when forever is over.

another 'emo-posting'. yes, itu term baru.

i.miss.you

ego memakan diri

im goin to blog craps.so,if u r bored.read it.if not..hit d RED button at d end of this page..
so,yes..how's raya? hm,i think its pretty ok.IF its d last raya 4 me..IF i get to fly nxt yr.den dis yr's raya.is pretty awesome.i think.haha.as i said in fb.i feel accompanied dis raya.either ppl meeting me physically or in the IT world :) 1st raya seems ok.5houses.relatives..2nd raya.my houz.really tiring tho.4th raya.sepang houz.keli..as d main course.had me choosing mcD 4 lunch.hee.5th raya.its ronda2 raya..v hav been planning it since ramadhan in class during d heat of trials..i tot v were not serious d whole time..bt yea.end up.kina n zubet.planned it.n drag 7 of us..ronda KL :) 6th raya.got my new gadget in life.red-pink ;) 7th raya.pusing rumah kwn2 mlawati.seronok.v laughed a lot.dere were so many random tots n talks.but at d end of d dy.i got too tired.n my mood starts to fluctuate.stdard sarah hani r ;) oh! tomrow.im goin back to subang.haihh.such a misery to think about it..early morn.i'll b sending along to KLIA.she's goin back too.
d biggest dillema..currently.is to get a back up hp..obviously i cant survive without any 4 d whole next week.i juz cant.i am a nomophobia.no doubt bout datt.huuu.worst of all.i will juz buy a new.cheapp.hp.in summit.or mydin ;) 2nd hand pun jd r.hah.aslkn leh sms out.ryte? i can go cuckoo without any telecommunication...

just something to note.im joking.big time.with the change of status in fb.
bt if u took it seriously.den i'll fllow u.cz afterall.its about two of us ;]

okayy.done.so,how crappy is dis post? haha.i told u so.hm,im juz letting things out..cnsidering.dere's no one to let it out 4 d nyte ;) till i hav time to blab again.i'll do so ;) toodles~

pain is inevitable. suffering is optional.

" Is this the end? why does it feel like we'd only just begun?"

-Is This The End by Zee Avi-

"Bukan aku tak pernah, Mengerti dirmu, ku sanjung setiap kata cinta kau berikan aku, Hilangkan rasa itu, Akhirkankan semua, Dan bila kau sedar Aku hilang dari kewujudan"

-Cinta Sempurna by Yuna-

"Can't let go, It's too strong, Just like that, And then you're gone, Is this how, You wanted it to be?"

-Forget About Me by Little Bit-

"No body said it was easy, Its just a shame fr us to part, No body said it was easy, No body said its gonna be this hard"

-The Scientist by Coldplay-

* side effect of being left to survive in major boredom and laziness at home.*
SERIOUSLY:)

raya ke-three

honestly, its been a while since i post anything. entahlah.
its like too many things to write about, yet dunno know how to start it off. and end up with nothing. but then since semalm sarah dah tegur, so here i am writing these words.
its gonna be random. and crappy.

1. esok ADI JUFRI fly ke Poland. omg, bye bye adi. seriusly i knw how nervous you are right now. i wish i can send you off. tp bak kata yazmir,"relax sudahh. bukan dia tk balik."
so take care kawan. balik msia,practice ckp polish dgn aku okay :)

2.its been officially SIX days since i last heard from you. its not the ego that hold me back to call or text you. you must be pretty mad about IT right. so, i guess better fr me not to reach you at the moment.

3.RAYA? conflict raya itu wajib. immune dah. up,down. complete mood. upload some pictures on FB later.cam cabel gone missing.

4. friend, you are holding my VIP title. yet, please dont take that fr granted. coz at some point, i just cant be your 'clown' all the time. VALUE&CHERISH :)

5.IELTS speaking exam is NEXT weekend. o-emmmm-gyyy. and everytime just thinking bout it, im having this stupid nervous breakdown. sarah jom 'kacau' 'native speakers' yg HOT kt ibukota this friday. test self-confidence. yes, its educational.

five points. enough. GTG now.
*sarah, actualy time ni kau dh msg aku 'after asar kte kuar.okay?' :P
okay. yer,nak siap lah ni. buh-bye people.
:)

maaf zahir batin. for evrything in the past,present and perhaps future.
sincerely,intan nur hadilah

01syawal

SALAM LEBARAN
to all readers;
maaf zahir&batin
especially to
intannurhadilah
who likes hari raya ;)

sarah hani will be celebrating her raya with farah hanna and aiman farhan
a complete set :D

it feels different.when u noe u r someone's importnt person.

n me making space 4 u in my life.i wont regret it.at all.
till now,it has always been a nice feeling to b able to noe u better.
thnx 4 making some space of urs 4 me :)
keep this feeling with us.and make it personal ;)

random

*i wonder.if the ending part would ever happen.haha.
grey's anatomy fan here :)

habis

cant realy describe how this feels.dang.this feels
SUUUPEERR good! woohoo!:D

*no more staying back
*no more tdur dgn buku
*no more dduk kat tmn in d eve
*no more buka puasa dgn sisa lauk yg tggl kat kak su
*no more frownings
*no more people telling me to get my own life. duh.i have one.n i dunt tink i bother u dat much.
* more happiness!