Pandai vs Tak pandai.

intan.nur.hadilah


I believe some of us would personally assumed that at this age our intelligence is actually being fixed at certain level. Sometimes we would think that people who are at the top are because of their gifted natural intelligence.  "Lucky you." 


Or

Perhaps some of us grew up in an environment which we are constantly being compared with the other siblings/ cousins/ or family friends for their excellent achievement. And we felt so down that we eventually starting to believe that we are just not good enough. 

" Dah tak pandai, nak buat macam mana. Study banyak-banyak pun sama je. Redha."

" Kau boleh lah. Kau pandai."

Ohh well either one, I think I've been there. BUT,

You know? 

So people, its not that you are just plain stupid or will never be as genius as (who ever it is).

We just varies from different occasion, in different domains and judged by different criteria. 

Heads up. Bak kata makcik dulu dulu, 

Nak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih. 

KEEP CALM 

AND 

DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE YOURSELF

:)

p.s: So, what say you, aku ada ciri-ciri pakar motivasi tak? ha ha.

Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedasnya, NOT.

intan12345

Masuk hari ni dah enam hari aku tak on Facebook. Hebat kan?
So macam whatever happened there is out of my reach. And the real things is aku memang malas nak tahu.
Especially time semester break. Rasa macam biar lah aku dengan life aku, and mereka dengan life mereka. haha :/

Tapi mungkin juga sebab lately, ada satu habit yang aku rasa menyampah sangat di alam maya tersebut. Strong word. Yes.

Saya tak boleh terima manusia yang nak berdrama di status Facebook anda. Drama kat sini, aku refer to private life drama. Yang macam TAK PERLU.

Dan ini adalah solely point of view aku. Bold di situ. Harap maklum.

Let me explain one basic example here;

Acceptable emo status in general :

Terkilan betul dengan kakak kaunter pos office tadi. Tak mesra lansung!

Unacceptable emo status:

Aku bukan apa. Aku just harap kau terima je idea aku tu. Tapi macam ni kan kau buat aku. Demi persahabatan kita.

Okay mungkin contoh status Fb tu terlebih dramatik.

BUT point aku is, unacceptable dramatic-emo status yang melibat kan SPECIFIC person yang kau tak puas hati, seriously hantar je lah Inbox. Lebih manis. Tak perlu lah nak update status and bujet orang yang kau refer tu, akan baca and eventually terasa. How old are you? 7 is it?

Kalau terasa je takpe. Tapi kalau macam terbawa-bawa fikir dah jadi antara benda yang paling annoying, OVERTHINKING. Haihh.

Sorry lah kalau kalau niat anda suci lagi murni, sebagai manuasia biasa aku just rasa ada cara lagi better untuk meng-express kan niat itu :)

" But there's a side to you

That I never knew, never knew

All the things you'd say

They were never true, never true,

And all the games you play

You would always win, always win."

- Set fire to the rain

rotation bersama pakar bius

so, this is a report from a 3rd year medical student in UWS :) i have completed 2 weeks of awesome-ness anesthetics rotation.alhamdulillah..a few hiccups here and there.but overall,i like it so much! most anesthetist sgt baik hati nk mengajar, n bagi chances for me to cannulate,draw up drugs,administer drugs..seronok!

the nurses pun baik2 juga.(no offense tho, me dislikey male nurses. deyrng mcm x lembut sgt dlm urusan2 kerja..n mcm susah nk get along with.) but yea...two weeks in anesthetics, enough utk build rapport with the staffs in the operating theaters. it feels good when ppl kenal siapa "sarah"..and tanya khabar when we walk pass them.it makes me feel at least welcomed into their own blue scrubs community there..

kerja as a med student in anesthetics rotation mmg mcm kuli org je..but that is fun for me..aku x perlu byk brckp.tgk mcm mana org buat,pick up laju,n then kita buat benda sama..so,it was awesome.but sometimes ada gak rsa mcm aku ni bukan med student..but a nursing student =='

i am also very impressed with the budaya mengucapkan "terima kasih" dalam OT. tolong sikit pun,org ckp thank you.seronok tau. with this, i want to thank those anesthetists (yg aku suka je :D) & the nurses yg menerima aku for this past two weeks :')

as an anesthetic med student, aku dpt msuk byk OT yg menarik. mcm O&G,eye surgery,endoscopy. msuk OT yg ada c-sec; most of d times create tears in me.haha. emosi habis,tgk2 new human being wujud in d OT ;) and today,17th feb2011, i was given d chance to cut the umbilical cord of a newborn! it makes me feel like i have "A" virtual connection to that baby.haha.

thank you anesthetics rotation,you made me talk and interact more with the patients.

.me in the lead apron and eye wear laser protection .

alright, ED please treat me well. :)

Moving on different track and we can't slow down.

 ♫ ♪ Graduation ( Friends Forever)  ♪♫   

when we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?

 Ohh well, I hope so :)

Another good friend from our circle is flying away to Melbourne on this 9th February.
And when i thought the phase of me saying goodbye to my dearest friends who are flying abroad is over, here comes Muhaimin ( Min) telling us the good news. He flying off to Melbourne to finish up his Degree for another 2 years. Yeay for him :)

So thats make only Huari and me left in Malaysia for now.

Min seorang yang kalau bercerita amat lah susah nak berhenti. Lagi lagi kalau cerita pasal stuff yang dia suka.
Honestly he talks A LOT, and you can actually start a conversation with any general things with him.
Maybe a mild,kind version of Sheldon Cooper i can say :p
Ahhhhh. Im gonna miss him in our future meets. Seriously.

Trademark Min yang sangat prominent,

Bila reply tweets kteorg ke, mesti dia insert LOL.
Lepas ni kalau ada birthday, siapa nak tulis ' BSURSICUB4' on the kad.  Satu lagi trademark Min bila wish birthday kteorang :D

He's not coming back for long holidays within those 2 years.
And i just realized that, for all of us to gather around at the same times, will be more difficult soon.
With  Sarah and Min in Aust, Nadia, Yazmir and Sue in India and finally Azri in UK, only He knows when.

cc: Sarah Hani.

 Lagi susah lah kau nak plan date tunang dengan kahwin kan? :/

haha :D

Okay Muhaimin Yusman, if you're reading this, ' Be as you are as i see you before.'
Kalau nak bawa balik wife orang sana, please inform awal-awal.
Kalau nak bawa balik boy friend mat salled pun, kena inform juga.

Tapi regardless what, bawa lah balik segulung ijazah Kejuruteraan untuk kebanggaan ibu tersayang ♥


P.s :Ohh lupa, solat jangan tinggal ye.


Pp.s: Hah okay,baru lah lengkap blogpost ni :P

First episode of 2012.

intan12345.

Here i am writing a post after so FREAKING LONG. Seriously rasa macam forever dah.

Bloggie from the bottom of my heart, i miss writing something here :)
Actually banyak sangat benda nak 'express' kan. Sangattttt -.-

I dont want to miss any significant episodes of my life.
i hold it close to me.

how i wish i have an audio diary, you know those stuff where i just need to tell my story verbally without even typing or actually holding a pen. Wujud tak? .___.

16th January was one of the kind day. Hari dapat result EOS 3.

Nervous dia takpayah cerita lah. The thing is if you pass sem 3, you'll enter sem 4 and straight to sem 5. 

Alhamdulillah. I passed :)

Aku tahu aku pernah aim nak dapat a better grade that what i used to have for last EOS.

Tapi word " Congratulations." tu pun dah membawa kesyukuran yang tak terkata. 

" From a student who barely passed to student who passed." 

" Pass is excellence." 

Antara status facebook batchmate aku yang aku rasa awesome and deserved a high-five :D

But thats doesnt means that im letting go of what i used to aim. InsyaAllah kita carry forward aim itu utk semester depan depan :)

And not forgetting of those who have to resit this February especially You.

I will never stop praying for you. Don't ever try to dismiss yurself :)

January is the month where Sarah Hani will be in Melawati. Ohh yeay :D

And this will be the time where we lepak with some of our dearest friends.

Session with Sabri was a.... shocking one we can say. 

Sabri dah lain. He even wears a V-neck tee now. OMG. haha. Okay  itu bukan persoalan utama sebenarnya -.-

What we can say that, its feels great to have a 'normal' point of view,out of our standard circle of community. At least bukan semua student yang sibuk nak kahwin awal jeeeeeeee. HAHA.
It feels like i am finally gasping for oxygen on the surface of the sea after being drown for so long. Get what i meant? :p No? Yes?

Oh well don't get me wrong, its not wrong to have those ideology of early marriage. But im simply saying that, being a medical student, we are always being exposed with such things bla bla bla. (that will be in another blog post :p )

One of the memorable day in Jan would be, ice skating with Sarah, Lokman, Ariff and another two friends Alan and Hariz. Ariff dah pro, ice hockey player lah kannnnnnn. Bunyi macam hot kannn. kannnnn?
Hurmmm... sikit lahhh. nasib baik kau sama umur dengan adik aku. HAHA. Okay intan -.-

So yeah aim of the day; Fail. Nak belajar mcm mana nak stop time tengah skate tu. Ariff ajar 2/3 skills lah jugak. Tapi aku mcm takut nak try. Rasa nya ni macam dah kali ketiga aim ni fail time skating -.-


Time kteorang main bowling, aku dengan sarah conclude,

Bila kahwin nanti, kita kena ada satu favourite sport/hobbies as a couple.

Ni semua sebab pakcik dengan makcik yang main bowling sebelah lane kteorg hari tu. They look sweet enough. So yeahh. Cari lah satu eh kawan-kawan. haha.

Alright. till then.

Ted Mosby.

Was going to sleep and browsed through the camera roll in my phone and realised the ratio picture of Azri and me is the highest, excluding the picture of my sis camwhoring -.-

I feel so blessed to have my own Ted Mosby.
He's the all-time favourite.



" Cheering you up is my job."- Ted Mosby.


One day you'll find your yellow umbrella and till then, lets just enjoy the freaking show :D


p.s : Da bosan studyyyyyyyyyy. ha ha ha ha. T.T

And when you think life is hard, tell me about it.

Had a pretty, i can say rough week. Went for a hospital visit for 3days in Hospital Orang Asli Gombak.
To be honest, the hospital visit was fine and i had a very wonderful experience meeting a different kind of people from our daily community :)




The rough part was,
You see i really wanted to write this down some where, so that 5 or 10 years from now, i can read it back and perhaps laugh at it or something.

Living a life as a medical student is hard. Every semester is a BIG struggle. And there will be times where i feel so damn tired, just so tired of it. But,people reminds me that there is nothing easy in being 'something' in life. True, siapa kata jadi engineer or architect senang? Or even any job you can recall in life.

I doubt myself,
Am i fit for this?

Right now,i really dont have those confident in actually passing my exam. Being terrified,and lost. Tapi cakap itu satu doa,so i'll just pass the ugliest part of my thought here :|

Negative people gives out negative aura. You never know how much your actions can affect other's people emotions or what so ever. So control your 'negativity' right.

But looking on the other sides,
people have the right to do and say what they want. You just have to know when and whats NOT to get affected by it.

Feel like giving up? Remember whats make you hold on for so long at the first place.

" Redha itu ikhlas. Pasrah itu menyerah."


•intan nur hadilah•