weak.really

a lot of thinking had been done.won't stop tho.its all for MY future.the door of opportunity has yet to be closed.will cntinue to do wtv it takes to get pass thru it.however,i would wish for strength and 'keredhaan diri'.if ever,i ended up right behind the door;not passing thru it.

Allah..its you who planned this all for me.give me strength.i am weak.really.

people who is scared of the reality.

pays attention more.

i am scared

=(

saturday.

WE WILL HUNT FOR you. WAIT FOR IT :p

keep quiet. exam mode.

talk to me in ENGLISH
coz im having ielts speaking trials.
on Thursday

count together with me
coz im having MATH test.
on the same day.

im using half capacity of my brain
coz im having BIOLOGY test
seriously on thursday also.

and im envy with sarah at the same time
coz she is having her HOLIDAY.

+_+

have fun babe. i'll be back on friday. switching the holiday mode okay.
:)

p.s: opposite charges attract
:)

emosi pack

kepada kawan aku;
*harap kau membca*
all of us saw wut had happened
but
its only u who noe how it felt
n mayb its smehow awkward nw?
tabah eh :)

comel,
aku mahu jumpa kau

melawati, apa khabar?

so.
im stil awake now
at this time.very seldomly,i get to stay dis late.
ouh wel.dere's no particular test tomrow.
im juz exploring new stuffs in d net
:)
started to play.some fb games
typing maniac and crazy taxi.
but i perform better 4 typing maniac.crazy taxi sush r! urghh.hate those taxis..
im controlling myself tho.not wanting to b addicted
life wil b difficult if im in dat condition ryte
:)
so,yea.chem test is up afta dis.in 2weeks time.
nxt week.
wuld b d handing-in assignmnts.
ouh PQA test also.
my hurricane presentation.
ouhhh.bout d uniS.motivated now.
dere r still more callings ryte.
so,sarah hani shud better buck up 4 finals.
n get over those 1st calling interviews
:)
ayte better get goinn now.

new stalkers;
welcome.
;)

kalau hari ini 24jun.esok?

went to sunway yesterdy
watched d last houz of d leaf..woops...left.
haha.
dis arises wen some mamat behind us in d line
pronounced left as leaf.
*laughing out loud*
;p
v had to get reach a 18+movie anytime b4 tomrow comes..
v juz wanted to feel d illegal-ness.
haha=)
v had planned to go, d last sat.
but things didnt go as well as i planned.

xxxxxx

dat movie.made me regretted to choose 18+movie.cz its so full of violence.most of d scenes.i cant barely see.im so underage.haha:D

xxxxx

ok.realy hope dis blog is read by a *adding some cursing words as adjectives* lady.she is really not making me happy right now.if ever,i culd giv her a slap.or a punch in a face :]
.
tonyte,me+zubet. n hoping other rakan2 wuld join in d force 2 become super musicians.haha!

*rejab is here :)

supersum.yeah!

woke up.8+am got ready.planned to hav 'flooding' roti canai at mydin.haha..bt kina&wany were afraid if v wuld get lost along d wayy.n nt make it 4 d cmpetition.n i was like..hm..food..byebye :)
so,end up in UM.4 d olympiad tinggy.dun eva judge me as a..hurmph..nerd.geek? oh never..i went juz 4 d sake 2 make up a group of 4 ;D it was raining very heavily in d morn.saw many STUDENTs in school UNIFORMS..felt out of place..went into d hall.saw taylor's ppl placed at a section.went pass ppl.to get there.eyes were on us.more on me.haha.*addition*.sat.i tot d competition wuld b somekind serious.bt na'ah..ppl were smiling away.ok mayb d 1st 30mins,serious..reading..afta dat.lookng around.as 4 me..i kept looking to d main door.juz wish i culd pass d door b4 d tyme ends..so,yea.was 'provoking' kina n wany.to get out..earlier than 12.3pm..kina got out at 11.3am..wany didnt want 2 give up.i like dat attitude.haha.bt i juz cant bare it any longer.better get out 4rm d hall earlier than wasting my time in dere.doin nuthing.drew sme characters on d sheet of ppr dey gave..heh.so,i raised my hands..12pm it is.sent in my ppr.without any hope in it ;) n off...out d main door ;p

4 me;
to win d olympiad is like to able to count d droplets of rain
haha =D

*i figured it out in kina's car.wen kina n wany was discussing some wtv formula.;p i stared into d windscreen n i tot if dis quote.=)*

ok.mayb im juz a plain loser.bt at least,in my whole life.i had once entered olympiad.have u? haha.if yes,u r a loser too :P if no,u dun lose much ;)

baca

wtv.
dats 4rm me to u.
i hav such a hectic lifestyle wheneva im in classes.
now,im spending my last days of my wonderful holiday.
dun come n bug me wif small,lil,annoying things.
i'll go.fine.close case.
mp3,books.
i'll go,smile.as i do smile for the world :)
my reason 4 not wanting 2 go.seems so not valid 4 u.
so,fine.keep on assuming.
ur assumptions. however, are not valid 4 me tho.
sorry :)
n yea,SAM myte not b as tough as a medicine course.
bt babe.SAM is not alvl style.
so,at my age.if it was u wif ur alvls.
im sure.u hav lots of tyme.to juz hav fun during weeknds.un less it was d exam weeks
howeva, im nt sorry 4 SAM.
but yea,its my holidays.a break 4 juz two weeks.
so,dun eva ruin it.cz it ain't making me happy.
thank you :)

*i love people around me.it includes u.bt plz..i dun bug u during ur hols.so, do d same 4 me :)*
family has its own league in my life. remember that ;)

my tear duct wont stop,huh?:)

monday it is
woke up
look through my hp
..nothing..
hit d snooze button
slept 4 another 10 mins..

re-sat my isat tday
was partially calm
hpefully my IQ dis morn
worked
n get better results :)
..hopefully..

life has changed tho
slowly re-building my path of life
which someone took it awayy.
bt i suppose
dats juz how u do things to get what u want rytee..
...?
ouh wel
'thankyou'
hopefully,
one day
you know how it feels
to lose some1 you care 4 3yrs
:]

n to kau
jaga diri
i'll try to keep myself updted
:)