screaming loudly in a silent tone
you see.currently.im in a limbo.ok.not a limbo,limbo.its just..i stil place some hope.a lil bit.not showing tho.cz im tired of being let down.im in d middle now.there r 2 particular,distinct groups.the ones who r preparing stuffs to make their wayy off.n d other ones who r settling down here.im nowhere in both YET.i wil eventually come to one of the side.n i think im more towards staying here.but you see..i'v yet to get myself in place.to get d fact right.i managed to do so.once.dat dy.but this 'placing hope' mood kept coming back.ouh! dere is dis very distinctive group of people voicing stuffs to me.like every now n den.i think dey r d ones who keep placing dat 'hoping' mood in me.cant anyone get d fact dat its realy difficult? enugh of those wisdom words.thank you all.but i think,its better to make me realise the reality 4rm now on.help me to b ready.cz im so far from d 'acceptance' finish line.maybe the pressure is really hard now.d uniS r back in d move.placing out offers whereva dey want.n im just waiting,hoping.if ever one day..my gmail account do have an offer in it 4 me.n if ever Allah grants me,my 1.5yrs wish...but if not.i believe there r good-solid-hidden reasons y i hav to stay back here to perform medicine.family,friends,pets.
so,still wondering what my days r now? im d girl in d middle of this whole depressing situation.it definitely doesn't feel good to be like this now.
ouh to my other buddies! do good for your 2nd call from JCU.my prayers r for all of u.
wondering whats d meaning of those words in my title??