it hurts to talk, but it killed not to.

thanks for the essay sarah hani. its really inspiring :p
okay wrong smiley :)

its been a long time since i write anything emotional or personal. i've been trying to avoid that
but boleh tak for one day nak mengarut and emo jap?

im talking to you trough my post. just for the sake of expressing.

to my D-die hard fan,

If you are reading this, you'll know who you are.
Do you know that its getting annoying hearing you complaining the same thing over and over again? im starting to think that you are pathetic. ohh please, all of us are trying hard to survive this world, facing different type of people. Dont blame others if we are living this life, and you are just so left behind. the world dont ONLY revolve around you. i understand, we have different way of dealing things and perhaps you are a hard-thinker. fine. but be less emotional and more rational. can you? you are making a big issue out of very stupid,small things. and yet there nothing you do to make it better. and the next day you'll keep revolve around the same problem.

Stop, just stop. No, im not going to say, i understand how you felt, cause some how maybe i dont. but what i know for sure is, enough is enough.live your life. there are other bigger things to worry about in our near future. i care bout you, my dear friend. lets embrace things, shall we? :)

" Dont try to understand everything, cause sometimes it's not meant to understand. But rather to accept. "

suka hati je curi dari fb abang

okay. lapar dah. bye
:)

if we ever meet again-

okay, kembali meyemak.
warning: this post is all about educational stuff. you can stop reading now and save your 5minutes.


still reading it? okayy. up to you. i had warn you :p

Dear 12345:)blog,
im going to deactivate myself for a while due to my two-weeks TRIAL exam.starting from next weeks, so please please PLEASE dont miss me. sarah hani will be taking care of you if she's not busy enough with her NEW friends. *sarah kau mesti bagi aku muka kerek kan now :D

Ohh yeah people, its my TRIAL exam coming. trial dah KOT.
trial.trial.trial.trial.trial.trial.trial -__-
so,

STUDY LAH INTAN NUR HADILAH(!)
ceria kan word STUDY? that means study is FUN. sangat fun. fun fun fun
+__+

nak masuk IMU. then nak masuk UWS. nak nak nak nak! so,intan nur hadilah you have to burn the midnight oil. bukan setakat midnight. pagi petang siang malam. tak boleh buang masa yg sangat precious except 30minutes of facebook-ing. ohh yes,penting okay! siapa setuju, sila lah angguk kepala. seriously,some of you will be nodding your head kan? jangan lah pura-pura :D

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

(defying gravity,GLEE cast)

so, im off defying gravity. or in its simpler and less metaphorical way.STUDY. duhh. BIO,CHEM,CORE MATH and STATISTIC, jom we have work to do.
okay intan. boleh tak stop mengarut. 45 minute dah wasted. 30 minutes je konon.
cakap je lebih. seriously stop typing. NOW. okay i am. I AM!
goodbye for now bloggy. i'll miss you. okay kau jugak sarah. hurmm. nak jugak kan? :p
<3

Before her stories overshadow mine.

yes, i know semua orang tengah menanti update dari sarah hani bukan aku.

fine. semua nak baca cerita australia dia. cerita budak malaysia dah lame.

okay itu je update kali ni. BYE.

HAHA. okay intan. bujet ada orang nak buat buat kisah ke?

ada ada! sarah hani :D

since sarah hani hasn't settle her apartment yet so she cant really update much. pictures on FB pun tiada lagi. dia kata esok esok. so, before sarah update cerita-ceritera life baru di sana, this will be my last post till hers. okay,HAPPY? seriusly intan. no one cares. boo.

days of departure:

on our way to KLIA. tekad dalam hati. intan dont cry. NO NO NO.

one message received.

" intan, aku pergi ni. aku tak tinggal pesan kat anyone utk jaga ko. ko kne independant k. even tho aku jauh, but ur piggy twinny will always be with you..."

OKAY.tears gland started to activated. impulses had been sent to the brain, but it seems nothing it can do to stop.*omg trial exam lagi seminggu.my biggest weakness is once i start, its really hard to stop. min, mungkin kau pelik kenapa aku mcm duduk pandang kiri je time otw. jangan kecil hati eh. aku bukan malas tgk muka kau. tapi tapi... aku tengah emo.muka buruk.malu :')

pic: curi dari FB Huari

Afiqah,adik Lokman (my crying buddy of the night) and us followed Sarah till the part where we cant really see her anymore. and i had come with a thought,

"i hate KLIA. except for the hot stewards."

being bullied on the way home. aiman and min were being sarcastic as always.

pinjam kan ipod. tapi on lagu All by Myself, Stop Crying Your Heart Out etc

and most-tak-boleh-blah was Graduation -__-

to sarah hani, yesterday i passed by the significant places and i just smile:)

aku jumpa biskut favourite tuition Kasturi kita,version Koala semalam. cute gila kan. but Panda still the best :p.

farewell video sarah is too big to be upload here. FB ada :)

okay BYE seriously.

Dont miss me too much, okay ?

off to Pangkor this weekend.

bila cakap Pangkor, semua bagi respond yang positif. seronoknya! :D atau pun nak ikut!
tapi mereka patut dengar fully. im off to Pangkor for my Biology trip.

and hidden reality will be:
- i'll be staying in the jungle. yes, hutan awak. so for those yang dah imagine laut biru, sandy beach with lots of seashells and comfy chalet. lupa kan. itu hanya harapan semata-mata. google lah kem Raudah Pangkor. itu realiti.

- snorkeling? jangan terus berangan. anda hanya akan masuk ke hutan. kutip soil. test for acidity. then, buat quadrat sampling. perlu ke diteruskan? *breath in and out


i had a real bad feeling about this. hurm. for those who knew what im talking bout. IN CASE muka aku keluar paper ke kan, sarah,here goes your dialog:

*sobsob*
"intan memang ada mention benda pelik the night before. tapi tak fikir lah plak kan."

*this is the part where you cry louder, but try not to exagerate*
"if i have the chance,i just want to tell her i love her damn much...."


HAHA. okay. seriusly. not funny. but yeah, hutang aku kau halalkan eh :p

shah alam, i'll be back on Sunday. i'l l be back :)
terasa pelik buat first time nya nak sangat balik shah alam.