2010-1st raya eid'ul fitri

SALAM EID MUBARAK

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

from: sarah hani,UniWesternSydney

it is a brand new experience.i am adapting.fast. :)

too much to take in

how do you define surprises in life.why do people like surprises.what surprises are acceptable.when do you plan surprises.when/where do you receive surprises.how people accept surprises.how do people react.

i dislike surprises.somehow i don't understand why there are such people who love receiving them.

life goes on from here.thank you for your time.i appreciated it.but i've been such a loser before,during,after your stay.EVERY single time.i was the one to urge the whole talk.but at the end,i was shaking..nervous..hpefully,you understand.we end it here.thank you :)

you have always been my emotion-punching bag.THANK YOU.sincerely from my heart.

intan nur hadilah,imissyousomuch babe :] take care :)

Super Something

Due the distance bound, the time time gap.

We might not be able to updating everything like we used to.

As time goes by, the missed call, FB inbox, Skype call got less frequent.

But Its Okay. You'll always be my Sarah Hani.

Thats a fact that will never change.

Cause you are not just a phase in me.

:)

You see

I was nothing more

than a girl who wished

for something different

watchin her dreams

from a distance

You see

when you came in

it’s a different game

You believe in me so much

You turn me from nothing to a girl

who’s super-something

(chorus)

You’ll see

I’m better

I’m faster

Stronger

I’m happier

when you by my side

ku lalui semua dengan senyuman di wajahku

You’ll see

I’m better

I’m faster

Stronger

I’m happier

when you by my side

(ku tempuhi semua kerana engkau di sisi ku)

The truth is

I was never more than this

Something kept me from reaching out

for something

but my heart is wanting

what it’s looking for

then you came

you turn me upside down

I’m no longer afraid

of chasing

possibilities

I’ll be the last one standing

Yuna- Super Something.

Babe, I Love You Always. Missing you :)

CALENDER marked!

its tomorrow.i know.i never forget.

May Allah be with us

SEMOGA BERJAYA

GOODLUCK

so,was browsing through my picture folder.to edit n make a collage of our pics..bt apparently.picnik n this uws internet barrier has some un-solved conflicts..so,i cant edit n make them look nice :) so,among hundreds *there might be thousands tho* of our pics..i chose the very last pic of us last hmmm 3+months ago :) missing you weii =]

so,for your finals ni..i didn't send back any goodluck card or charm..or even hiring someone to put up a goodluck banner dekat akasia tu....but i suppose the goodluck aura has reached u..since the day ko duduk trials :) i know your difficulties *maybe not all* sejak ko masuk intec..n aku hope..utk finals ni..ko dh dpt cover balik smua tu..gain confidence..keep the exam momentum all the way till 29jun2010 :)

aku tahu kau boleh buat.aku mahu kau buat sehabis baik.all the best,intan nur hadilah :)

kisah padang pasir

haha.it has been so long since sarah hani post smething..n yupp.for sure,sarah hani and intan nur hadilah tidak gaduh..haha.*ada ke smpai org igt cmtu* :D nway..thnx intan..for d last post.commission bahagi dua eh,babe? :P

believe it or not..b4 i type off dis post..aku sbnrnya dh buat a list..nk ckp apa.haha.extremely busy huh,sarah hani? haha..not bcz of dat..just smetymes..SERIOUSLY..kalau dh plan sgt pun nk blog..mesti mcm x ter-blog..nway..move on to my actual post :)

life updates dulu yea:

weather sini makin sejuk.sarah hani x tahan sejuk.so,mkn perlu byk.lalu sarah hani tambah berat bdn.kata org,i look okay je..bt yea..self-concious..buat aku jog every eve.ok not jog.run.serious..cz mghrib msuk by 5.20pm..so,if kuar by 5pm..pusing route lari tu..b4 5.20pm..mmg smpat smpai rumah r..helma jadi buddy lari now..dia sorng je..yg mcm xmlas nk kuar umah ptg2..yg lain..smua nk rehat..lg2 aftr clas ptg kn :) oh sarah hani juga dh pndai makan choc.byk2 choc..kalau sapa kenal aku..choc,icecrm,cake..ada bnda2 yg aku x telan sgt kat mas..mcm x enak..bt yea.dtg sini..bnda2 tu..mcm selalu on promotion.serious mcm selalu..so,chocs r jd snack :) oh b4 dis juga..mcm catu duit r..cz d fact is..sarah hani x cukup duit ;D bt catuan itu akn berakhir soon :)) *duit x bank in lagi..bt sarah hani dh start buat list apa brg2 yg nk beli.haha*

so,updates on study:

zZZzzz..boring.*dull-ness effects* apa korng nk tau pasal medic study? okay..setakat ni.xde r smpai mcm org slalu ckp..yg xde life..angkat buku2 berat..xde r..cz sarah hani.buku2 smua dlm bilik.jrg g lib pun..n if xde life tu..hm,mcm x benar kot..cz smlm bru 11budak medic..pergi tgk movie d pekan kami.haha..bt yg best nya.kteorg byr *dlm cnversion x3* rm180 in total nk tgk cter date night.haha.mcm budus..oleh itu,sapa nk dtg lawat aku here..be prepared...'for not to convert d currency'..nnt air kosong pun korng x nk minum.haha.i maybe have move on that phase of conversion..bt smetimes..saja je nk cnvert..buar rasa sikit duit tu mngalir keluar.haha..

holidays?:

okayy..setakat 18feb2010..dh ada 2 cuti pjg here..satu yg easter break..satu lg mid sem break *currently*.easter break..was pretty boring tho.cz kteorg ni hdup on campus kan..so,mcm rasa asrama r..kalau cuti semggu,bt x balik rumah..mcm budus je tgk campus ksong.heh.bunyi burung berkicauan pun dh kira sgt indah time tu *okayy.exxagerate.heh* nway, time easter break.bdk laki..g road trip dgn brothers.so,itu antara punca kami be5, the girls, xtau nk buat apa..syukur gak..ecah,nadiah,akmal came down ke uws..dr adelaide,unsw,newie respectively..utk gembirakn kteorg :D so,v had picnic! bake cakes,masak pancakes,buat roti sardin..pergi lake tepi med building..mkn2..catch up dgn life *more to current gossips r* hah.ohh.i brought along a frisbee..dpt free aritu..so,igt nk main r..ala2 western style konon..lepas picnic..main frisbee..konon.haha..bt end up...BALING SELIPAR..gak yg plg best :D lompat2 sini sana..oh seronok..pastu a day b4 picnic..kteorg yg be5 yg tggl kat uws ni..g factory outlet kat homebush..oh.*satu lagi life update: sarah hani pantang tgk brg2 on sale kat sini..cz sarah hani apprecites mark down prices now.haha.ini juga boleh jadi punca sarah hani cepat habis duit =='* okayy.so time d DFO tu..5 of us mcm berpecah.serioous..i felt adrenaline rush in my self..mcm excted n jakun maybe? dkat tmpt tu.mcm byk bnda murh.byk kedai2 famous..google r sendiri eh..if nk tau apa sarah hani rasa berada di direct factory outlet,homebush :)

okayy.mid sem break pula..almost 5days trip ini..xleh nk di cver dlm a blog post r..nk di-updatekn details kat intan pun..x smpai half lg..byk terjdi..basicly,v went to newcastle..lawat rkn2 kami yg ada d sana..almost 10tylorians gak d sana..attraction dere would be: sandboarding kat sand dune, laut dia lawa okayyy..huuu,d uni it self :) so,v did all that dkat newie..lumix *camera tajaan utk record hidup sarah hani d negara org* mcm sakit time pergi sand dune :( so,now..tgh tggu warranty di bwa dr mas :) aftr 3nights d newie..v headed back to sydney.naik train je..4jam.haha.at d city..jmpa nadiah pula..round unsw.n makan mknn yg bagi sarah hani superb sedap.bau pun sedap.pehh.mkn nasi n lauk..indon style.tp serious sedap.nama kedai: pondok buyong.harga: berpatutan.haha!:D so,lpas dh mkn tu..jln g unsw..round uni campus..wow..unsw hebat wei..serious.kalau seseorg itu dpt pergi unsw.jgn r tolak :) personally,*utk seorg bdk medic..yg pernh apply utk msuk.bt kena reject ikut projected marks je..haha.* mmg hebat r uni tu..top-class if belajar medic there.mgkn utk bdk course lain..sng sikit kot nk msuk unsw..i dont know :) aftr dah pusing unsw..kteorg ni..mcm xnk balik uws lg..so,igt nk lepak city lg r.minum coffee ke..haha..psuing2 cri cafe..mcm xde pulak..so,crash 7-11 je..beli air,junks..pergi r kat park..main 1word each..if kalah.kena true/dare..haha:D den b4 beredar pulang uws.kami dh siap plan utk winter break pula :D

*n sapa2 yg nk tau dgn lebih lnjut..tonton r pictures yg d post d fb sarah hani eh..n if ur not my fren in fb..add r..n i'll approve.sooner or later.haha.*

eh asal..holiday post lagi pjg den study updates..oh well..stdrd r kan :D

kepada INTAN NUR HADILAH,NURUL NADIA, MOHAMAD AZRI:

semoga berjaya korng.dgn finals yg akan datang.im sure.korng dh prepared..tggu nk tgk paper exam je.haha.nway,all d best again.never stop trying till d examiner says "stop" :)

ber- usaha-lah anda semua..semoga Allah membalas usaha anda dgn kejayaan yg setimpal :)

budak western sydney signing off

n

short and sweet.kot.haha

heyy.a night of stay up.i shud say..i've orientation classes tmrow..PBL-meet n greet..i've seen my PBL groupmates..d list.hm..for now..yg sedapkn hati..ats kehadiran seseorg yg sgt baik dlm my group..dh r PBL ni mcm core silibus here.i shud biasa2kn diri r 4rm now.huu..dh r language..mcm barrier uh..cz xde topic nk ckp dgn mat/minah salleh ni..except "hello.how r u.r u living on res?,how old r u?,freshly graduated 4rm high school?" tu je r..stereotype Qs..kdg2 smpai dh buntu nk tnya apa..ulang blik Qs tu..buat2 lupa.haha.budus gila ;D mknn sini semakin hari semakin x best..kiteorg pun semakin hari,semakin malas..tu yg akibatnya.telan maggi je ;D n yea..kdg2 kalau dpt call dr skype malaysia.sgt meng-uja-kn diri ini.sebgai seorg perantau kn..haha :P bt overall,im stil doing good here.dh msuk autumn now..msih berbungkus dgn selimut sejak smpai sini. :) sarah hani x tahan r ;) ouh yea..currently,xleh on9 thru lappy 4rm bilik.xde cnnection wi5 lg..nges gila uh..so,short updates eh :)

a shout out to. INTAN NUR HADILAH;my one-and-only piggy twinny.haha.

wei.semoga berjaya dgn trials kau :)

igt apa aku ckp..

score to gain confidence yaww :D

tick tock tick tock

muka excited sarah hani and intan nur hadilah

the clock is ticking. fast. time wait for no man.
gasping for air. damn, its less than a month to A-LEVEL trial.
and so far? not good ENOUGH. just not good enough intan.
and i miss blogging.

sarah hani, sorry lah if aku pressure kau that day sampai kau tak ter-update :p

and broadband buat pasal dah.

you have reached your maximum bandwidth. to continue surfing, please topup your quota volume. $%^&*(&%$#.

MEREPEK lahh weh. sejak bila plak. tak nak lah cakap banyak. nanti kena saman.
so i'll be off for the mean time. take care dunia maya. sobsob :'(

24th jan: zorbing was fun ;)

thanks to Bistro for the wifi.
yes,im desperate.
HAHA.

sarah berkhidmat utk negara :)

and mean while, im here, currently doing nothing to make the world a better place. malas.



GOODNIGHT SARAH HANI.
out. tidur.

mata kuyu

via iloveblog.

*cukup sekadar post ini utk menyuratkan apa yg tersirat di hati :)

current fav: piano playing for various songs

even if the sky is falling down.

studyweek sudah bermula.
sarah hani, i'll be here. every time dah hbis paper, msg me okay ?
:)

a friend in need is a friend indeed.

SARAH! oleh sebab aku memahami ke-busy-an kau. so aku update kn lah :p
nuthing much. im busy as well.
browsing tru my picture folders.
interesting moments. sarah hani.
byk gler folder pic under 'the bff'.
OK, next!
:)

and one of it;
PENANG.
makcik jeruk.
pillow fight.
intan-aiman ice breaking.
telur ayam.
taking lots of pictures in the hotel room.
the traffic jam.
abang-abang jakun.
gurney drive.

re-cap jap weh.
BEST GLER KAN :D


you're my half sister. half me.
xoxo

fuel up

so.i am blogging again.a quick post.
hm,finals is so near.
today its 1st oct.2nd nov is my 1st ppr
im juz a panic button.as usual..
but many ocassions do irritate me.n evrytim dat happens.
i juz feel like being isolated 4rm the human population.
hee =)
hm,d stress n tension is building up 4 evryone.
n as 4 me.its worst.i've plans.n i hav to perform for finals.
n hopefully my plan goes well.
praying hard.really hard =)
n lecturers,thank you.for keeping some faith in me
:)

n oh! if i say its a personal stuff.
please dont get near it eh?
thanx :)

along,study hard there!

intan,lepas final aku.kita g jalan2 tau.smpai putus kaki pun xpe.haha ;D

dirty little secret

one night the Moon said to me,
"if Love make you cry, why dont you just leave her?"
i looked back at the Moon and said,
" Moon, would you ever leave your sky?"






i think i just 'lost' you, but wanted you to know that i never did leave you.
please stay.

to:AZRI

selamat hari jadi yang ke sembilanbelas kepada rakan baik kami:
mohd azri jasni

may you have a blast 19th birthday at kyuem :D
apa lagi nak wish? you know best ah weh.
:)



titbits!

know your enemy

this pace is too fast.
or its me who hold back.
but people seems okay with it.
maybe its me after all.

i felt so bad when i missed my homeworks.
accidentally left my notes.
yes, its always me.
but it never on purpose.
damn procrastination.

ahh, i dislike seeing her everyday.
im sorry if you are reading this.
but yes, i do.

kamu.
dah nak fly ke poland and india.
terasa sayu and pilu.
ingat pesan aku.
no, bukan pesan yg belikan aku sari,rempah ratus or tiket ke Europe itu.
tapi, ingat sapa intan nur hadilah.
:)

articel: student doctors.
" despite the heavy workload, it seems that the more you learn, the more you realise what you still need to study"

huhh? tak phm. so, its a never-ending cycle?

hot.
im tired.
you know what i want is just, YOU.
lets end this battlefield.
i missyou.
iloveyou.

p.s : nak mkn McFlurry Oreo.

out.
12345.
xoxo.

dan lapan pagi.

checklist pertama: bangun pagi dan keluar jogging. (checked!)
:D

7.30am;
- nak bangun ke tak. BIG dilemma. okay,intan satu pagi ni jek.
AT LEAST,you'll back to intec next week knowing something on the checklist had been done.

8.00am:
-out from the house. jalan jam. its tuesday morning. what im expecting.
sighh.

8.30am:
-still somewhere far from titiwangsa. i know. saja jek nak gi jauh jauh. yes yes, if jogging kt melawati jek dah boleh dapat 10 round. ehh suka hati lah,tak nak jogging kt tempat ramai org familiar :P

8.50am:
-woot. im here! :D started 'walking'. ohh ada org shooting drama. 'is that emelda?' ohh yes,emelda. emelda jek pun. adlin aman ramli tak kelihatan. perjalanan di teruskan.
-met some very friendly malaysian otw: 'pagi cik adik', 'ehh jogging ke?'

9.45am:
- ahh based on the timer, i've been walking non-stop for 45 minutes :D ohh did i mention non-stop? :P
-SARAH.kenapa lah kau tak cuti :(

but i had four 'it-will-be-much-fun-to-have-you-too' pictures! :)





10am:
- bought green tea at 7e. and went home. had my lunch 30 minutes after that :D

p.s: second mission on the checklist is on its way. tunggu eh cik sarah.
ohh yeah,IMISSYOU babe.

rasa banyak rasa

okay.im back 2 post smething 4 d weeknd.
past week,i was nt dat busy.bt im juz nt realy in d mood to type much
so,yea.here i am
on a saturdy
in d web.im in tylors..ok....im nt back in mlwati dis weeknd
i hav dis event 4 juniors.so,im involved.
so,yea.highlights of my week.last 3 days.i had IA 4 ESL.
haha.d exam was so tough,end up becoming a funny one.cz its so ridiculous of us,scholar ppl,to...hurm.. :) haishh.v r still humans ok :] *sorry ms ting.no more after this :)
talking bout past week dramas too.haish..uniS r starting email-ing ppl who got their uni offers.so,it was kinda depressing to noe many stuffs.i didn't get a few uniS.leaving me wif hurm 5 more.bt wif d smallest probabilities dere r.haishh :(
dis thurs,is my newcastle interview.hopefully i culd learnt 4rm wut i did 4 my monash.n polish n get things btter 4 dis thurs..Ya Alllah,less nervous plleeassee :]
so,i'll be here in subang jaya.getting myself prepared 4 my upcming testss.support is much needed now ;)
mving on off dat..i heard.dis blog.has sme new stalkers.hee.thankyou,thank you.keep on stalking ok.hope v entertain u.in some ways ;)
so,yea.to intan nur hadilah.anything u do.im here ok :)

*i will always be open for many more individuals from everywhere but not replacing the stereotype i found*

dunt be cunning.but always be filial ;)

tribute to the video ;)

*beware of this long postt*

ouh wow. it has been so long since i posted a post bout my days.huu.im not dat busy 4 d last week.its juz dat, i dunt hav d urge to type alott ;)
last weeknd.i went to village.haha.my kampung.in perak :) my cousin got married.




















d whole last week.im so cranky with the juniors.dey r juz everywher.kacau je :[ taylors is so over-populated.many must die.*as noted by the evolution theory x)*
ther r tests coming up.bt im stil nt on my feet 4 them.i cant hold on tight to my stats yett.d IA for ESL is coming.dis wednsdyy..haishh.*usaha sarah hani.kalau nak naik kapal terbang*
ouh wany's birthday was last week too.had a blast dat nyte.v were laughing like mad.girls.heh.zaty n ziqah pressie was d best.it realy suit wany n her character ;D
my handphone is sick.yett to be admitted to d hospital.many had asked me to juz get a new phone.bt im stil wif my decision,4 now..no new hp.unless i fly.such a good girl.as good as gold ;]
ouhh! last week also,i had my sketch.SOUND OF THUNDER.my group had to take on d longest,most imaginative text..the props.huhh.it took us a week to prepare them.there's this prop..a metal path which is six inches above the ground.try to imagine that.but v end up laying newspaper on the simen floor to describe it ;) ou wel.v tried.heh.i was d officer in d sketch.i was nervous.the usual me.end up,i had to bring my script infront..haih ;)
not to forget.last week,ther was dis one day.when i got the chance to talk to you.to stand in d bus very near to you.seronok wei! :D n wen d nyte comes..went lepak-ing with fakha.kat mamak lvl1 je.he promised me a milo ais ;) lots of stuffs to catch up.
ouh last week juga.i potrayed a -budak belah tepi- look ;)

dari sudut pandangan budak pandai ;p

.12july2009.
birthday along todayy! happy twenty-one wei.aiman n i planned smething 4 u.bt didn't hav d guts to do it live.haha.nway.happy birthday again! come home.n i belanja u..hurm..ice cream at swensens la.bt v share ;p

*hold on...
u'll b back only during d fasting monthh!
yeay! ;)

and yea..what am i waiting for if d truth is laid in front of me already..mayb its juz d culture and d fear of acceptance? hm.dere's d tyme :)

conclusion: i feel grand as my day passes by.and i think.i was busy ;)

*told u so.it is a veryy long post*

16th may till 5th july.

hari ini tamat lah sudah cuti semester. yeayy!,said sarah hani.
:P

*smiley face*
this holiday seems so looong i dont know why.
im surely gonna MISS:

1. waking up around 10am-11am. went to opah's house. meet the kids. class mengaji. since im the oldest, so its always fun to watch the kids' behavior. rinduu tgk opah marah cucu dia. lawak gler :D

2. balik rumah tgk 'ewahh ewahh'.haha. lunch,bunyi van hntar adikk balik skola. nana balik skola. then, she'll spill all the school+boys hot stories.

3. onlinee all day long. survey all the blogshop. and become so addicted over it. and i'll miss the boredom. the feling of guilty, bio assignment tak siap lagi.
(:

4. mama menjerit,suruh jaga mia,aqil kat bwh. and yeahh, 2.30 wonderpet show (;

5. petang petang,keluar bwk mia jalan2. cycling.

6. 'fighting' over my fav tv show. TUES night: ugly betty. SUNDAY night: ghost. boleh dload, tp as sarah said, the feeling of watching it in front of tv.
:P

7.and yeah, sleeping off late. very very late.

8. waiting fr two of my favourite person to come home from casa and MMU evry friday evening (;

actually its not that im off to intec forever. but yeah,weekdays routine can never be the same. except Friday :D

dear home, dont miss me so much okayy. i'll be back next friday.
lots of love,
kakak.

*and yeah dear akasia, be nice to me.
(: