movie Meet the Parents? Jinxy, kucing yang reti flush toilet tu :D

Sekarang kalau mama keluar akan tinggal pesan,

" Kakak, kalau nak keluar jangan lupa angkat baju masuk dalam and bagi minum kucing susu dulu." :)

She is so hyper, and hungry all the time .___.

And now, i have a new thing to look forward every weekend. YEAYYY :D

Let it go.

intan12345

OMG.

Dah lama gila tak blogging. Sarah pun sama .__.

The thing is im not going to say how hectic my life is, studying and stuff. No no no.

But then the main reason why i've been away from updating is that I've terminate my broadband.

Thus im broadband-less. Mama bagi choices, nak phone or broadband. So yeah, there goes my broadband. BYE BYE. So tak kan nak ber-blogging kat pc IMU lab kan. Segan, orang lain on Learning portal tetiba ada plak tab Tumblr, tab Blog.

Nway, hutang cerita. One fine night tergerak hati nak buat closet clearance. Rasa mcm dah semak sangat closet tu. Abang selalu gila bising dgn kteorg closet baju sampai dua tapi evrytime nak keluar mesti ada dialog, " OMG tkde baju lahh nak pakai.."

and this valid for my sister and me. Im sure ITS NORMAL for you too. kan? ;)

Banyak je baju yang kteorg tahu tak kan pakai dah. either because memang dah muat or basically sebab fashion tu dah tak update. And rasa sgt lame kalau pakai. tapi tak terbuang.

So that night, aku membongkar most of it and separate kan the NEVER EVER GONNA WEAR AGAIN. The funny part was, every piece made me reflect the stories behind it :)

and some of them were;

Baju kurung ni masa sekolah rendah. Time ni mcm trend lah kain yang sarung ni.

So,mama tempah jahit dengan jiran. But then dia silap jahit. Terus mama anti. tak hantar dah dgn dia ever again.

This used to be my fav baju kurung. Pernah tak ingat ada satu masa keluar fashion baju kurung kain crumple yang tak payah iron? i used to wear this over and over again :D

Aku rasa this piece is the most significant of all. My best highschool friends must remember this somehow. Sarah, azri. recall? haha. This piece was my favourite too.

Time form 5, kasturi moment. outing and all. Had to let it go, coz i know i will never wear it again :)

Okay. this piece was because I WILL NEVER EVER BE SEEN OUTSIDE WITH THIS ANYMORE! haha. Azri anti baju ni. and aku pun.

Went for a superb skating day out with Yazmir with this piece. So akan ingat :')

Give this piece away because its just to bottom cut. Remember how bottom cut jeans used to be so famous? ;) But i love this one, because of the pattern. dulu style lah. sekarang mcm, ermmm. weird. haha.

You should try this too. For sure, banyak GILA old pieces of urs that can be give away and save up the spaces. That night mama berjaya kumpul kan 2 box of old clothes :D

We donate these for the Gaza. We care week in IMU. Hopefully it will means something for the unfortunate :)

kau ingat kau siapa?

lagu ini mcm agak terbaikk :) penangan meaning sebalik lyrics yg hebat..fuhh.kasi dgr eh ;)

Do remind me. Thankyou.

Alhamdulillah, its the second semester already.

A step closer to the long-aiming goal.

To be honest, im terrified to step into this semester.

Its a well known crucial semester where we are being acknowledged to give THE BEST that we can for pass this semester.

" Semester two is the killer semester. Its the semester where it bring people down. 8 to 10 of you here might not pass the end semester exam and will have to repeat foundation one"

And guess what, I never ever wish to be one of those 8 to 10 people. NEVER.

Yes, i know. No one wants that, but you see im kinda a layback person where sometimes i dont really care bout how serious things are.For example i dont really care if i really follow the format of a assignment, i dont really put much effort to know when is the due date for the next assignment until most of my friends fuss around bout it.

But for this case, its really something that i look forward not to face it. Only HE knows how terrified i am if i ever have to repeat foundation one. I will not only dissapoint myself if i do, but i know there will be one person that will be so disappointed in me more than anyone else even more than i do. MY MUM. and not in thousand years, i will ever let that be. She had sacrifice a lot. And i think its my time to pay for that.

So this is a public statement. I will actually change my attitude. Know what my priorities are.

Study real dead hard. Ignore those unnecessary stuff. Less social networking. Less wasting time. I will change my mind set to, "Shut up, you are annoying" to " Thanks for the info, I need to know that eventually " when sometimes my friends discuss bout something that i have not yet study and memorize.

Sometimes you have to tell people what you're aiming for and your planning just to make sure they keep reminding you if are actually starting to walk the opposite way.

And for that i want to thank HIM for giving me such great friends who actually care about me so much. For a friend who keep reminding me and will drop any comments whenever he thinks i online to much.

" Intan ingat UK UK UK! Study rajin rajin :)" - Hadinur

" Intan study study study" -Sabri, whenever i accidentally appear online on Skype

" Jangan download banyak sangat game, sem ni crucial" - Amirul

Even tho, you feel annoyed at first but i know its for my own good :)

And suprisingly, these two people who leave me a goodbye message, not to actually take care of myself. but their last message before boarding was,

" Kau belajar baik baik, aku pun. sayang kau. take care "- sarah hani

" You belajar rajin rajin, jangan malas malas okay?"- ahmad muzzammil

Well those text might not sounds that significant to you. But for me, its really did touched me.

Thank you. i love you people significantly :)

I need to put my spiritual up tight too as well my mentally strength. InsyaAllah :)

Semester two, here we go.

Ehh comel ke?

intan12345

Tolong lah Play. "Kewwl gleww lah Aq cakap" xD

Ini Anwar Hadi. Recently the new hot Msian Youtube channel.

Tak lah se-hot, Nigahiga. Teehee. Tapi in future perhaps.

Dia tkde lah baru sgt dekat YouTube, tahun lepas lah juga.

Tapi baru baru ni Video #6 EWWW yang kat ats ni, memang hot view lah.

Kalau dengar cakap aku and tekan Play, aku tak yah explain Why pun and bazir tenaga type.

Bahasa rempit or comel yang sangat familir antara kita. Ye, mesti di saat ni, ramai lah orang tetiba deny, bilew masa plak aq type mcm tu. Come on. Aku ada je kwn yang kekadang apa yang dia type kat FB seriusly aku sendiri tak faham.

Please lah, mcm Anwar Hadi ckp, aku pun guna shortform. Tapi tkde lah mcm ni:

Kewl-cool Ktew/tite- kita Tomeyl-comel Winduu-Rindu Ekjem- exam Manyak-Banyak Titow- tidur dan lain lain lagi lah. Tapi memang ekjem tu aku paling geli der.

Alalalarh tomei nya dia. rasa nak cubit cubit je. Jangan tomeyl cangat boleh? -__-

"Tak perlu spelling nak over the top sangat lah. So lepak chill relax lah"

Ohh aku tengok gak video dia yang lain. And and, tahu tak dia nak fly off gi Syney jugak this Feb?

Awat semua nak pi Syndney tinggal aku ni? Ahhhh @#$%^8. Okay fine.

Bujet macam kalau Anwar Hadi ada kat Malaysia, boleh ajak gi lepak KLCC lah?

KLCC? Ewwww. HA HA xP

Anwar Hadi, from now on im 'watching' youu ;)

**Facebook aku currently buat hal plak.

Entah apa dosa aku tk Mark pun tak tahu. Biar je lah dulu.

Kisah Januari.

intan12345.

JANUARY 2011

had been a great starter for my 2011.

Why? because im on my sem break. and duhh Sarah Hani is home.

And so many other things happen. Life-turning decision and things. Okay, its sounds heavy but yeah, for real :)

Macam boleh kira bila je tak lepak or jumpa dgn sarah dalam masa 31 hari dlm Januari. lepas.

Every evening keluar. Pergi lah mana mana, asal kan keluar. Orang keluar jogging, kteorg lepak mamak. Bagus. Dengan alasan, sport shoes tertinggal kat Vista. Even tho, rasa mcm asyik makan makan dan makan. sambil online, but just pray for metabolism to kill those fats.

Nak pulak, sarah hani dah dapat lesen kan. Memang takde nya lah nak duduk rumah senyap.

Tangan gatal nak pegang stereng. So, one wish dlm life list dah di-tick. DONE.

As i said before, did I? perhaps maybe some where. Im currently indulge with my Tumblr much. Spent most of my break on Tumblr and COP report. Report yg menyusahkan hidup itu.

What i LOVE about tumblr is too many to be listed. It my place where i feel, " I dont care what you think". Following other peoples' cool Tumblr who are some completely stranger to me some how changes my perspective of seeing things. Sometimes,you would see how many things all of us have in common that we barely realized it. It helps you to be more optimistic in life.

For me, its not bout how many people follow you, or how many people reblog you. Its just purely bout what you want to share,feel or anything. Followers or post re-blogging are just the bonus part of Tumblr.

January, i met some BIG decision in life. Something that i think i should be doing for so long. Inspired by Tumblr, Strengthen by a song, Jar of Hearts- Christinna Perri. It might sound ridiculous to you. But yeah. Im moving forward. Avoiding leaving scars on anyone.

Dilemma love life itu pasti ada. HAHA. Shock by a 'crazy' statement from a friend. Okay.

Had a 2 days trip to Genting with IMU friends. Its was great, had lots of fun.

Sabiq tanpa kau, mesti tak se-teruja mana dengan Genting tu X)

Ikut Sarah jumpa kawan kawan Taylors di OU. Kteorg try main softball dekat rooftop OU.

Berdasarkan pencapaian semua orang, Sarah lah yang paling cool sekali hit the ball. So advice aku, kalau Sarah tengah badmood/PMS jangan datang dekat sangat :p

I love hanging round with HER friends. They seems way 'normal' than mine. HAHA.

Its February already. February is nightmare. Its is the month where Sarah will be back to Syndey. and Most of my left-over Melawatians will be flying off too. Inuzaila, Aliah. and not forgetting, Ahmad Muzzammil. Have fun in OZ people :)

Okay enough for now. xXx

" Dont keep too much distance from your love ones, or else they'll learn how to live WITHOUT you"

P.s : Sarah, kalau aku hantar kau gi KLIA. I'll promise not to cry again. Being left twice, wont be that hard as the first. Take care sayangg xP