Envy is a waste of time,

(

".. cause you already have what you need."

As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me. There were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. A simple friend thinks the friendship over when you have an argument. A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you.

The past may be gone forever and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.

OMG. it's two days to 2010 (!)
i'm scared, excited?
:)

look for the rainbow after the rain.

I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

Maya Angelou

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aidiladha

raya Qurban.

what does dat mean to u.

how do u live up d remembrance

.....?

warning to self:

better get things back in place

blogging from A0911

yesterdy.was d coroboree tinggy.overll,it was not my day.but it ended with something unexpected.thnx =)
todayy..i started to pack up stuffs..A LOT to be done.rimas.semak.n pergi party casa juga =) n i was lucky.hee.seronok seronok.dpt thumbdrive =)
kina balik dah.tinggalkan casa..sedih woo.sgtt..tapi kina ada pesan "jgn nakal2".aku igt wei :) n kepada kina "g cri bf cepatt uh.n publish kat fb" ;P
esok aku pula nk tgglkn casa FOREVER.wont b penghuni casa..anymore :) *x smpat nk masuk pool :( *

ptg td.mcm cakap2.at least,now i know.bout ur life b4 dis..hopefully it remains as d past.n me as ur present n future :)

intan.topup r cepatt.
susah betul nk cmmunicate dgn kau skng.

are you a GG fans ? :p

coming soon. HAHA.


via TheNicoleFiles

everyone is a story-teller.

ielts over. result?13 days from now.
counting days? nope.

when home after the exam.
in the KTM,
packed with people. diff kind of them.
two Malay girls playing some rOck-kapak songs on loudspeakers.
confuse whether they were trying to show off their phone
or they think everyone would be entertain with their songs.
mereka sangat berani and tidak malu.
something we should respect at. at least.

a group of guys came in frm other station.
spotted few stainless steel on their face.
heard some dramatic phone conversation too.
"u kat mne? nak jumpa tak? *waiting* nak lah BABI! haa kan dh kene."

a guy and a girl standing beside me.facing the door.
she was holding the 'Anne Frank' book with Inti College Subang Jaya label on it.
suddenly, the guy fixed something on his pant. the zip,the belt.
nope, its not normal. its took about 10 minutes.
*pandang kiri, pandang kanan. pandang belakang pun ada. awkward*
the other girl was holding her book in a way blocking her view.
suprisingly, the girl spoke to me, " ishh lelaki tuh mcm tk betul je"
we laughed and the guy stopped, acting normal again. thank you.

conclusion, balik rumah best.
:)

raya ke-three

honestly, its been a while since i post anything. entahlah.
its like too many things to write about, yet dunno know how to start it off. and end up with nothing. but then since semalm sarah dah tegur, so here i am writing these words.
its gonna be random. and crappy.

1. esok ADI JUFRI fly ke Poland. omg, bye bye adi. seriusly i knw how nervous you are right now. i wish i can send you off. tp bak kata yazmir,"relax sudahh. bukan dia tk balik."
so take care kawan. balik msia,practice ckp polish dgn aku okay :)

2.its been officially SIX days since i last heard from you. its not the ego that hold me back to call or text you. you must be pretty mad about IT right. so, i guess better fr me not to reach you at the moment.

3.RAYA? conflict raya itu wajib. immune dah. up,down. complete mood. upload some pictures on FB later.cam cabel gone missing.

4. friend, you are holding my VIP title. yet, please dont take that fr granted. coz at some point, i just cant be your 'clown' all the time. VALUE&CHERISH :)

5.IELTS speaking exam is NEXT weekend. o-emmmm-gyyy. and everytime just thinking bout it, im having this stupid nervous breakdown. sarah jom 'kacau' 'native speakers' yg HOT kt ibukota this friday. test self-confidence. yes, its educational.

five points. enough. GTG now.
*sarah, actualy time ni kau dh msg aku 'after asar kte kuar.okay?' :P
okay. yer,nak siap lah ni. buh-bye people.
:)

maaf zahir batin. for evrything in the past,present and perhaps future.
sincerely,intan nur hadilah

waking up in shah alam.

yesterday, today.

random one:
found a swimming lizard in the toilet
.
random two:
At last we went for the FAMOUS ABC-special in seksyen 2.
for a second,abiman hasyim and iqbal seem so fascinated.
yes, im not excluded.












random three:
i just realised that i ALWAYS start a sms with 'ohh..'
ohh ye ke../ ohh okay./ ohh maybe./ ohh that day..
sorry sarah,if thats annoyed you.
:)


random four:
faiz on MC today. thats very RARE.
no chem lab partner for the day.
yet,i got the silver mirror result.
:D












random five:
sarah hani miss aiman farhan.
get well soon, lil boy.
:)

random six:
one msg received,

i could have stop this if i didnt love you so much.

IQ

exactly FOUR months to go
yeahh
it feels so crazy
:D

xxxxxx

im back in mlwati 4 d weeknd
decided to do so realy last minute
sory dady 4 d inconvenience
:]

xxxxxx

went to aliah's houz tday
some gathering she did
met muthalib.old fren of mine
n d usual ones too
:)
ate.updated

xxxxxx

ouh mumy said
i look sick dis few dys
n she fears of dat virus
haishh
im feeling ok
dun wory mumy
;)
*but juz wondering...
is taylors dat clean? from dat virus.? i mean

xxxxxx

i never 4got wut i had promised
n i planned 2 get it during my holidys
if ever, u culd juz wait
(:

xxxxxx

doctors
are
not
God
;]

melawati, apa khabar?

so.
im stil awake now
at this time.very seldomly,i get to stay dis late.
ouh wel.dere's no particular test tomrow.
im juz exploring new stuffs in d net
:)
started to play.some fb games
typing maniac and crazy taxi.
but i perform better 4 typing maniac.crazy taxi sush r! urghh.hate those taxis..
im controlling myself tho.not wanting to b addicted
life wil b difficult if im in dat condition ryte
:)
so,yea.chem test is up afta dis.in 2weeks time.
nxt week.
wuld b d handing-in assignmnts.
ouh PQA test also.
my hurricane presentation.
ouhhh.bout d uniS.motivated now.
dere r still more callings ryte.
so,sarah hani shud better buck up 4 finals.
n get over those 1st calling interviews
:)
ayte better get goinn now.

new stalkers;
welcome.
;)

dear earthlings;

thank you YASMIN AHMAD :)

Al-Fatihah

death is inevitable.just be prepared

we will always miss your great screenplay;

"And in the end, its this small thing that u remember, little imperfections that make them perfect for you."

judge-mental

dear diary,

imissyou,love.

haha!;)

*dats wut i did in eng class tday.pouring out emotions 4 love ones.haha :)

moving on.tday,i ended my class early.nt having lunch as im looking 4ward 4 mcD ;) but intan..seems..silence? hm.
dis week.i had my DI n m3 test.intrview 4 newcstle.dats d importnt ones.but d most interesting one, wuld b d part when i did a payback.to pencuri tart; i am sorry ;) *but to othrs,never repeat.Allah pay back cash do ;)*
so yea, i'l b in mlwati dis weeknd.tompok,im home!:D

off

impulse

morning blog :)
its early today.an opening of d week.i cant sleep.dere's smething which makes me anxious.something in d near future dat i wuld not want to meet bt i hav to. smething which has to be faced b4 d week ends.
ouhh wel.its tyme to face d fact.d reality.d hardship.dere's no easy way out in life,ryte.and hopefully.as i persevere thru dis.i'll recieve my reward at d end :)
ok 4 nw,bye bye

rasa banyak rasa

okay.im back 2 post smething 4 d weeknd.
past week,i was nt dat busy.bt im juz nt realy in d mood to type much
so,yea.here i am
on a saturdy
in d web.im in tylors..ok....im nt back in mlwati dis weeknd
i hav dis event 4 juniors.so,im involved.
so,yea.highlights of my week.last 3 days.i had IA 4 ESL.
haha.d exam was so tough,end up becoming a funny one.cz its so ridiculous of us,scholar ppl,to...hurm.. :) haishh.v r still humans ok :] *sorry ms ting.no more after this :)
talking bout past week dramas too.haish..uniS r starting email-ing ppl who got their uni offers.so,it was kinda depressing to noe many stuffs.i didn't get a few uniS.leaving me wif hurm 5 more.bt wif d smallest probabilities dere r.haishh :(
dis thurs,is my newcastle interview.hopefully i culd learnt 4rm wut i did 4 my monash.n polish n get things btter 4 dis thurs..Ya Alllah,less nervous plleeassee :]
so,i'll be here in subang jaya.getting myself prepared 4 my upcming testss.support is much needed now ;)
mving on off dat..i heard.dis blog.has sme new stalkers.hee.thankyou,thank you.keep on stalking ok.hope v entertain u.in some ways ;)
so,yea.to intan nur hadilah.anything u do.im here ok :)

*i will always be open for many more individuals from everywhere but not replacing the stereotype i found*

dunt be cunning.but always be filial ;)

WHY.

monday morning started great. A junior guy gave me his seat in the bus. and he's cute. so yeah, GREAT morning :D

that morning, we had our new english lecturer fr the sem. Mrs.Kireen.
as we introduced ourselves, she asked ' is medicine your first choice?'
everyone seems to answer. 'yes,its always be my first choice' with confidence. etc etc.
and i was the ONLY one. who answered 'sort of..~~'
and she had this reaction, OMG,you have to say yes.
cause it never be my first choice YET. yeahh i know.

tuesday: seems long enough to stay.i get mad easily.
and its soo obvious. awkward moment.
maybe its the hormone. or maybe its the people.
and there were questionmarks every where. started to wondering things with WHY.

dear Almighty,
im sorry for my stupidity. but i cant stop the curiousity.
i know there are GREAT reasons behind these. and one day, im gonna find out.

but the best part is, i know
there are special humanS. who will try their very best to cheer me up.
I LOVE YOU.
(;

-intan.nur.hadilah-

kau..too late.

i had my monash malaysia interview juz 2hours ago.

how i felt..before,during,after?
what was d quests?
how did i perform?
what was their n my reactions?
..monash monash monash..
its all between me and d 2 interviewers.

ya Allah,i had done wut i had to do.YOU knew wut had happened.n i'll leave it all on YOU now.
hopefully,its ok :)

laporan hujung minggu

i so need to stop looking into this laptop monitor.n start working.dammmnnn
dere are-
scripts to memorize.
polymers to be understood.
statistics to do exercise more.
aikhh..
nak delete d vid post.intan says no.so,finE ;p

yesterdy,
intan made me to go to her houz.duno y she insisted me to go.haha.
upon reaching.i juz felt smething nt gud.n.. i looked at her.n im actually looking at a copy of some1 wearing d same baju as me.haishh..*super coincidence okayy*
ok.mayb intan wuld want to post d pic.editting sme parts..as wut v had discussed eh ;)

last fri nyte,
it was smething great+funny.d whole awkward-ness+some arguments b4 dat.rutin rutin ;D
headed to jj,setiawangsa.wif d guys.makan.groceries shopping.cake buying.n to intan's houz.4 a surprise visit :)

.adding candles on the lil cake.
*18 okayy ;p*

.lighting up the 18 candles.

*azri n his lighter.sap kok? ;)*

.d melted 18 candles into d cake.
*forgot of the existence of the candle holders*

.cake.

.yazmir.muhaimin.azri.

ok.im done.off

pagi yang suram?

the king of pop
has gone

*maybe this is how it felt wen P.ramlee or Sudirman passed away?*

moving on
im back in melawati.
nothing to look forward tho 4 dis weeknd.
ouh super wtv.
i really need something exciting to happen.
mayb a moment juz plain talkin wif you? haha.
never fail to make me smile ;D

not for public viewing.its wayyy above d 18+ limit ;p

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY
intan nur hadilah
:)

dis yr.i culdn't make it to celebrate ur bday tgeder :[ so,i prepared you this ;)
*maxis wil say everything nantii. :)

kalau hari ini 24jun.esok?

went to sunway yesterdy
watched d last houz of d leaf..woops...left.
haha.
dis arises wen some mamat behind us in d line
pronounced left as leaf.
*laughing out loud*
;p
v had to get reach a 18+movie anytime b4 tomrow comes..
v juz wanted to feel d illegal-ness.
haha=)
v had planned to go, d last sat.
but things didnt go as well as i planned.

xxxxxx

dat movie.made me regretted to choose 18+movie.cz its so full of violence.most of d scenes.i cant barely see.im so underage.haha:D

xxxxx

ok.realy hope dis blog is read by a *adding some cursing words as adjectives* lady.she is really not making me happy right now.if ever,i culd giv her a slap.or a punch in a face :]
.
tonyte,me+zubet. n hoping other rakan2 wuld join in d force 2 become super musicians.haha!

*rejab is here :)