Good-for-nothing?

Changes are inevitable

The only things that are constant in life are changes.

But, do you remember?

You were once 

Someone who told me to have some decent boundaries among the guy friends

Wants me to read and understand the Quran

Asked me almost every day if I've read it, even though my replies were rebellious

"Tak payah lah tanya, kau ni sibuk je lah"

Someone who hates to delay the daily prayers and drawn me to do the same too

Wrote me a short dua to read it daily just because it's a scary world out there

Taught me what to do when I'm terrified of the heavy rain thunders

Do you remember?

You were once a wise person with strong principle.

Years might pass

But those version of you will forever be remembered

Always am --and will always do.

Thank you.

6 bulan kemudian...

I miss writing, I truly am.

Somehow I think Im a better person when Im into writing. Better in what way, Im not sure. But I just knew I do.

Maybe because I love to read my old blog post and reminiscing on memories and phases of life.

So when I dont write, I tend to forget.

Always had those overwhelming spirit on writing bout major things that happened in my life but end up (most of the time) never did. So sad.

So to start simple, since my last post was in March. Hello thats like 6 bulan lepas. Half a year.

I officially graduated as a Doctor!!

Yeayyy alhamdulillah :)

Can you believe it? Macam tak percaya 

Ke denial sebab jadi student actually phase paling best dalam hidup haha

BUT, its a long waiting period to actually working as one. So Im having a LONG BREAK in life. And to be honest, reading all those FB status bout how stressful working life is, made me appreciate this long break more than ever.

So worry not, IM NOT GOING TO COMPLAIN BOUT HOW LONG IT GOING TO BE. 

Im still trying to figure out what to do with my life now. As much as I enjoy those spare times, I felt so guilty that those time wasnt spent wisely. Trying to find a part time job. This time I know myself Im being picky bout it. Im really not into retails job atm, simply because I still want my weekend to be off.

Wanted to have a job that means something to the society. Nak jadi cikgu tapi tiba tiba rasa macam susah gila lepas tutor Eisya siang tadi. Padahal baru darjah satu. Haha. 

Well, we'll see how it goes.

Till then,

- Your jobless doctor.