Up and Down.

intan nur hadilah


Had a phase of 'breakdown' fr these past days.
Right after the final exam timetable came out.
And guess what,

THEY SHIFTED IT A WEEK EARLIER. WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

out of sudden.

Tak tahu kenapa aku geram sangat.
Maybe because I'm still not prepared to be in that final exam mode.
And of course I'm sad and frustrated that I had to cancel my flight to London to meet Sarah, Azri and Wari.
Just becuase the date is now coincide with the flight ticket.
Its one of the thing that I've been looking forward for the past months.
Our 'reunion' in London. Haihh.
Berkecai hati.

I REALLY need that break.
To meet some familiar faces and people to hang out with.
After adapting to this new life and environments. I just need that, you know.
Plus with the homesick feeling while you're sick.
Teringat how Mama would take care of me when I'm sick :(

So end up I felt like its just too much to digest within a day.
And I was emotionally unpredictable person. Sekejap okay, sekejap tiba-tiba rasa nak nangis.
Kesian AMMR kena face it. Sorryy. haha


Hang in there Intan.
Aren't you that bright, optimistic person? :)

RINDU NYA ♥

" Being strong is to love someone in silence,

to radiate happiness when we are unhappy,

to forgive someone who does not deserve forgiveness,

to stay calm in moment of despair,

to show jot when we do not feel it,

to smile when we want to cry,

to make someone happy when we our own heart is broken,

to be silent when we feel like screaming our anguish,

to comfort when we need to be comforted,

and to have faith when we longer no believe."

-Riccky Zulkifli

I'll love you for a thousand more.

intan nur hadilah

Terasa macam nak cerita.
Siapa lah tak tahu, Sarah Hani & Intan Nur Hadilah, the always-together twins in high school.
Memang tak dapat dinafikan, pergi mana-mana pun mesti berdua.
Sampai masuk college, takdir memisahkan kita. sobs.

But still nothing change as much back then in college.
We still texted each other like most of the time, shared even the slightest details of our life.
Plus minus, bila ada masing-masing start ada boyfriend time tu. Biasa lah conflict kawan baik, bila attention di-deviate kepada orang lain. Gaduh macam suami isteri. Comel nya kita sarahhhhhhhhhhhhhh? haha :P
Ohh well itu DULU.

Back in my 'belasan' tahun, i believe we all have this ideology of, BEST FRIENDS FOREVER.
We believe that nothing's gonna change, and no matter how old we are, best friends will always be happy together.

Well, its still not wrong to believe that.

Sambung balik cerita.
And untill the day Sarah finally flew of to Sydney. One of the saddest phase of my life.
To be separated away from my 'other-half'.

us.

First few month was hard. Time tu smart phone tkdelah common sangat.
Whatsapp, Viber bagai tu, kira the most new thing in town.
So we spent quite lots of money, on international calls and text.
We promise each other to try hard to keep our friendship as strong as we used to, no matter what.

But times goes by. Masing-masing semakin busy dengan life budak medic yang tak tentu busy nya ni.
And plus the time difference yang buat susah untuk kteorg 'parallel' kan free time.
Even though when we already connected to the most fastest and convenience communication ever.
Whatsapp, Viber, Skype, Twitter etc.
The text and call slowly 'dissapear'. The ritual update become less and lesser.
And we feel even far than we already are.

Honestly, banyak isu tak puas hati manja yang timbul dalam fasa ni.
Isu cemburu
Isu 'kenapa aku je yang selalu nak kena tegur kau dulu",
Isu " fine lah dia lagi penting dari aku now."

Haha.
Hot and cold, Dark and bright. Happy and sad. All in one.


Untill,

I learnt the meaning of loving someone not for the sake of dunya, only.
I search for the real meaning of it. And i finally came cross to an article, which change the whole perception of our friendship to me. Im not good in explaining these things. But do read it if you want :)

Things will definitely change. What matter is how you handle it.

Yes there are things in life where we imagine and dream of how life would be.
And we try our very best to make it true. Tapi akhirnya kita hanya manusia biasa.
So we have to believe on a power beyond our ability to make the rest as beautiful as it might be.

Sarah Hani is not 'mine'. She is a gift borrowed by Him for me. So does, this friendship.
If we cant even keep up with the most fastest net in the world, I shall put my heart and trust in Him to make this friendship goes fonder each day even without the 'how are you' texts.
And whenever i miss her, i'll pray that she can feel it too. hihi :')

All praised to Him, all those unnecessary emotional tense and burden on us, is slowly being understood and accepted with love ♥ :)

She is still my dearest person, and will always be. InsyaAllah.
I love you Sarah Hani, for the sake of Him
:)


Oh my, panjang gila post ni :p

I miss you baby.

I believe we constantly are missing someone. deeply.Every day, every moment.
Someone so precious and significant in our life that happened to be far far away from us.

Distance is necessary, it makes we appreciate things/someone better.Even it may be bitter at times. Yes, true.

I have this weird habit of missing someone :DWhenever i miss someone, i'll search for their favourite food and eat it, even though its not actually mine. WEIRD.
Sebagai contoh, everytime aku lalu depan Bank BSN dekat Melawati, mesti akan singgah gerai makcik jual kuih, and beli sardine roll ni. WAJIB.


Dulu time partime job after SPM dgn Sarah Hani dekat Vitacare, kteorg selalu akan curi turun time petang and beli benda alah ni. And Sarah mesti AKAN beli kuih ni. So aku pun dah ter-addict.
So whenever i miss her, i will eat this. and semua memories akan terflash-back :'(
Of Takoyaki and Old Town, forever reminds me of Azri.

  I MISS YOU PEOPLE :(

*sigh*

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further form the last time you saw them, but you are one day closer to the next time you will."

♥intan nur hadilah

bukan tipikal,itu unik

aku membesar dgn lelaki2 yang bukan tipikal

aku rindu mereka

:)

Bila rasa malam masih muda,

OKAY tak sangka sound Public Group kat FB, sungguh menyeronok kan and puas hati.

Tkde lah. Group psl Rosmah Mansur sila minta maaf pada umat islam psl isu IFF kt FB.

Asal nya, memang aku LIKE sebab aku rasa memang patut pun.

tapi hari ke hari gi update benda ntah apa. Psl Iklan TV kena banned lah, psl isu Nabil break dgn Irma lah. WTH? kau ingat ni Melodi. Lepas tu letak blog link sesiapa, utk blog traffic hunter.

Hello, its on my news feed?

Ohh itu sungguh out of motif. Please lah.

*******************************************************************

Anyway thats not my main motif of blogging. Cant sleep.

Tak suka bila dah off light, tutup pintu, pkai selimut. Tapi kelip-kelip mata rasa fresh gila.

Tapi hari ni memang rasa hyper pun. Mungkin kah excessive nap?

Bila moment tak boleh tidur ni, start lah pandang dinding, fikir benda yang bukan-bukan.

Rindu lah. Rindu gila gila. Sobs. Agak-agak,korang tengah buat apa? hurm itu mcm terlalu dialog drama melayu. Okay tarik balik.

No matter how many thousand friends you have on FB, it cant never ever defeat the feeling of being around your best friend :)

Nurul Nadia ( Manipal, India)

I miss your super, crazy full of emotions stories. I just want you to be here.

Nak hug? :(

Azri Jasni (Brighton, UK)

Babe, jom lepak Oldtown? Weh, rindu for real gossiping.

I feel disconnected. Nway pic ni pelik sebab aku crop Yazmir.

haha

Sarah Hani ( Sydney, Aussie)

Sarah, pernah ke aku tinggal kan kau kalau bab ' Rindu' ni.

Bosan dah kan? ;p

and tak kira apa-apa pun yang aku tahu kau ketuk pintu rumah aku lagi 17 hari from today.

Satu lagi side effect tak boleh tidur and stay up : LAPAR -.-

Okay. Goodnight bloggie :)

exams dulu:)

now dh november.serious seronok.

nasib beli ticket flight yg bertarikh bulan ni.eventho hari last in this month x)

CALENDER marked!

its tomorrow.i know.i never forget.

OMG, Waka Waka?

Tak sangka masa berlalu dengan cepat.Empat tahun dah berlalu. Sarah, kita dah besar. Tak sangka kita dah ada team kegemaran utk Fifa World Cup 2010. Kau sokong orange, aku sokong merah. Dulu kita cakap mereka tipikal, sekarang kita? Sejak kau update status ni :

aku redha kita dah matang. Even dah lama kita tak bergossip trough skype, antara perkara pertama kita cakap pasal goal USA dgn England yang agak mengecewakan itu. Mungkin ini hanya satu fasa dalam kehidupan. Tapi apa-apa pun, aku still dengan SouthKorea. Kalau dah out, aku berhijrah ke team Orange kau,okay hani? HAHA :D ohh ye,aku lupa nak mention. aku memang sengaja crop sampai comment Lokman. Hiburan tambahan.

post ni memang tiada motif tertentu. Before i forget, goodluck sarah hani for your exam yang akn habis this thursday. and bla bla bla kau nak gi shopping after that. yeah yeah but aku still stuck dengan exam lagi two week etc etc. WHATEVER okay. haha.

Theme blog ini ditukar sempena penghormatan kepada kepada exam mood. gila geek kan kan?

after my last post, tetiba theme blog ni hilang. nampak sangat Bloggie dah bosan dengan exam-based post aku. Bloggie hang in there eh sayanggg. Sekejap je lagi (sambil membelai screen laptop).

ITS JUNE BABBYYYYY :D

i'll be missing you tooo. cepat lah balik BTN :(

kisah padang pasir

haha.it has been so long since sarah hani post smething..n yupp.for sure,sarah hani and intan nur hadilah tidak gaduh..haha.*ada ke smpai org igt cmtu* :D nway..thnx intan..for d last post.commission bahagi dua eh,babe? :P

believe it or not..b4 i type off dis post..aku sbnrnya dh buat a list..nk ckp apa.haha.extremely busy huh,sarah hani? haha..not bcz of dat..just smetymes..SERIOUSLY..kalau dh plan sgt pun nk blog..mesti mcm x ter-blog..nway..move on to my actual post :)

life updates dulu yea:

weather sini makin sejuk.sarah hani x tahan sejuk.so,mkn perlu byk.lalu sarah hani tambah berat bdn.kata org,i look okay je..bt yea..self-concious..buat aku jog every eve.ok not jog.run.serious..cz mghrib msuk by 5.20pm..so,if kuar by 5pm..pusing route lari tu..b4 5.20pm..mmg smpat smpai rumah r..helma jadi buddy lari now..dia sorng je..yg mcm xmlas nk kuar umah ptg2..yg lain..smua nk rehat..lg2 aftr clas ptg kn :) oh sarah hani juga dh pndai makan choc.byk2 choc..kalau sapa kenal aku..choc,icecrm,cake..ada bnda2 yg aku x telan sgt kat mas..mcm x enak..bt yea.dtg sini..bnda2 tu..mcm selalu on promotion.serious mcm selalu..so,chocs r jd snack :) oh b4 dis juga..mcm catu duit r..cz d fact is..sarah hani x cukup duit ;D bt catuan itu akn berakhir soon :)) *duit x bank in lagi..bt sarah hani dh start buat list apa brg2 yg nk beli.haha*

so,updates on study:

zZZzzz..boring.*dull-ness effects* apa korng nk tau pasal medic study? okay..setakat ni.xde r smpai mcm org slalu ckp..yg xde life..angkat buku2 berat..xde r..cz sarah hani.buku2 smua dlm bilik.jrg g lib pun..n if xde life tu..hm,mcm x benar kot..cz smlm bru 11budak medic..pergi tgk movie d pekan kami.haha..bt yg best nya.kteorg byr *dlm cnversion x3* rm180 in total nk tgk cter date night.haha.mcm budus..oleh itu,sapa nk dtg lawat aku here..be prepared...'for not to convert d currency'..nnt air kosong pun korng x nk minum.haha.i maybe have move on that phase of conversion..bt smetimes..saja je nk cnvert..buar rasa sikit duit tu mngalir keluar.haha..

holidays?:

okayy..setakat 18feb2010..dh ada 2 cuti pjg here..satu yg easter break..satu lg mid sem break *currently*.easter break..was pretty boring tho.cz kteorg ni hdup on campus kan..so,mcm rasa asrama r..kalau cuti semggu,bt x balik rumah..mcm budus je tgk campus ksong.heh.bunyi burung berkicauan pun dh kira sgt indah time tu *okayy.exxagerate.heh* nway, time easter break.bdk laki..g road trip dgn brothers.so,itu antara punca kami be5, the girls, xtau nk buat apa..syukur gak..ecah,nadiah,akmal came down ke uws..dr adelaide,unsw,newie respectively..utk gembirakn kteorg :D so,v had picnic! bake cakes,masak pancakes,buat roti sardin..pergi lake tepi med building..mkn2..catch up dgn life *more to current gossips r* hah.ohh.i brought along a frisbee..dpt free aritu..so,igt nk main r..ala2 western style konon..lepas picnic..main frisbee..konon.haha..bt end up...BALING SELIPAR..gak yg plg best :D lompat2 sini sana..oh seronok..pastu a day b4 picnic..kteorg yg be5 yg tggl kat uws ni..g factory outlet kat homebush..oh.*satu lagi life update: sarah hani pantang tgk brg2 on sale kat sini..cz sarah hani apprecites mark down prices now.haha.ini juga boleh jadi punca sarah hani cepat habis duit =='* okayy.so time d DFO tu..5 of us mcm berpecah.serioous..i felt adrenaline rush in my self..mcm excted n jakun maybe? dkat tmpt tu.mcm byk bnda murh.byk kedai2 famous..google r sendiri eh..if nk tau apa sarah hani rasa berada di direct factory outlet,homebush :)

okayy.mid sem break pula..almost 5days trip ini..xleh nk di cver dlm a blog post r..nk di-updatekn details kat intan pun..x smpai half lg..byk terjdi..basicly,v went to newcastle..lawat rkn2 kami yg ada d sana..almost 10tylorians gak d sana..attraction dere would be: sandboarding kat sand dune, laut dia lawa okayyy..huuu,d uni it self :) so,v did all that dkat newie..lumix *camera tajaan utk record hidup sarah hani d negara org* mcm sakit time pergi sand dune :( so,now..tgh tggu warranty di bwa dr mas :) aftr 3nights d newie..v headed back to sydney.naik train je..4jam.haha.at d city..jmpa nadiah pula..round unsw.n makan mknn yg bagi sarah hani superb sedap.bau pun sedap.pehh.mkn nasi n lauk..indon style.tp serious sedap.nama kedai: pondok buyong.harga: berpatutan.haha!:D so,lpas dh mkn tu..jln g unsw..round uni campus..wow..unsw hebat wei..serious.kalau seseorg itu dpt pergi unsw.jgn r tolak :) personally,*utk seorg bdk medic..yg pernh apply utk msuk.bt kena reject ikut projected marks je..haha.* mmg hebat r uni tu..top-class if belajar medic there.mgkn utk bdk course lain..sng sikit kot nk msuk unsw..i dont know :) aftr dah pusing unsw..kteorg ni..mcm xnk balik uws lg..so,igt nk lepak city lg r.minum coffee ke..haha..psuing2 cri cafe..mcm xde pulak..so,crash 7-11 je..beli air,junks..pergi r kat park..main 1word each..if kalah.kena true/dare..haha:D den b4 beredar pulang uws.kami dh siap plan utk winter break pula :D

*n sapa2 yg nk tau dgn lebih lnjut..tonton r pictures yg d post d fb sarah hani eh..n if ur not my fren in fb..add r..n i'll approve.sooner or later.haha.*

eh asal..holiday post lagi pjg den study updates..oh well..stdrd r kan :D

kepada INTAN NUR HADILAH,NURUL NADIA, MOHAMAD AZRI:

semoga berjaya korng.dgn finals yg akan datang.im sure.korng dh prepared..tggu nk tgk paper exam je.haha.nway,all d best again.never stop trying till d examiner says "stop" :)

ber- usaha-lah anda semua..semoga Allah membalas usaha anda dgn kejayaan yg setimpal :)

budak western sydney signing off

n

on New StraitsTime ,Omg (!)

okay cerita ini dah lame. but who cares. it is just so impossible NOT to post this news. its one-day lasting excitement. tell me,siapa yang tak excited muka dia keluar newspaper. kami bukan pelajar terbaik malaysia, ahli politik, penjenayah juvanil atau artis. kami hanya remaja biasa yang sangat excited bila muka keluar paper walaupun size yang publish hanya lah tidak sebesar mana.

so, OMG we were on the NST PAPER!!!!! :D

Date : 20th march, Saturday

Dlm banyak2 picture MDR, they published this pic. aww, how lucky is that?
ok intan. you can stop exaggerate now.

to YOU : mana ada cakap je lebih, FINE, click lah link ini NO child's PLAY. baca lah sendiri, sebab nak focus kat gambar je actually pun. HAHA.

rindu nya nak post something benda emo-emo ni. seriously.
haha.

if we ever meet again-

okay, kembali meyemak.
warning: this post is all about educational stuff. you can stop reading now and save your 5minutes.


still reading it? okayy. up to you. i had warn you :p

Dear 12345:)blog,
im going to deactivate myself for a while due to my two-weeks TRIAL exam.starting from next weeks, so please please PLEASE dont miss me. sarah hani will be taking care of you if she's not busy enough with her NEW friends. *sarah kau mesti bagi aku muka kerek kan now :D

Ohh yeah people, its my TRIAL exam coming. trial dah KOT.
trial.trial.trial.trial.trial.trial.trial -__-
so,

STUDY LAH INTAN NUR HADILAH(!)
ceria kan word STUDY? that means study is FUN. sangat fun. fun fun fun
+__+

nak masuk IMU. then nak masuk UWS. nak nak nak nak! so,intan nur hadilah you have to burn the midnight oil. bukan setakat midnight. pagi petang siang malam. tak boleh buang masa yg sangat precious except 30minutes of facebook-ing. ohh yes,penting okay! siapa setuju, sila lah angguk kepala. seriously,some of you will be nodding your head kan? jangan lah pura-pura :D

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

(defying gravity,GLEE cast)

so, im off defying gravity. or in its simpler and less metaphorical way.STUDY. duhh. BIO,CHEM,CORE MATH and STATISTIC, jom we have work to do.
okay intan. boleh tak stop mengarut. 45 minute dah wasted. 30 minutes je konon.
cakap je lebih. seriously stop typing. NOW. okay i am. I AM!
goodbye for now bloggy. i'll miss you. okay kau jugak sarah. hurmm. nak jugak kan? :p
<3

Before her stories overshadow mine.

yes, i know semua orang tengah menanti update dari sarah hani bukan aku.

fine. semua nak baca cerita australia dia. cerita budak malaysia dah lame.

okay itu je update kali ni. BYE.

HAHA. okay intan. bujet ada orang nak buat buat kisah ke?

ada ada! sarah hani :D

since sarah hani hasn't settle her apartment yet so she cant really update much. pictures on FB pun tiada lagi. dia kata esok esok. so, before sarah update cerita-ceritera life baru di sana, this will be my last post till hers. okay,HAPPY? seriusly intan. no one cares. boo.

days of departure:

on our way to KLIA. tekad dalam hati. intan dont cry. NO NO NO.

one message received.

" intan, aku pergi ni. aku tak tinggal pesan kat anyone utk jaga ko. ko kne independant k. even tho aku jauh, but ur piggy twinny will always be with you..."

OKAY.tears gland started to activated. impulses had been sent to the brain, but it seems nothing it can do to stop.*omg trial exam lagi seminggu.my biggest weakness is once i start, its really hard to stop. min, mungkin kau pelik kenapa aku mcm duduk pandang kiri je time otw. jangan kecil hati eh. aku bukan malas tgk muka kau. tapi tapi... aku tengah emo.muka buruk.malu :')

pic: curi dari FB Huari

Afiqah,adik Lokman (my crying buddy of the night) and us followed Sarah till the part where we cant really see her anymore. and i had come with a thought,

"i hate KLIA. except for the hot stewards."

being bullied on the way home. aiman and min were being sarcastic as always.

pinjam kan ipod. tapi on lagu All by Myself, Stop Crying Your Heart Out etc

and most-tak-boleh-blah was Graduation -__-

to sarah hani, yesterday i passed by the significant places and i just smile:)

aku jumpa biskut favourite tuition Kasturi kita,version Koala semalam. cute gila kan. but Panda still the best :p.

farewell video sarah is too big to be upload here. FB ada :)

okay BYE seriously.

hollywood bebeh! haha

im so-frigging-excited to blog on this post x)

so..staying at home.is simply a boring routine right now.i've been in frnt of d tv.almost half of d day.n d other half? duhh..its here.wif my lappy :)

i've watched the golden globes.THRICE.haha.im not d person to watch it straight 3 hours..bt yea..i've seen parts of the award ceremony.so,this morning.alone.on d sofa.turned on 712.haha.i watched the red carpet part.i saw mariah carey n her outfit yaww.but dat didnt really caught my attn.;) after watching the E! cast at d red carpet.i had a thought..i want to act! haha.mesti seronok kn..ok.mayb not forever.mayb a day or two wuld b super fine! haha.i just want to feel how it is to b a REAL public figure =D so..angan-angan japp..i want to be sarah walker in CHUCK.haha.her acting in dat series.is superb.for me :) its like a package..to b able to act as sarah walker.i suppose.i'll b able to act in saspens,romantic-comedy mvies.its like 2-in-1.haha.


moving on...so you think you can dance! tonight is d season finale.repeat..d 2008 show.i know..ketinggalan zaman..but still..haha.every tues nyte.for two hours.i'll b so amazed.watching them dancing.like nobody's business.againn..just now.d last show..made me felt.that i want to become COURTNEY! haha.she's not d winner.bt i think she has d right dance moves.evntho she doesnt hav d slim body.but i think her chubby-ness..made her looked good dancing.haha.trust me.its not me alone.who adores her dance moves.haha :P *agak sahih* ;) google-up yourself.to see who's courtney.but i've attached.two videos..

their moves are cool-io ;)

ouh! biggest loser asia.

repecto-mondo
to
hafiz
haha.your confession is like
to all ASIANS =))

finally.....
i dream big just to create wild-imaginations.
to kill boredom..
but i know.im stil sarah hani.at the end of d day :)

you got me

im back for a new post.in a different topic ;)

JEALOUS bah

haha.

but its not affecting me so much r =)

ouh one more.when someone tells you;

"sendiri rasa sudah"

do you know how to interprete dis statemnt? cz i think its a very subjective one.but i really want to answer d public's Q with this statemnt.its easily defined by our own words only.haa ;) so,dunt ask too much Qs r.cz our answer is simple."sendiri rasa sudah" :)

Dont miss me too much, okay ?

off to Pangkor this weekend.

bila cakap Pangkor, semua bagi respond yang positif. seronoknya! :D atau pun nak ikut!
tapi mereka patut dengar fully. im off to Pangkor for my Biology trip.

and hidden reality will be:
- i'll be staying in the jungle. yes, hutan awak. so for those yang dah imagine laut biru, sandy beach with lots of seashells and comfy chalet. lupa kan. itu hanya harapan semata-mata. google lah kem Raudah Pangkor. itu realiti.

- snorkeling? jangan terus berangan. anda hanya akan masuk ke hutan. kutip soil. test for acidity. then, buat quadrat sampling. perlu ke diteruskan? *breath in and out


i had a real bad feeling about this. hurm. for those who knew what im talking bout. IN CASE muka aku keluar paper ke kan, sarah,here goes your dialog:

*sobsob*
"intan memang ada mention benda pelik the night before. tapi tak fikir lah plak kan."

*this is the part where you cry louder, but try not to exagerate*
"if i have the chance,i just want to tell her i love her damn much...."


HAHA. okay. seriusly. not funny. but yeah, hutang aku kau halalkan eh :p

shah alam, i'll be back on Sunday. i'l l be back :)
terasa pelik buat first time nya nak sangat balik shah alam.

i have a new best friend.

Yes, as most of you know Sarah Hani will be flying off soon. where,when? tunggu lah sarah update next. As her official spoke person, she wanted to keep that as secret from me. mengarut je.

to Sarah Hani: Ngess! aku akan tahu juga KOT later. call Mummy now pun boleh. main secret secret plak. so piggy-twinny old fashion :p

SO, setelah tambah tolak darab dan bahagi, hari hari bersama kawanbaik (Sarah Hani), mungkin hanya tinggal ;

38 days left

tapi memandangkan i'll be in Intec for the normal weekdays. count of days left;

15 days left only

im not going to write how much memories we have, or how different things will be after this. NOT NOW. boringlah sarah asyik cakap pasal kau je kan. HAHA.

People,say Hello to my NEW best friend. * louder.

Kenal dah lama dah. since tadika lagi. yes Sarah. lagi lama dari aku kenal kau. tapi since masuk Intec ni rasa tiba-tiba je rasa menyampah. i remembered crying few times because of you. my interest to you now is totally different. dulu masa highschool, happy happy je. why eh? kenapa weh aku rasa benci sangat ni. frust tahu tak. rasa pelik kenapa ada orang boleh suka kat @%$#&* bukan nama sebenar*. Abaikan.

but then since Sarah will be off soon, i made my mind to be nice to @%$#. Sorry babe. dia rival baru kau now. FACE IT.

to new best friend: i will try to love you with all my heart. trough hard times and good times. i'll promise to spent more time with you. to actually understand you better. im sorry for my past mistakes. Im sorry cause there were time where i feel like giving up on you. but not now. not from TODAY.

Time to introduce you babby; meet miss Core Math :)

" cik core math, tolong lah be nice last semester ni :) "

sarah berkhidmat utk negara :)

and mean while, im here, currently doing nothing to make the world a better place. malas.



GOODNIGHT SARAH HANI.
out. tidur.

mata kuyu

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current fav: piano playing for various songs

PD itu port dickson

im back 4rm PD dis eve
12pm 4rm delima 201,telekom resort
went to R&R seremban.n had our lunch.
went to nilai3.to get some stuffs 4 others
hm,so..dis eve i got a call.syafiq akbar ali called.haha..

encik.pergi k :)

PD was okayy.i was nt allowed to b in d sea at all.so,end up being d photographer.played beach ball.
n last nyte.shahrul taught us d mafia wars game.i was a realy bad perompak.haha.my acting was d worst.i got so nervous to b innocent ;) but overall,d game is superb.likeylikey :) truth or dare came ryte afta dat..many scenes happened.they were so funny.thanx to all who participated.n was so sporting wif d dares.likeylikey too ;)

i'll post d pics soon :) either in my fb or here.
so,its tomorow.bye now =)

saturday.

WE WILL HUNT FOR you. WAIT FOR IT :p