Wednesday, 14 December 2011

Ted Mosby.

Was going to sleep and browsed through the camera roll in my phone and realised the ratio picture of Azri and me is the highest, excluding the picture of my sis camwhoring -.-

I feel so blessed to have my own Ted Mosby.
He's the all-time favourite.

" Cheering you up is my job."- Ted Mosby.

One day you'll find your yellow umbrella and till then, lets just enjoy the freaking show :D

p.s : Da bosan studyyyyyyyyyy. ha ha ha ha. T.T

Friday, 9 December 2011

And when you think life is hard, tell me about it.

Had a pretty, i can say rough week. Went for a hospital visit for 3days in Hospital Orang Asli Gombak.
To be honest, the hospital visit was fine and i had a very wonderful experience meeting a different kind of people from our daily community :)

The rough part was,
You see i really wanted to write this down some where, so that 5 or 10 years from now, i can read it back and perhaps laugh at it or something.

Living a life as a medical student is hard. Every semester is a BIG struggle. And there will be times where i feel so damn tired, just so tired of it. But,people reminds me that there is nothing easy in being 'something' in life. True, siapa kata jadi engineer or architect senang? Or even any job you can recall in life.

I doubt myself,
Am i fit for this?

Right now,i really dont have those confident in actually passing my exam. Being terrified,and lost. Tapi cakap itu satu doa,so i'll just pass the ugliest part of my thought here :|

Negative people gives out negative aura. You never know how much your actions can affect other's people emotions or what so ever. So control your 'negativity' right.

But looking on the other sides,
people have the right to do and say what they want. You just have to know when and whats NOT to get affected by it.

Feel like giving up? Remember whats make you hold on for so long at the first place.

" Redha itu ikhlas. Pasrah itu menyerah."

•intan nur hadilah•

Sunday, 27 November 2011

my own try and error cooking

Last winter holidays, 2011.
i cooked almost all of my meals (lunch&dinner). i took the chance to try a few stuffs. 
these pics below show how beginner i am in this cooking industry.teehee~

- son in law egg (#1 with sambal tumis-

- maggi goreng, keropok, son in law egg (tak jadi juga)-

- keow teow soup-

- canberra's famous pancake-

- keow teow goreng-

- roti canai and kari ayam-

- seafood platter-

- udang masak lemak,kuah kicap,kubis goreng,sotong and ayam goreng,sambal tumis, sweet potato goreng-

- ernie tried making cupcakes,me&azra tukang hias :D-

- nasi goreng, omelette, ayam bakar, salad, keropok goreng-

Thursday, 24 November 2011

Post 3 minit.

Oh well, i thought of writing something last week. But you see my other bestfriend, ms.procastination always did her job well.
Tangguh dan tangguh lama-lama, macam biasa malas -_-

So currently im on a month of 'HOLIDAY' which require me to study everyday, "Personal study time" IMU said. Yeahh okay.

EOS 3 final- start 3rd January. Ingat please.

Mulai saat ni, ni spot favourite kat library. Siapa berani cop cop, tengoklah. *nada kiasu* :P


Santa! :D

hihi. ok ye -.-
Siapa lagi, SARAH HANI lah. YEAY!

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Thursday, 17 November 2011

i am sure i am not too late

The band perry - if i die young

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner

And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'

Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

the last statement; certainly true. aku selalu perasan when someone dah meninggal baru laaa org lain start nmpk kebaikan org tu...
appreciate someone selagi dia masih hidup =)

Monday, 14 November 2011


The very terrible awkward moment when you had a back-to-back awkward moment in a day, within few minutes.

Ustazah Salbiah was one of our favourite ustazah back in high school. But she was talking bout Ustazah Sabariah lah sayang. What was i thinking?

And i seriously i thought she's in form 5 all this time. Y u in form 4?!

Dah lah. Nak lari kan diri.
Tu lah time study, STUDY lah -.-

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Friday, 11 November 2011

Dont sweat the small stuff.

Have you ever in the dilemma of making choices and decision between more than one options?

" Omg, next week exam summative. This weekends ada warehouse sale. Macam mana ni? Dah lah exam hari tu fail. Tapi tapi.....ZARA, Pull&Bear kot!"

" Mama, nana nak balik KL sekarang jugak. Nana benci tempat ni. Nak balik KL. Tak nak dah duduk Matrix ni. *nangis*"

" Nak pergi library ke nak follow dorang keluar tengok movie eh, tapi dah plan nak cover chapter ni utk exam   .Movie ke study? Movie? Study? Movie? "

True story of mine.
And suppose we all do? So as for me, i found this new so called,life-philosophy to hold on.

" Will this matter a year from now?"

Seriously aku rasa sejak 'hold on' to this, i had make few which i called wise decision.? Dan dan lah :p 
Tapi sometimes kita just lupa, apa yang lagi penting dalam life. Just take a minute to think and consider, Does what you decide on REALLY matters a year from now? 

Kalau rasa nak pergi jugak warehouse sale tu, tapi revision entah left out ke mana. Dah lah memang tinggal a week je nak cover two system. Lepas tu boleh plak nak burn weekends? Dah lah awak FAIL exam lepas.
So of course pass exam utk pass masuk fourth sem lagi penting. Baju baru dengan beg boleh ke jamin, intan?

Kalau awak rasa nak tinggal Matrix just sebab awak gaduh dengan kawan baik awak, memang sia-sia. Please dont be too emotional and fikir lah Matrix tu masa depan. 

TAPI ada lah juga exception kan, jangan lah psyco sangat. Kalau dah cuti tu, pergi je lah tengok movie ke keluar. Takpayah lah study. HAHA. 


But but, seriously IT may help you. To think wiser and less emotionally :)

Summative exam note: I always think to pass a paper is good enough. But this time, i deeply want to feel how it feels to not just pass. I wish to achieve more than that. And so, i suppose i MUST/NEED to work MORE? Ohh yes :/

Ohh ohh! Tak wish pun Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha kat sesiapa this year. Its was a dull year :)
Well hope, YOU had a superb raya walaupun mcm dah tak valid pun kan wish ni :p

And no one is allowed to break you. ♥

-intan nur hadilah

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

Dysfunction between you and me.

What a shame 
I hope you find somewhere to blame
But untill then, the fact remains.

Im no longer your muse.


Friday, 28 October 2011


jumaat ada osce finals
i needed a reason to stay.that's all.

Thursday, 27 October 2011

I miss you baby.

I believe we constantly are missing someone. deeply.
Every day, every moment.
Someone so precious and significant in our life that happened to be far far away from us.

Distance is necessary, it makes we appreciate things/someone better.
Even it may be bitter at times. Yes, true.

I have this weird habit of missing someone :D
Whenever i miss someone, i'll search for their favourite food and eat it, even though its not actually mine. WEIRD.

Sebagai contoh, everytime aku lalu depan Bank BSN dekat Melawati, mesti akan singgah gerai makcik jual kuih, and beli sardine roll ni. WAJIB.

Dulu time partime job after SPM dgn Sarah Hani dekat Vitacare, kteorg selalu akan curi turun time petang and beli benda alah ni. And Sarah mesti AKAN beli kuih ni. So aku pun dah ter-addict.
So whenever i miss her, i will eat this. and semua memories akan terflash-back :'(
Of Takoyaki and Old Town, forever reminds me of Azri.


"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further form the last time you saw them, but you are one day closer to the next time you will."

♥intan nur hadilah

Sunday, 23 October 2011

Simply beautiful.

22nd of October 2011.

Its back-to-nature day with the girl-friends (sisters :p ).
Simply a beautiful Saturday for me. Not only mentioning the fun that we had or the peace of nature surrounding us, but also things that i 'learned' :)

Okay bercakap tentang tempat waterfall ni, Sungai Kanching serius best.
Dekat Rawang, planning of a nature day-out?
 This is one of the best place.
Banyak gila wild monkeys, yg agak garang. And SUPRISINGLY, kteorg nampak babi hutan OKAY. Untuk orang KL yang nampak pig dalam zoo je, so i have the right to give a SUPRISINGLY tone -.-

The higher you climb, the more breath-taking the waterfall is.
So we went up to the 7th level, and untuk orang yang entah tahun bila last exercise, trust me, penat SANGAT.
BUT as Miley said, keep on moving, keep on climbing.


Bila dah sampai atas, tak rasa dah penat naik tangga yang agak steep semua. Especially bila dapat makan ayam bbq yang nak start fire pun kipas bagai nak rak :D

To a sister of ours,

Im glad that i know you. You never know how much i truly appreciate you.
Thank you.  "Uhibbuki fillah" ♥ :')

Monday, 17 October 2011

More blood, more lives.

hi! :)

So hari ni, kte akan bercakap tentang darah or blood.
Darah berwarna merah.
Darah sangat penting utk badan kte.


Last Monday was my group visit to National Blood Centre under IMU.
Honestly baru tahu wujud nya tempat ni sebelah Art Gallery kt IB. Beribu kali dah lalu, baru tahu. Ohhhhh.

So it was a short tour round the place, Get to know how they function and stuff. Tahu tak kat situ tkde cafe?! kalau nak makan kne pergi cafe Art Gallery. Ada ke cmtu. haihh.
Ok ke nak tahu fakta lagi berguna? :p

Aku tak pernah derma darah.Sebab utama tak derma is underweight. Weight needed 45kg min. Sedih. Sobs.

HAHA. tak payah bujet kurus sgt lah weh. fine -.-
Honestly, sebab tak berani. Rasa scary je bila tgk a pack of thick red blood flowing out frm your hands. KAN? kannnn!

But, dorang mcm courage lah kte derma. Tanggungjawab bersama. Tak wujud lagi techonology buat artificial blood.

ok caplocks off sebab mcm excess poyo-ness.

Long story short, last weekend dah excited gila nak datang nak donate for the first time. Ni serius! Aura nak berjasa kepada masyarakat dh datang :D

1. Register, blood sample for blood type. Kat sini kne isi borang, jawab je. [Done]

2. Counselling, Blood pressure.
[ Fail ]
Why? blood pressure rendah ;(
Terus dia batal kan, tkleh donate.
Frust okay, TRUE STORY.

So abang tu kata, jangan sedih. Jangan tak dtg plak next time.
Okay abang, nnt kte datang okay? :') haha.

So anda, bila lagi? :D

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Friday, 14 October 2011

terlalu banyak

lama gila aku x update blog kompilasi ini.and tiba2,mlm ni..aku ada mood nk,anything new that comes up in mind,aku akn start paragraph baru...and we'll see how this post ends up with ;)

aku sedang sibuk prepare utk OSCE finals...lpas 2 mggu,written paper finals pula..serious dilemma,how to juggle in between both.truth to be told, mummy was d one yg buat jadual belajar aku utk mid yr exm aritu.and alhamdulillah, it turned out well..called mummy tdi,n she advised me on some great study plannings..again.thank you,mummy.

mummy and daddy going off for hajj nxt Friday..iA,i'll be home before they all balik.doa utk mummy daddy;supaya Allah permudahkan and selamatkan segala urusan and perjalanan pergi balik haji nnti =)

tompok died on the 5th of sept 2011... a day after i came back to aussie after spending a week raya back fav pet, as much as i loved argus...and to you who drove too fast and knocked my cat,and killed it...deep down my heart,there's still sparks of anger.hikmah terbesar balik raya this yr,is to meet i was really hesitated to go home..just for a week..all expenses on me..classes pun kena,yup..tompok,all that was for you.thank you buddy.i will miss asking about your wellbeing,looking for you if you abruptly gone missing,talking alone at the window;to wish you goodnight if you are asleep outside..i will miss you buddy,and such a special date you were taken away...a day after my bday..every 4th of sept; when i grow older by a yr,i will always remember you are gone another extra yr...Allah bagi pinjam and brought you in my life for almost 10yrs....and now,i am learning to let you go.. :']

aku balik raya tahun ni.secara was really fun & tiring to lie to everyone.and credits to my younger bro who helped me out since d day i bought my ticket home. but at d end,it was not a surprise pun..but its more of making my hopeful mother and sister happy ;) and it has been many yrs since 3 stars are tgether for a raya celebration..nxt yr,sush for me to ponteng class because dh msuk clinical yrs....and d yr after that,iA aiman going off, regret at all balik hari tu;)

oh,cuti winter n 4 other guys pergi canberra..snowy mountain..tried was difficult at 1st...but at d end of d day, i am very hapy that i made the most out of my money spent on d trip ;) and i also had a really back ache,cramp legs and butt due to perlbagai jenis falls i had on the snow mountain.such an amazing experience

baru2 ni punya spring break,me n my frens pergi canberra..4 cars from campbelltown..wakil UWS msian community..sokong harimau malaya..they lost to soccerroos 5-0..biar kalah permainan, tapi mng bersorak.haha.had fun too on that day..

med revue 2011 was much better than last yr's one..i liked the ideas they creative...and another fun night to laugh and be stress free :D

oh...i got to know,ada yg ckp intannurhadilah should own this blog by i am not posting anything up..come on ppl,this is a blog about two best friends who update about their life...maybe not current updates...but me and intan realise that;as both of us grow up and be doctors,and have future family life n etc...this blog will cntinue as our joint venture.anytime kiteorng nk update,we will just write stuffs... :)

okay itu sahaja

Thank the past for a better future.

I’ve been waiting for you to come rescue me, 
I need you to hold all of the sadness I cannot live with inside of me"

I'm in here- Sia

We all are short of perfection. We make mistakes. Yes we all do. 
" You can run, but you can't hide"

A story that not being well-known. A history that wanted to be forgotten. And a imaginary,sweet escape in the future. Present? Life goes on, and it wait for nobody.

Bukan membuka pekung di dada, bukan musuh di dalam selimut.

Honesty is about telling yourself and others the truth. Integrity is actually living with the truth.

Been missing a person i called father for the past few months.
Gone, suddenly.
And for the first few month, anger,frustration curiosity was all over me.

Sedih. Terkilan. 
Ceritera yang terlalu kompleks utk diceritakan. Cukup lah dengan hanya menoktahkan sebagai satu peringatan, satu fasa pendek dalam hidup untuk tatapan di kemudian hari. 

Let it go, Dont carry the anger along with you.
It hurts you once, and dont let it hurts you twice for the rest of your life.
Dont let it trap you as a prisoner of history.
Regret and mistakes, they are memories made. 

Ibn 'Abbas said, " If any Muslim obeys Allah regarding his parents, Allah will open two gates of the Garden for him. If there is only one parent, then one gate will be opened. If one of them is angry, then Allah will not be pleased with him."  
He was asked, " Even if they wrong him?" 

" Even if they wrong him." he replied. 


Saturday, 24 September 2011

Di mana masa?

Short update.

Currently i feel so tensed up with so many workload. Well medically and non-medically related. I barely remember when was the last time i had a nice nap :(

Next week Malay Cultural Week in IMU. It's an annual event for the Malays here.
Tahun ni commitment berat sikit.
Drama practice ends at 12am every night. And basically, kerja deco adalah responbility aku.

and this is life currently.
Bag putih ini telah banyak berjasa. Satu level bawah poket serbaguna Doraemon.

Dari mp3, external hard disk, pencil case, double side tape, water bottle, pisau, reben, kunci, poster colour, ID card

even gold spray can pun aku campak semua.
so bila nak masuk rumah, nak cari kunci dalam masa 5 minit -.-

Sometimes kalau lucky, laptop dan adaptor akan menjadi mangsa sekali. Sorry awak.

But despite the hectic life period, im enjoying it. Sebab ni macam last year kot, lepas ni turun takhta MCW kat junior dah.

So taniah 'adik-adik' ku ;)

ohhhh, comel je bila junior panggil kak intan.
"Awak kte pun 20 tahun lah :p"

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Sunday, 4 September 2011


If procastination is a disease in my body i would take any medication to get rid of it.
Anything! Supplement? Vitamins? Or even herbs? :(

Currently i hate myself so much for procastinate this long.
serius tak belajar pun time cuti raya padahal next week EXAM weh :S

Benci lah kau procastination.

Okay bye :(

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Wednesday, 10 August 2011

Dear Azri Jasni,

Happy 21st birthday Azri Jasni.
You're like my,

Gordo to Lizzie McGuire,
Eddie to Raven, and
Jason to Hannah Montana.

Thankyou for being my one of my best companion and awesome-trololol-bitch.
From the bottom of my heart.

Promise me that, our inside jokes will always stay the same regardless of age and distance.
Dont go back to Brighton, please? :(

Noks sayang gilewww kat nyahh.
muah muah. xxx


#trolololol #that awkwardmoment

Yours truly,
♥ intan nur hadilah

Tuesday, 9 August 2011

A short comeback.


Okay. Its been a freaking long time since my last post.
New semester is currently feel so busy.
Semakin busy so semakin malas nak update blog since its gonna take me some time to write.

And! I know its lame, but i just discovered bout blogpress apps for iphone. Yeay :D
So lepas ni boleh post anything quick.
Anyway, today lecture was bout develepmont of face and palate

We learned bout conginetal abnormalise of the face. E.g; unilateral lips cleft or in laymen- bibir sumbing?
Dr.Win did say;
" All of you have perfect face, you are lucky"

Well there are time where i complaint bout those scars on the face, or on how other people have flawless skin. But i tend to forget that there are babies who are born with abnormal structure of the face. Shouldnt you feel lucky too? :)

Oh btw! Happy Ramadhan to you. Yes you who actually reads till here :p

"Hebat nya Ramadhan." Dont miss your golden chance this year. Lets embrace it as it the month full of His blessing.

Shaytan is conquered for you in Ramadan, so its your nafs (inner self) that Allah leaves you to conquer.

Fasting is not just bout starving your body, yet feeding your soul.

Location:Exit Lebuhraya Shah Alam,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia

Thursday, 14 July 2011

the fear has yet to end

13th july 2011
the date that all UWS students awaits for..results were released yesterdy.aku cuak dah.lepas subuh,siap mimpi lgi pasl results :| haihhh..abis panic smua...i woke living room (cz my laptop kat luar bilik),aku pun bkk laptop,tggu2.....bkk fb...*jantung mcm nk tercabut dh:|*..pastu ernie keluar bilik,tnya psl results..(damnnn...dia dh tgk dh)...aku bkk tumblr lak..trying to ignore the fact that results sbnrnnya dh ada dkat student portal ... lepas tu,azra lak kuar bilik...ckp dh check..aku main2 lagi kat net..mlas nk tgk,.takut!

after a few meditation,beranikan diri gak gi tekan vuws tu..tgk2............
results aku PENDING.kena tahan..
sama je mcm ernie and azra punya.
x pernah2 results aku kena tahan...mcm a problem kid lak...sbnrnya document kteorng outstanding..hntar dh minggu lpas..but itu dh kira "terlambat"..ngarut sgguh makck kat school of med aku tu...

so,kesimpulannya..aku xtau lagi results aku.tidak tahuuuuuuuu....aaaaa..cepatlaaa release results kami wahai school of med UWS! 
d fear never ends till the results are out :(

Saturday, 9 July 2011



I am not a person who share my interest in politics. Never in my life i think its interesting. BORING.
I am a girl who care more about who is Fazura's new boyfriend? or when is new season of HIMYM coming out.
But im surrounded by people who passionately and deeply concern and update things bout it.
Kalau tanya abang sikit pasal any issues in politics, dia akan bercerita dengan penuh emosi dan dalam jangka masa yang menimbulkan kebosanan yang terlampau. Serius.

So, yeah im in the minority of Malaysians who would never involve or get any nearer to politics.
I seriously know nothing bout whats really going on in it. Clueless.
But from what i absorbed from people around me who share their opinion bout it, i know its not going on good or in simple word corrupted.
Tapi mesti korang cakap, politik mana je tak corrupted. True.

Since aku just tahu some fact from here and there, so aku rasa aku amat lah tidak layak untuk argue.

Do you think they would take a risky step of having a 'perhimpunan haram' if just sending a memorandum to the Agong would make a change?

Do you really think out of thousand people involve in that, have no brain and would not think of any other softer way of letting their opinion to be heard?

BUT. there will be always be cons with pros. The chaos from it may trouble and harm the public.
That's the ugly truth.

Well, if you want to talk bout politics in the social network ; Facebook or Twitter, be prepare to be bombarded with others people opinion about it. And if you decided to argue with no basic inputs on it, you just make yourself look stupid in the public my dear.

We understand and accept things in different view. 

Whining bout being trapped in the house for the weekend? Roadblocks? Funny.
So your weekend is more significant than your country now? :)
The least you can do is, just stop bullshitting around and make lame jokes bout it.
Because there are people out there who are willing to stands and fight for justice.
For a better Malaysia.

If aku tak kisah, kau tak kisah, then kau nak siapa yang kisah?

p.s: Ohh ye, aku kisah pasal Tahajjud Cinta every Friday, 9pm on TV3. Fazura weh :D
Okay yang ni aku tak kisah kalau kau nak kisah ke tak :)

Sunday, 3 July 2011

Suatu Ahad.


Pada satu Ahad yang gloomy,

M : Hurmm, i ada cerita hot.
I   : So siapa tak dara plak?
M: Tahu tak, si A dgn B dulu kan.. etc etc etc etc.
I  : TIPUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! * lancarkan operasi siasatan alam sosial*

selepas beberapa minit,

I  : Dah lahh tak nak percaya, dia macam baik je.
M: Serius lah.
I  : Muktamad, tak nak percaya

M: You i nak confess something.
I : Apa? 
M: I... *the screen show typing... for a few minutes*

12.23pm : menunggu, dan tunggu.

dan selepas sabar menunggu 10 minit.

last seen today at 12.25pm.

dan selepas 3 jam,

last seen today at 12.25pm.


Jangan provoke kesabaran bila nak bagi tahu benda yang nervous/excited/scary dan sebagai nya.
Ohh and kteorang bukan selalu busybody ye. Dah kata pun Ahad yang gloomy. Lagipun, Ahad kan ada Melodi kat TV3 kan kan?


Okay. tkde motif. BYE :)

Wednesday, 29 June 2011

Teen transformation phase.

Okay today i feel like blogging again, after so long.

Name: Intan Nur Hadilah bt Purdiono.
Age: 20


Ohh yes, im twenty now. Well for some peoplel, its not a big deal. Nothing much different pun.
Yeah i know. But but...... twenty okay. Lepas ni tkde dah belas-belas.
Sarah kata, first time rasa i am literally older. I know! :(
Puluhan is like a age where people would take bout what, marriage?
Ahh no baby no.
And i know at this very moment, sarah would be like, " Elehhh kau poyo gilaa." haha. Biar lahh! ;D

I am a person who appreciate the date i was born, a lot. For me, if its your birthday, one way or another it cant be a normal day, go out and do something fun. And yours and my definition of 'fun' could me totally different.
Takpe tak kisah, kau nak lepak mana pun, nak lepak mamak ke depan pavillion ke masjid ke, asal kn kau happy okay lah :)

The night of 24th June, met my guy-best-of-friends, Azri, Huari and Min.
Period tak jumpa sama lama dengan period Azri fly, so yeah Min as always with his stories :D
My lil-sister, came back all the way from Perlis for me! :D
So we went out to our favourite places, as i think i had lost my affection to that place. Adakah sebab aku dah 20? Damn. Sobs.

Had a surprise birthday cake specially bake for me. Awwwwwww, i wasnt expecting that.
A Kit Kat-m&m cake? Thankyouuu :')

Ohhhhh! and Sarah pun ada buat video. Thats just sweet in a way freaking funny weh. Sebab sarah,you always have this nervous break down in a video. HAHA. sorry sayang, but i love it. Dont make me literally cry here :P

Alright thats all. Basically you'll get used to the 20 but some self-denial is a must. So dont worry Sarah Hani, yours will be shortly soon :D

p.s: OMG tahu tak kat BB plaza ada Daiso? Why in the world i drove all the way to IOI mall for that. haih.

Thursday, 23 June 2011

i am back

and i might be wild.

haha.okay itu mcm opening nk gempak je.exam aku habis dahhh..bru jap tdi.hmm,to start it off..aku just nk cmment sikit r psl,exam lepas. << dlm history exam2 aku,tu r plg gerun.abis every exam,xde pun nk senyum lebar ke...syiot punya org yg buat soalan .... >> ok dah

so,3 weeks holiday.aku xde plan.clean and clear.kosong! x penah lagi cuti kat aussie ni,aku xde plan holiday at all..*oh,aritu easter break,dh mencampakkn diri aku ke gold coast* so,cuti ni.....okay fine...mmg r ada plan sikit.but minor je...

aku plan nk makan mcm org kaya :D dah allocate dh duit ;) makan seafood! fish! n kalau nk mkn ayam..nk mkn ayam style gempak.haha.berangan je aku ni.
---okay nak google menu---


Sunday, 19 June 2011

Practice what you preach.

Okay this will be a long-wanted post i always wanted to write.
Before this aku rasa macam, okay takpayah lah nak express this thought and silly opinion of mine.
Because as far as i know, i way too far to be label as someone who you can take as a role model.
And when i say a role model, what i mean this time is religiously way.

Berdosa ke cakap mcm tu? Okay ini soalan jujur, bukan sarcasm. i really wanna know.
Only He know if what im doing now or what and when or what my intentions is.
Am i trying to be a better person than what i am today? Only He knows

I know the general fact on how we cant judge people because we dont have the right to. Yes im very aware of that. BUT what if people keep giving us 'something' in public repeatedly  that us as a human being cant resist our self from expressing our opinion based on what we see? Indeed of trying hard not to 'bersangka buruk" but at the end of the day, shit would forever be it no matter how good it smells

Exhibit A:  A person who always updated his/her FB status with Quranic verses or Hadith or any Islamic related piece of advice. And also post Youtube bout religious talk. Hukum dan sebagainya. Yes bagus. Alhamdulillah. A reminder to all who view it. BUT the problem that bugging me arise, when at the same time, that person is being, ohh mcm mana eh nak cakap. tag person of the opposite sex for some love song on Youtube video with ♥ bagai. And cara dia coment other person of the opposite sex, siap ber-'dear' lagi.  So itu apa kes pulak?

I remember once i read an article, in this years of ours,one of the the most effective way to preach is actually from ourselves. atau kata yang paling simple is akhlak korang.
Secara logik nya, siapa yang nak atau terima apa yang korang sampaikan if akhlak korang pun entah ke mana kan? Okay ni serius common sense.

Tak salah nak update or post all those religious things, i appreciate that. Thank you very much. because as far as i know, menyebarkan pengetahuan yang sepatutnya adalah amalan yang sangat mulia.
But come on, please jangan menconteng arang di muka sendiri.


Jauh gila aku nak cakap yang diri aku hebat or what, i might doing the same thing to without me even realize it . Its from what i see or observe and somehow im so sorry its really annoyed me in a way. Im talking this upon my view, and this may be written with no solid basis or what so ever. But this is how i see it. And i dont think giving an opinion is wrong, isn't it? Enlighten me if im wrong. Im ready for anything. Im here to seek knowledge for my own self as well. I believe that we are normal human being who always find a way to be a better person ahead. InsyaAllah.


Felt pattern try-out.


So HI. Im back with less heavy writing. 
Dah dah lah tu update benda heavy intan, heavy ye bukan emo :P

Saya cuti. Saya bosan. Dan saya mula buat kerja yang membosan kan utk tidak bosan?
Psyco kan? Abang selalu cakap, 
" Kak serius tak bosan ke buat kerja ni?" 
" Omg sebab kakak bosan lah kakak buat ni. Duhh"

 From left to right: 
1st- Heart with my initials
2nd- Blue elephant
3rd- Red owl.

4th- Froggy

Actually dah lama dah nak try buat felt pattern ni, inspired by a friend who i can say much pro than me. Hi Syafiqah! :D
Im a medical student, who which we basically dont have time for all this thing when the sem has started, well basically bila sem baru masuk, semua orang hanya akan fikir study dan revision. TRUST ME. i hate to say this, but yeah WE ARE NERDS. and nerds are hot? haha :P

So why not maximise this holiday by trying something new.
" When was the last time you do something for the first time?"

So this is not a tutorial. Im far away from someone who qualified for that. But this is something you can try for fun. Serius senang gila. And this is how i do it :) 

This is basically what you need, felt cloth. Okay to be honest, i dont know where else to find it beside Daiso.  Its the Japan store which have everything sells in it. Suka gila Daiso :D I got mine from Daiso OU. Basically Daiso ada dekat OU, Curve and IOI mall. 


I bought the mini kit, which only have 5 colours in it. And also you need yur sewing basic kit.
Next decide on the pattern. Since im sincerely not talented in drawing anything, so I Google image my pattern ;)

For example: this Froggy. Okay next, cut the design on the felt according to the colour.
Kalau nak jadi kan dia mcm plushie or stuffed toy. Make it two.
But if you want to just sew it on other cloth or bag or whatever it is, then one side would be enough. Faham kan? T.T

Then cut the other necessary part on its respective colour.
Alright, for the extra part other than the body, sew it with its original colour to make the sewing less obvious.
OR secara simple nya, kalau mata tu warna putih jahit lah dengan benang putih and cheeck dia merah.
Tapi actually its all depends on daya seni dan kreativiti masing-masing. Hah, secara skema nya.

For the black eyes and lips, since aku tkde felt warna hitam, so aku just jahit je guna benang sebab memang simple je. And to close the two piece together, for those who learn ERT time sekolah menengah, guna lah jahitan insang pari. ok confirm tak tahu kan. haha. Okay yes i know :P
So to learn more, just click on this Youtube, cute video. And Syafiqah pun ada buat tutorial. Bagus kan? :P

Okay, kalau dah jahit about 3/4 of the plushie, then its time to stuff it with the cotton wool.
Basically, aku hanya guna cotton wool yang korang duk guna utk sapu facial toner tu ye ;)
Then jahit lah smpai habis. Okay itu macam tak payah bagi tahu pun macam duhhhh kan? Ye okay.

And, the end product basically senang kan? This is just the basic design.
Seriously, try and learn a lot more from Youtube and Google kalau rasa macam banyak gila masa nak spend tak tahu nak buat apa.

And today i baked my own choc chips cookies for THE FIRST TIME. Yeahh lame.
If rajin, i'll just blog it out. Azri, please simpan rahsia noob baking experience aku okay?


Thursday, 16 June 2011

Insignificantly Significant Dad.


16th June; a special day dedicated to the fathers. A Happy Father Day.

And talking bout father, hurmmm.. To be honest, for me all this may not be as significant as how i would talk bout my mother. I may not have the best dad in the world like most of them would call their dad are.

Maybe he didn't really know whats my grades were for my exam.
Maybe he didn't wish my birthday every year.
Maybe he didn't asked or call asking me how was my day.
Maybe we dont talk that much.
Maybe sometimes i cant accept his habit of spending too much money on gadget.
Or maybe sometimes he was not there to decide for me for any life decision making i have to made.

One day, a friend told me something that  make me think deep,

Dulu aku selalu sabar je lah dengan apa yg jadi dalam hidup aku. Sabar sabar sabar. Tapi kita manusia biasa, satu masa kita akan reach jugak level maximum sabar tu. We are normal human being. But my mum told me, cuba instead of bersabar je, kita bersyukur. Bersyukur and look those things that make you feel down in another way round.

You might not see this in the way i see it, but its really changes the way i see things.

Papa may not be there for me every single time or knows everything things that are  happening in my life. But I remember how he use to,

Teach me how to ride my bicycle without the training wheels when I was small.
Sent me back and fetch me from Shah Alam every weekend.
Even sent me to Vista early in Monday morning and deal with all those traffic jam just because i dont prefer going back too early on Sunday night.
How he used to joke around, indeed he's a funny guy behind that silent personality.
How he used to buy whatever we want just because mama wont let us. He would say yes to everything.

Perhaps maybe i dont have the best dad in the world, or the best dad anyone could ever have.
But i would thank HIM for the chance in life of living with a guy that i call as my father.
Perhaps i dont deserve one. Asking yourself, "Are you a good daughter at the first place?"

Living yourself in regret and frustration is such a waste. Hate the sin not the sinner.

Papa, for whatever it is, i would always love you. And please dont stop loving me.
Happy Fathers Day ♥

Saturday, 11 June 2011

Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku -Penakut

Blogwalking and saw this on a friend's blog, Mariam Diyana :)
Listen to it, and instantly get stuck by it.

So basically whats make you stuck and keep listening to a song? And i was wondering.
Is it the melody of the song itself? the hot singer or band? or actually the lyrics seems significant to you?
As for me, when im stuck to a song, i will keep playing it for God-knows-how-many-times per day :D

Its been a week and more, i've been stuck with

Significantly addicted to and........ Adam Levine hot. The End.

AZRI is coming back to Malaysia in 9 days counting :D
Come to think, it feels great to be the last one standing here in Malaysia where you get to meet the bestfriends when they are back.
 [ well, in the most optimistic way x) ]

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

9 deadly words used by the ladies.


Dear boys,

Frankly,we know we are complicated. Its a fact, a well-known facts. Blame the hormones.
Perhaps you want to know us better? Well here's a hint for you ;)

9 deadly words used by the ladies.
[its not necessary be a general thing but i found it 85% significantly with me x)]

1) Fine
the word where women use to end up an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2) Five minutes
If she's getting dressed, this means a half an hour ( plus minus). Five minutes is only five minutes, if you just given five minutes to watch the game before helping around the house ( or you're late for the date)

3) Nothing
this is the calm before the storm. This means something and you should be on your toes. Argument that begins with nothing always end with fine.

4) Go Ahead.
This is a dare not permission. Dont do it!

5) Loud Sigh
This is actually a word but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. Aloud sigh means she thinks you're an idiot and wonders why she's wasting her time standing there and arguing with you about nothing. (refer back to #3 for nothing)

6) That's okay.
This is one of the most dangerous statement a woman can make to a man. Thats okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistakes ( Get ready for the silence treatment.)

7) Thanks.
A woman is thanking you, do not question or faint. Just say you're welcome.
(This is true unless she says, ' Thanks a lot' - thats is PURE sarcasm and she's not thanking you at all. DO NOT say you're welcome. That will bring on a 'whatever' #8)

8) Whatever.
Is a women way of saying F-YOU! #my most favorite point so far :D

9) Dont worry bout it, I got it.
Meaning, this is something a womam has told a man several times, but now doing it herself. This will latter result in a man asking ' Whats wrong?' For the women response, refer to #3.

Point to note;
Well of course this do not apply to most of time. Well you just have to know the right time when these words bring a hidden meaning behind it. Complicated again? Ohh yess :D

For the XX genes,

So conclusion,

Perempuan, tak yang lah nak mengada-ngada or emo sangat setiap masa walaupun complicated macam mana pun. point to self jugak. HAHA. Okay bye. Back to wasting time.


Tuesday, 7 June 2011

Hello second year :)

i forgot i have a belog! where goes those horny feeling to update blog ni~

Kenapa tiba-tiba Radzi ni ? Hi Radzi! ;) Well, this was on my news feed today. and my point is;
Exactly! I used to be so passionate in this, but now? Blurghhhhhhhhh. Malas.

So whats now? Currently now HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYY. and before that, let me share you the outcome of my fear to THIS (!). Well, this was not yesterday. Its been a while, i just feel like i want to remark it here :)

Alhamdulillah, i passed my first year of medical school
Sangat sangat bersyukur :)

Tuhan je lah tahu betapa takut nya time nak tear the result slip. Serious nervous gilaaaaaaa.
Well this is just a baby step to way longer-ahead road, but its not wrong to feel a bit relief kan?
Memang tak dapat dinafikan, i feel so so grateful for this. My main initial aim for last sem was JUST TO PASS this exam regardless any grade cause for me at that moment it was the PASS that matter.

But there will be times where your own thoughts scare you, right?
And this is when i hate the most where i start to question, hurmm grade ni je ke aku dapat?
When you question, why is that your grade doesnt reflect your effort or ehh aku rasa aku study lagi byk dari dia tapi asal grade dia lagi bagus?

To be frank, i did thought of this. Bahaya weh bila kau dah start fikir merewang ikut perasaan. Tetapi ingatlah wahai manusia,

".. they may seem random or unfair to you, but they have been perfectly calculated by Allah (swt)" :)

I strongly believe one of the key for great life is Always be grateful to Him even for the little things. InsyaAllah tak kan sia-sia kan rezeki first year. Its never too late to strive for better grade in second year. Lets do this babyyyyyyyyyy :)

*OKAY rasa pelik lah pulak tone writting dah mcm budak baik. HAHA. layan lah x)

Monday, 30 May 2011

For a girl who dream to live in a life no one knows.

Dari hari ke hari, niat untuk menulis disemat dalam hati. Banyak je benda nak update.
Tapi dari hari ke hari lah juga, malas itu ada. Tapi malam ni, kene juga tulis post.
Because i have this imaginary thing that i hold on too, one day in the future i want my daughter to know, so this is mummy when she's 19 when she read this blog. HAHA :D
I tend to forgot things easily and i want her to know my memories. OK intan.

so starting with FRIDAY,20th MAY.

Been involving in the planning of a homestay by Malay Cultural Society in IMU.
It was up and down fr the past month. and finally its the day. Nervous kot, takut it didnt turned out well. THANK YOU PD, SABIQ JALAL. You're the coolest. Like a boss :D

Personally, for my own experience, I LOVE IT and im gonna miss it badly.
Biasalah, saya tiada kampung. Tak pernah nak merasa benda benda cmni. Sobs ;(
There were few things that i never ever do and never even imagine do it, and I DID IT here :D

+ Mencanting batik, aku punya lah yang paling tak berseni. tulis IMU je.
+ Rubber tapping, seriusly seronok dapat try. Selalu tgk dalam tv je kan.
+ Berjalan jalan di sawah, and cam whoring yang tak menjadi :D
+ Pegang belut, and applying the 'lendir' on the face sebab abg tu kata bagus utk muka -.-.
+ And tangkap ikan keli dalam lumpur. Lumpur yang thick grey okayy.
(sarah kau kene try ni! :P)

And the most touching moment is actually staying in a kampung house, ada parents 'angkat'.
Serius, moment pertama masuk rumah tu rasa mcm OMG aku dalam drama melayu ke.
Rumah yang aku dapat 70% kayu, and everything seems so classic. And bonda aku sangat lah baik and sweet. Awww. it feel like having a grandma taking care over you which i never get to feel that. hurmm :)

Walaupun ada one unexpected accident, jeti sungai time river cruise ROBOH and most of the girls including me, fell into the river. Iphone masuk air okayyy. Cuak gila. takleh on. Jemur dalam bus, Alhamdulillah boleh on :D

Kampung Parit Penghulu, Melaka.
20th-22ng May 2011

Thank You for all the precious moments, the 'first-time' moment that even money cant buy.
For bonda and ayahanda, only God knows how much I appreciate your hospitality even its just 3 short days.

thank you :)

Saturday, 21 May 2011

oh beban,Allah Maha Besar

wow.dah lama aku x post something.
so,today..aku nak post one to talk to..i need to be in my comfort zone.
hmm...aku bgun pagi,rasa seronok.nak belajar *exam sgt dekat dh :(*,nk mula kehidupan tgh2 dlm blik..aku terdgr satu suara..ckp "...." pastu aku terexcited jap..xtau lak apa yg aku dgr tu..akn buat aku sedih,marah,ralat..which is really bad for me time before exam ni.....i need my mind to focus...i need meditation..i want to share with people..but it wont help,because smua yg aku dh buat tu,irreversible...kata2 org,hnya akn buat aku menyesali perbuatan aku lgi..aku kena telan je r..aku try cri points yg boleh sedapkan hati aku..... nk cri points,buat mind aku x focus..aku rsa nk baling je lappy aku ni..aaaa :( sedihnya...hmm,points mudah to get over current misery :
"dear sarah hani,kalau ko x focus n score utk exam ni..u'll be home d whole nxt sem,sbb dh fail all pprs,n come back nxt yr,to,you better watch out"

oh beban,Allah Maha Besar.oh Allah,kau tenangkan hati dan minda aku ini.

Tuesday, 10 May 2011

Don't Forget.

Dear SH,

Yes we had fight, distance and perhaps some misunderstanding.
Whatever on the top needs to go down for a while in life. simply to learn the needs of appreciation.

You are a gift to me, the one i treasure.
Things might change, well thats basically life is. But please note,
I'll always miss you.

" My love for you is like the wind, You cant see it, but can always feel it."

" Promise me you'll be here? Always. even when im hundred."
" How old shall i be then?"
" Ninety-nine"
" I promise."

Lots of love,

Tuesday, 3 May 2011


Before i start my busy day with studying, just wanna share something heart-warming i found this morning :)

Some may knows this very well.

" On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear. for it is (the benefit) what it has earned and upon it (the evil of) what it has wrought : Our Lord! Do not punish us if we forget or make a mistake; Our Lord! Do not lay on us a burden as Thou didst lay on those before us, Our Lord do not impose upon us that which we have not the strength to bear, and pardon us and grant us protection and have mercy on us, Thou art our Patron, so help us against the unbelieving people."

Surah Al-Baqarah ( The Cow) 2-286.

Sunday, 1 May 2011

2weeks more.

STUDY WEEKS till 16th May has officially begin.
and yet im still addicted to wasting time.


Truly from,
Dr.Moo on your study table.

Tuesday, 26 April 2011

When learning is fun,


Okay hari ni aku nak update blog. Nak update blog. Nak update blog.
BERZAMAN GILA. To co-blogger, hai awak dah lupa ke kat blog ni? -.-
And rasa nya mcm tak perlu lagi lah nak explain kenapa tk ter-update.

Im sorry bloggie. NO you're not one of those seasonal 'social site'.
Its just that..... well any how i hope you would understand. bla bla bla.
Okay dah. currently im in my pre-exam mode. And this life gonna be for the next 3 weeks max.
3 weeks derr. And in between 3 weeks tu lah aku akn ada this study alert mode. Where ever, when ever I go. Pernah rasa tak, nak tgk tv pun fikir notes. Nak tgk movie pun mesti countdown, ehh lama lagi ke cerita ni nak habis. Nak buat apa-apa pun, mesti lah relate dgn any STUDY-related stuff. Ohh well, for future sake.

Talking bout paranoid bout study. Have you heard, the more you study the more you realised you dont know things or otherwise? Mestilah bila belajar something new in lecture, kita mesti macam nak relate dgn real life kan?

" Ohhhhh. macam tu rupanya. patut lah hari tu aku...." or " ehh no wonder lahhh!"
faham tak? FAHAM TAK? ke aku sorang je yg mcm tu. ha ha -.-

So recently its like me being so self-cautious to my environment and things that i learn.
Lagi lagi kalau bab kucing. Fine memang lah undeniable yang aku memang sangat noob nak jadi cat owner ni. Nak lagi kitten. And semester ni belajar bout microorganism. Ala benda bacteria fungi parasite semua tu lahh. So kalau rasa macam terpegang Jinxy sikit, after that mesti macam, okay lepas pegang cuci tangan. Guna handwash, nak buat complicated lagi, kau nak cuci tangan kena cuci betul betul ikut 7 steps macam belajar kat clinical session. Ahhh sudah -.-

Hah yang ni lah. So people, you can start washing hand like i do now x)

Kalau aku rasa macam Jinxy dah merayap tak tentu pasal satu rumah, then ada lah seorang penghuni rumah ni akan pegang mop dan mop lantai. And either my mum or my sis would asked in their deep sarcastic tone, ehh kakak buat tebiat ke mop lantai? HAH! Well, okay fine. Mengaku aku tkdelah termasuk dalam calon calon anak dara pilihan mak mertua, LAGI. haha.

But yeah can you just bare with my paranoid reflex of me moping the floor, coz people im saving your life form Toxoplasma Gondiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, FYI -.-
Ohh Toxoplasma Gondii ni parasite yg common in cat as its host. zzzZZZzzzz.

This sem pun belajar pharmacology. those drugs names really kill my brain cells.
So one day we learn bout histamine and its anti drugs.
So-called fun fact; anti-histamines drug can cause sleepiness. I was bout to take my cough syrup when i read a fine description on the box written, " Bena Expectorant- Anti-histamines"

And the excitements with my roomates went off like,
Wehhh korang, bena expectorant ada anti-histamines duhh. Gilaa lahh. Patut lah rasa macam mengantuk je kan kann. Tapi kan ni first generation ke two eh?

Nak pulak dapat roomates yang brilliant and mantap gilaa, reaction dorang pun bersambung dengan tukar tukar soalan pharmaco pasal drug lain plak. OHHH NOOO. tidak, aku nak cakap pasal benda ni je -.-

Well, life as a med student. Sometimes its fun to relate new knowledge gained to everyday life.
Some of the things makes more sense now. Learning is fun, but studying for exam is just torturing :(

Praying hard for myself and the other ME210 batch mates, may HE ease our 'battle' for EOS2 :)

At times, i think being selfish is necessary as others may not sacrifice for you as you do for them.

Sunday, 20 March 2011

Jinxy, the new baby.


Hutang cerita dua.
Well dah alang alang nak tulis, sekali lah tulis apa yang terbuku setelah sekian lama.
Lepas ni entah maybe bulan depan baru aku update .__.

Comel tak kitten baru kteorg? :D
Actually our family is not a cat-person pun. Takdelah macam nak bela bela kucing ni, kalau hamster ke benda yang tak berjalan-jalan tu okay lahh.
Tapi since abang dah bawa balik all the way dari Skudai, semangat gila letak dalam kotak naik bus semua. OMG abang, so sweet. Abang jumpa belakang hostel dia ktUTM, mother-less :(

So end up we are going to keep her. First time experience bela kucing, so sangat noob and jakun.
We end up choosing Jinxy as her name. or actually it was me who so semangat over it. Dorang tak setuju pun, but who cares. Macam dalm movie Meet the Parents? Jinxy, kucing yang reti flush toilet tu :D

Sekarang kalau mama keluar akan tinggal pesan,

" Kakak, kalau nak keluar jangan lupa angkat baju masuk dalam and bagi minum kucing susu dulu." :)

She is so hyper, and hungry all the time .___.
And now, i have a new thing to look forward every weekend. YEAYYY :D

Let it go.


Dah lama gila tak blogging. Sarah pun sama .__.
The thing is im not going to say how hectic my life is, studying and stuff. No no no.
But then the main reason why i've been away from updating is that I've terminate my broadband.

Thus im broadband-less. Mama bagi choices, nak phone or broadband. So yeah, there goes my broadband. BYE BYE. So tak kan nak ber-blogging kat pc IMU lab kan. Segan, orang lain on Learning portal tetiba ada plak tab Tumblr, tab Blog.

Nway, hutang cerita. One fine night tergerak hati nak buat closet clearance. Rasa mcm dah semak sangat closet tu. Abang selalu gila bising dgn kteorg closet baju sampai dua tapi evrytime nak keluar mesti ada dialog, " OMG tkde baju lahh nak pakai.."
and this valid for my sister and me. Im sure ITS NORMAL for you too. kan? ;)

Banyak je baju yang kteorg tahu tak kan pakai dah. either because memang dah muat or basically sebab fashion tu dah tak update. And rasa sgt lame kalau pakai. tapi tak terbuang.
So that night, aku membongkar most of it and separate kan the NEVER EVER GONNA WEAR AGAIN. The funny part was, every piece made me reflect the stories behind it :)

and some of them were;

Baju kurung ni masa sekolah rendah. Time ni mcm trend lah kain yang sarung ni.
So,mama tempah jahit dengan jiran. But then dia silap jahit. Terus mama anti. tak hantar dah dgn dia ever again.

This used to be my fav baju kurung. Pernah tak ingat ada satu masa keluar fashion baju kurung kain crumple yang tak payah iron? i used to wear this over and over again :D

Aku rasa this piece is the most significant of all. My best highschool friends must remember this somehow. Sarah, azri. recall? haha. This piece was my favourite too.
Time form 5, kasturi moment. outing and all. Had to let it go, coz i know i will never wear it again :)

Okay. this piece was because I WILL NEVER EVER BE SEEN OUTSIDE WITH THIS ANYMORE! haha. Azri anti baju ni. and aku pun.
Went for a superb skating day out with Yazmir with this piece. So akan ingat :')

Give this piece away because its just to bottom cut. Remember how bottom cut jeans used to be so famous? ;) But i love this one, because of the pattern. dulu style lah. sekarang mcm, ermmm. weird. haha.

You should try this too. For sure, banyak GILA old pieces of urs that can be give away and save up the spaces. That night mama berjaya kumpul kan 2 box of old clothes :D
We donate these for the Gaza. We care week in IMU. Hopefully it will means something for the unfortunate :)

Tuesday, 15 February 2011

kau ingat kau siapa?

lagu ini mcm agak terbaikk :) penangan meaning sebalik lyrics yg hebat..fuhh.kasi dgr eh ;)

Sunday, 13 February 2011

Do remind me. Thankyou.

Alhamdulillah, its the second semester already.
A step closer to the long-aiming goal.

To be honest, im terrified to step into this semester.
Its a well known crucial semester where we are being acknowledged to give THE BEST that we can for pass this semester.

" Semester two is the killer semester. Its the semester where it bring people down. 8 to 10 of you here might not pass the end semester exam and will have to repeat foundation one"

And guess what, I never ever wish to be one of those 8 to 10 people. NEVER.
Yes, i know. No one wants that, but you see im kinda a layback person where sometimes i dont really care bout how serious things are.For example i dont really care if i really follow the format of a assignment, i dont really put much effort to know when is the due date for the next assignment until most of my friends fuss around bout it.

But for this case, its really something that i look forward not to face it. Only HE knows how terrified i am if i ever have to repeat foundation one. I will not only dissapoint myself if i do, but i know there will be one person that will be so disappointed in me more than anyone else even more than i do. MY MUM. and not in thousand years, i will ever let that be. She had sacrifice a lot. And i think its my time to pay for that.

So this is a public statement. I will actually change my attitude. Know what my priorities are.
Study real dead hard. Ignore those unnecessary stuff. Less social networking. Less wasting time. I will change my mind set to, "Shut up, you are annoying" to " Thanks for the info, I need to know that eventually " when sometimes my friends discuss bout something that i have not yet study and memorize.

Sometimes you have to tell people what you're aiming for and your planning just to make sure they keep reminding you if are actually starting to walk the opposite way.

And for that i want to thank HIM for giving me such great friends who actually care about me so much. For a friend who keep reminding me and will drop any comments whenever he thinks i online to much.

" Intan ingat UK UK UK! Study rajin rajin :)" - Hadinur

" Intan study study study" -Sabri, whenever i accidentally appear online on Skype

" Jangan download banyak sangat game, sem ni crucial" - Amirul

Even tho, you feel annoyed at first but i know its for my own good :)
And suprisingly, these two people who leave me a goodbye message, not to actually take care of myself. but their last message before boarding was,

" Kau belajar baik baik, aku pun. sayang kau. take care "- sarah hani

" You belajar rajin rajin, jangan malas malas okay?"- ahmad muzzammil

Well those text might not sounds that significant to you. But for me, its really did touched me.
Thank you. i love you people significantly :)

I need to put my spiritual up tight too as well my mentally strength. InsyaAllah :)
Semester two, here we go.

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