For a girl who dream to live in a life no one knows.

Dari hari ke hari, niat untuk menulis disemat dalam hati. Banyak je benda nak update.

Tapi dari hari ke hari lah juga, malas itu ada. Tapi malam ni, kene juga tulis post.

Because i have this imaginary thing that i hold on too, one day in the future i want my daughter to know, so this is mummy when she's 19 when she read this blog. HAHA :D

I tend to forgot things easily and i want her to know my memories. OK intan.

so starting with FRIDAY,20th MAY.

Been involving in the planning of a homestay by Malay Cultural Society in IMU.

It was up and down fr the past month. and finally its the day. Nervous kot, takut it didnt turned out well. THANK YOU PD, SABIQ JALAL. You're the coolest. Like a boss :D

Personally, for my own experience, I LOVE IT and im gonna miss it badly.
Biasalah, saya tiada kampung. Tak pernah nak merasa benda benda cmni. Sobs ;(
There were few things that i never ever do and never even imagine do it, and I DID IT here :D

+ Mencanting batik, aku punya lah yang paling tak berseni. tulis IMU je.

+ Rubber tapping, seriusly seronok dapat try. Selalu tgk dalam tv je kan.

+ Berjalan jalan di sawah, and cam whoring yang tak menjadi :D
+ Pegang belut, and applying the 'lendir' on the face sebab abg tu kata bagus utk muka -.-.
+ And tangkap ikan keli dalam lumpur. Lumpur yang thick grey okayy.

(sarah kau kene try ni! :P)

And the most touching moment is actually staying in a kampung house, ada parents 'angkat'.
Serius, moment pertama masuk rumah tu rasa mcm OMG aku dalam drama melayu ke.

Rumah yang aku dapat 70% kayu, and everything seems so classic. And bonda aku sangat lah baik and sweet. Awww. it feel like having a grandma taking care over you which i never get to feel that. hurmm :)

Walaupun ada one unexpected accident, jeti sungai time river cruise ROBOH and most of the girls including me, fell into the river. Iphone masuk air okayyy. Cuak gila. takleh on. Jemur dalam bus, Alhamdulillah boleh on :D

Kampung Parit Penghulu, Melaka.

20th-22ng May 2011

Thank You for all the precious moments, the 'first-time' moment that even money cant buy.

For bonda and ayahanda, only God knows how much I appreciate your hospitality even its just 3 short days.

thank you :)

oh beban,Allah Maha Besar

wow.dah lama aku x post something.

so,today..aku nak post r.no one to talk to..i need to be in my comfort zone.

hmm...aku bgun pagi,rasa seronok.nak belajar *exam sgt dekat dh :(*,nk mula kehidupan baru..bt tgh2 dlm blik..aku terdgr satu suara..ckp "...." pastu aku terexcited jap..xtau lak apa yg aku dgr tu..akn buat aku sedih,marah,ralat..which is really bad for me time before exam ni.....i need my mind to focus...i need meditation..i want to share with people..but it wont help,because smua yg aku dh buat tu,irreversible...kata2 org,hnya akn buat aku menyesali perbuatan aku lgi..aku kena telan je r..aku try cri points yg boleh sedapkan hati aku..... nk cri points,buat mind aku x focus..aku rsa nk baling je lappy aku ni..aaaa :( sedihnya...hmm,points mudah to get over current misery :

"dear sarah hani,kalau ko x focus n score utk exam ni..u'll be home d whole nxt sem,sbb dh fail all pprs,n come back nxt yr,to REPEAT....so,you better watch out"

oh beban,Allah Maha Besar.oh Allah,kau tenangkan hati dan minda aku ini.

Don't Forget.

Dear SH,

Yes we had fight, distance and perhaps some misunderstanding.
Whatever on the top needs to go down for a while in life. simply to learn the needs of appreciation.

You are a gift to me, the one i treasure.

Things might change, well thats basically life is. But please note,

I'll always miss you.

" My love for you is like the wind, You cant see it, but can always feel it."

" Promise me you'll be here? Always. even when im hundred."

" How old shall i be then?"

" Ninety-nine"

" I promise."

Lots of love,

INH.

2:286

Before i start my busy day with studying, just wanna share something heart-warming i found this morning :)

Some may knows this very well.

" On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear. for it is (the benefit) what it has earned and upon it (the evil of) what it has wrought : Our Lord! Do not punish us if we forget or make a mistake; Our Lord! Do not lay on us a burden as Thou didst lay on those before us, Our Lord do not impose upon us that which we have not the strength to bear, and pardon us and grant us protection and have mercy on us, Thou art our Patron, so help us against the unbelieving people."

Surah Al-Baqarah ( The Cow) 2-286.

2weeks more.

STUDY WEEKS till 16th May has officially begin.

and yet im still addicted to wasting time.

study Intan. STUDYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Truly from,

Dr.Moo on your study table.