muzik

listening to miranda crosgrove - kissing youu :)

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sejak boleh dgr hitz fm streaming..rasa lg best..xyah r aku dependant sgt kat koleksi lgu outdated aku tu..n dgr english-malaysia DJ tu makes me feel at home ;) oh btw,balik malaysia..aku nak naik kereta.mcm dh lama x naik kereta x) n kalau outstation,aku nk benti R&R.makan tembikai,letak asam :D nnt setibanya aku di KL..awl pagi tu..aku nk g kat makcik nasi lmk..minta "nasi lebih,lauk kerang n paru" ngahhh! :D

*current desire**

grey's anat s7 dh kuar..s6 aku x abis lg ==' chuck s4 dh kuar..bru 1st episod.heh.aku serahkan kat syuaib utk dl n nnt aku kutip ;)

tepat 2 bulan lagi..aku iA tiba di KL ;) ada bnda yg aku look frward,ada yg aku xnk dtg..aku sedih bru2 ni..bt lantak laa..aku dh mlas nk fikir,so..aku follow flow je.kalau ada,ada r..xde,jalann..heh ;)

exam aku nak dtg dh.aku hrp aku lulus.doakan bersama aku eh?:)

selamat tinggal

hambar

a paper cut and defects.konsep ini mudah :)
a normal skin.gelabah sgt.fine ppr cut.RBC rush out capillaries.clotting factor takes place.'injured' finger mcm cacat sikit,sambil nak tggu healing process :)
concept yg mcm gmbarkan life kn? *a very random thought of mine*
n i just got a paper cut siang td.akibat nk cepat sgt =='

last tuesday.i got two parcels from mumy&dady :D both in accumulation,weigh about 14.5kg..byk kn.haha :D thnx to them,yg bekalkan me with so many food materials..dr cooking paste, instant noodles, sardin, nasi impit *utk raya i suppose* n few more :)biskut pelbagai jenis.jgn kata r x)) thanx mumy,dady

ouh dgn kesempatan ni,nk wish NURUL NADIA binti AZMAN, happy 20th birthday babe :) hope u had fun. n hav a blast yr ahead :)

mlm ni dull? ada few things not falling in place as it should be.maybe life promises me this feeling tnyte..okay goodnyte.i hope tomrow makes me feel btter :)

are u having your dinner?

HI silent blog & to all readers ;

so,my visa is all set.d medical check up report is done.

d official offer letter 4rm mara should be here by tomorrow.still i doubt that :)

im in a 24hours game right now.midnyte to midnyte.

till now,it's still ok to live with it.cz dere r stuffs making the time kill :]

bout d kuala gandah trip; its all cancel.for now.mumy n dady gave me a choice to choose.but,i ended up deciding to just cancel it off :)

i am in a very tough position now.somehow.i think i am being punished for being me.ouh wow.is that so wrong? its so tiring to please people.when A is happy,B is not.n it continues to be vice versa.n me,C? haihh..i just cant wait to get over this phase of life.where others r more teruja than me.im seriously not enjoying this treatment.i dislike being cared of secara melebih-lebih.

n i am very sure.this whole phase of life.is inevitable.cz ppl has nver seen a diffrnt part of me.

so,alright sarah hani.live with it.embrace =)

n d 'tingtong' tone.doesn't mean d same person texted me.thank you.

Dont miss me too much, okay ?

off to Pangkor this weekend.

bila cakap Pangkor, semua bagi respond yang positif. seronoknya! :D atau pun nak ikut!
tapi mereka patut dengar fully. im off to Pangkor for my Biology trip.

and hidden reality will be:
- i'll be staying in the jungle. yes, hutan awak. so for those yang dah imagine laut biru, sandy beach with lots of seashells and comfy chalet. lupa kan. itu hanya harapan semata-mata. google lah kem Raudah Pangkor. itu realiti.

- snorkeling? jangan terus berangan. anda hanya akan masuk ke hutan. kutip soil. test for acidity. then, buat quadrat sampling. perlu ke diteruskan? *breath in and out


i had a real bad feeling about this. hurm. for those who knew what im talking bout. IN CASE muka aku keluar paper ke kan, sarah,here goes your dialog:

*sobsob*
"intan memang ada mention benda pelik the night before. tapi tak fikir lah plak kan."

*this is the part where you cry louder, but try not to exagerate*
"if i have the chance,i just want to tell her i love her damn much...."


HAHA. okay. seriusly. not funny. but yeah, hutang aku kau halalkan eh :p

shah alam, i'll be back on Sunday. i'l l be back :)
terasa pelik buat first time nya nak sangat balik shah alam.

globe

sometimes.there's moment in life.when you dunt give a sh*t bout people.go die.

every second pass in life makes death another second nearer.yeay. ='(

i want your drama.

FACT ONE: there is always a thin line between
flirting
and
being friendly.


FACT TWO: karma
is a B*TCH.

P.S: ohh yes, it hits when u least expecting it and it hurts. Badly.
so, BE AWARE people! :)

i should, but i cant.

"when we are dying or had a catastrophic lost, we all move to five(5) distinct stages of grieve;

we going to denial, because the lost is so unthinkable. we cant imagine it was true.
we become angry with everyone, angry to survivors, angry to ourselves.
then we bargained. we beg, we plead. we offer everything we had. we offer our soul in exchange for a one more day. when the bargaining had fail and the anger is too hard to maintained, we fallen to depression, despair until finally we have to accept that we had done everything can.we let go.
we let go and move into acceptance."


- Grays anatomy-
:)

dirty little secret

one night the Moon said to me,
"if Love make you cry, why dont you just leave her?"
i looked back at the Moon and said,
" Moon, would you ever leave your sky?"






i think i just 'lost' you, but wanted you to know that i never did leave you.
please stay.

monday

crap
so need help
bye

*end of d week.need it quick

IQ

exactly FOUR months to go
yeahh
it feels so crazy
:D

xxxxxx

im back in mlwati 4 d weeknd
decided to do so realy last minute
sory dady 4 d inconvenience
:]

xxxxxx

went to aliah's houz tday
some gathering she did
met muthalib.old fren of mine
n d usual ones too
:)
ate.updated

xxxxxx

ouh mumy said
i look sick dis few dys
n she fears of dat virus
haishh
im feeling ok
dun wory mumy
;)
*but juz wondering...
is taylors dat clean? from dat virus.? i mean

xxxxxx

i never 4got wut i had promised
n i planned 2 get it during my holidys
if ever, u culd juz wait
(:

xxxxxx

doctors
are
not
God
;]

impulse

morning blog :)
its early today.an opening of d week.i cant sleep.dere's smething which makes me anxious.something in d near future dat i wuld not want to meet bt i hav to. smething which has to be faced b4 d week ends.
ouhh wel.its tyme to face d fact.d reality.d hardship.dere's no easy way out in life,ryte.and hopefully.as i persevere thru dis.i'll recieve my reward at d end :)
ok 4 nw,bye bye

slipped away.

there are things that i owe you dearest blog.
i was supposed to update few days ago. tapi rasa berat sungguh tangan ini.
so here some short post that slipped away.
(:

saja suka-suka :D
super coincidence (;

pictures of 27th june, 10.30pm. addition to sarah's :




thanks babes.
29th june : thanks abg postman :P

its arrived at last. my first item. wayy cuter than what im expecting.
thanks to kak nurul too.
(:

-i miss our, gudnyte. switdreams. take care. ily :* msg-

sarahhhhh :(

aku sedihhh. aku rasa gulity!
tangan aku ni haa dia gatal2 gi edit blog ni tadi.
i was superbly bored. and i found this website for blog skin.
so with full-effort lah konon. i copy the old html and replace with the new one.
i thought i saved the old one. tapi sayangggg nya... NO :'(

so, bila preview yg baru tu buruk and tak sesuai * i think*
ingat kn nk letak blik yg lama. cari balik. aku tak save!
okayy adrenaline aku dah start excess-ing. CUAK gila.
cari cari and cari. takde gak.
SARAH.......
evrything yg kita edit suma dh hilang.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. sad sad sad.

okayy, after your exam.
we shall repair it together okay. please please please? :(
im soooooorrrrryyy.
:(

kata-kata

it was a fine morning
bt it didn't last till d evening
ishh
lets start.
my hp n its batt.
d bus n d jam
d girl in d bus
mak cik su n her food.
d lift.
ahhhh.

ouh wel.:)
d evening is overr
ouhh did i mention.
my upcming tests..
heee =(